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//unapologetic apathy//

The color of her eyes were the color of insanity

About Me

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Paranoid |||||||||||||||| 70%
Schizoid |||||||||||||||||| 74%
Schizotypal |||||||||||||||||||| 86%
Antisocial |||||||||||| 46%
Borderline |||||||||||||||| 70%
Histrionic |||||||||| 38%
Narcissistic |||||| 22%
Avoidant |||||||||||||| 58%
Dependent |||| 18%
Obsessive-Compulsive |||||||||||| 46% Take Free Personality Disorder Test
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You Are An INFJ
The Protector
You live your life with integrity, originality, vision, and creativity.
Independent and stubborn, you rarely stray from your vision - no matter what it is.
You are an excellent listener, with almost infinite patience.
You have complex, deep feelings, and you take great care to express them.
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What Demon are you?
You are the devil's rebelious cousin's daughter! That means that you live in the 7th level of hell and you are the main boss of everything...Unless Satan says otherwise. You are one evil ass chick! Please don't whip me....
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Why are you sad? [amazing pictures] For darker people
You are sad because of your grief
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If you really want to know about me, get to know me in person. I'm going to use this space instead for some of my favorite quotes...
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"Dying is an art, like everything else. It is something I do exceptionally well." ~Plath
"...and let that all wisdom be false to us that brought no laughter with it." ~Nietzchie
"We look before and after, and pine for what is not. Our sincerest laughter with some pain is frought. Our sweetest songs are those that tell of saddest thought." ~Shelley
"Let them hate me as long as they fear me" ~Caligula
"Je ne regrette rein" ~Me
Your Famous Last Words Will Be:
"I can pass this guy." What Will Your Famous Last Words Be?
In a fuckin ditch!!!!!!!! I knew it!!!!
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My Interests



Internally: Finding the truths in life. Searching for the few pure hearted people left. Learning how to be at peace with the past. Finding hope and strength to face the future. Healing myself so I can accept love again. Externally: Lazy mornings, late nights, laughing with friends, watching movies, music that says the things I'm unable to, art in all it's forms.

I adopted a cute lil' poison fetus from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!

Steiglitz

I'd like to meet:

Right now, friends... but who knows. Just don't breathe on me, it's so... cliche.

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Music:

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The Cure, Rancid, Lars Frederiksen and The Bastards, Nine Inch Nails, Sex Pistols, Dead Kennedys, Bodyjar, Dead Milkmen, Ministry, Social Distortion, Zombie, Ramones, Dropkick Murphys, Lords Of Acid, Nirvana, Eugenious, Flogging Molly, James, Pavement, Mark Lanigan, Meat Puppets, Op Ivy, Thrill Kill Kult, Joe Strummer, Toussaint McCall, Horrorpops, Devil Doll, Nekromantix, The Clash, KMFDM, Beastie Boys, Vandals, Angry Samoens, TSOL, Murphys Law, The Dwarves, GBH, Butthole Surfers, Revolting Cocks, Rocket 88, The Psycho Devilles, Depeche Mode, Roger Miret and The Disasters, Tiger Army, Guttermouth, Joy Division, New Order, The New Threat, Bob Marley, Bjork, Tori Amos... all kinds of stuff, mostly punk, industrial, some goth/indus., and cheesy 80's shit that makes me smile.

Movies:



Donnie Darko, Imitation of Life (30's version), Willy Wonka, anything on serial killers, Clockwork Orange, House of 1000 Corpses, anything directed by Kevin Smith (except Jersey Girl), One Flew Over The Cuckoo's Nest, Nightmare Before Christmas, Corpse Bride, Wuthering Heights, Romper Stomper, SLC Punk, Office Space, The Snake Pit, Fight Club, Natural Born Killers, What Dreams May Come, American History X, Crash, V for Vendetta (anything with Natalie), Garden State, Life Stinks, both The LOTR and Harry Potter series (Why do you have to just be a fan of one or the other??)... Lots of horror, drama, and a few comedies to make me not look so nuts... Just about anything that makes me think, cry, or puke. Preferably all of the above.

