don't hate me cuz i'm beautiful.
cuz i don't like you either.
♥
it's nice to know your life revolves around me
I wonder where you are.
Please don't come around tonight
cause I can't stand to see you and I don't want to fight.
Gimme one more drink and I swear I think I'll be ready
to make the same mistakes again with you.
I finally figured out that you're not coming back and I'm not going anywhere.
You were the one with all the faith how did you let it slip away?
That's right, I'm blaming this all on you and the little things you didn't do.
We both knew that you were stronger, could have fought a little longer.
You didn't hold it tight enough.
You lost your grip and I slipped right through your fingers.
No more sleepless nights alone.
This bed is better without you.
No more waitin' up for calls.
I've got nothin' left to say to you.
Tell me again about those better days.
This silence hurts me more than anything you could say.
Broken knuckles, broken heart.
I fell in love then fell apart.
You tried to run, I tried to hide, still we managed to collide.
Fell so hard, matching scars.
Held you close, felt so far.
Hearts beating out of time.
You're screaming with no reason and no rhyme.
So I will save this last breath for words that I won't scream.
I don't feel like dying, but you're killing me.
Just when the wounds start healing you're there to break me open.
Watch the blood spill.
I'm getting used to this.
I'll clean it in the morning.
I wonder where you