Television:



Mythbusters, Man vs. Wild, South Park, P&T's Bullshit!, Aqua Teen Hunger Force, Nip/Tuck, Buffy (thanks Daniel for my obsession!), mostly any adult swim... Court TV profiles of serial killers, History Channel, Discovery Channel, not a big fan of sitcoms or "reality TV"...

Books:

Stephen King, Anne Rice, P.B. Shelley, Sylvia Plath, A. Tennyson, Chuck Palahniuk, Douglas Coupland, Mark Danielewski, Poppy Z. Brite, Elizabeth Dewberry Vaughn, Clive Barker, E.A. Poe, Homer, Lewis Carroll, Byron, Leonard Cohen, Camus, J.D. Salinger, Nietzsche... many many more...

Heroes:

Hero? Do they make those anymore?... OK, fine... my hero is Robert Smith.

Able to change band members, bemoan his lot in life, quote Shelley, play fantastic music, and never muss his hair...

My Blog

None of the Above

made it from daytona alive! my grandparents were actually REALLY supportive about being in school, they both gave me munnies for supplies, and the susannah went with me and i got notebooks and pens an...
Posted by .:catapilrgirl:. on Sat, 24 Feb 2007 09:12:00 PST

close to me

so i'm happy! i've made the first steps to go back to school full time (as in just finished my student aide app) and am feeling quite accomplished and optimistic about life. for those who don't know, ...
Posted by .:catapilrgirl:. on Thu, 22 Feb 2007 10:15:00 PST

Zombie Compound

Tonight the Susannah and I laid out our future zombie protection survival compound. As you can tell by my extremely accurate drawing, it is inpenetrible!!!!!!! Please see Susannah's blog for further d...
Posted by .:catapilrgirl:. on Thu, 15 Feb 2007 06:23:00 PST

the tree

i tried to go to your house it wasn't home anymore a tree was growing between the stairs and i awoke the people by touching it so i ran and hid can't you tell me where you are?...
Posted by .:catapilrgirl:. on Fri, 15 Dec 2006 09:39:00 PST

Filet of Sole

Why is doing the right thing never easy?! I bought a beautiful urn for my birth father, and it came in the mail today. Yes, he died two years ago; however for alot of reasons (mostly my latent anger a...
Posted by .:catapilrgirl:. on Wed, 06 Dec 2006 01:06:00 PST

Birdmad Girl

The search is over! I found a new roommate... her name is Lisa, which reminds me of the girl at work named Lisa (we call her lisa doop-dah-doo cause she's short bus) but this Lisa isn't lol... she's s...
Posted by .:catapilrgirl:. on Tue, 05 Dec 2006 12:53:00 PST

oi the jewish way

haven't been on in forever, need to update... after much drama i've decided to stay here in orlando at least for another 9 months. my grandma is not going to get any better if i'm there or not, and to...
Posted by .:catapilrgirl:. on Tue, 07 Nov 2006 08:41:00 PST

bad news/good news day

i'm not going into the bad news, it's something i have to deal with myself but suffice it to say some serious changes in my life are going to be taking place. the good news... i'm going to be getting ...
Posted by .:catapilrgirl:. on Thu, 19 Oct 2006 05:11:00 PST

sigh

so much to do, so little time. for those of you who don't know, i've been travelling back and forth almost every day to daytona because my grandma is sick. at this point, the dr's believe she has leuk...
Posted by .:catapilrgirl:. on Sun, 08 Oct 2006 12:07:00 PST

knitting night october 5th

is cancelled as far as it being at my house. i have to go back to daytona to take care of some stuff and get my NEW CAR'S windows tinted!!!!!!!! yay that's right i got a fab new (well 2006) pt cruiser...
Posted by .:catapilrgirl:. on Wed, 04 Oct 2006 10:38:00 PST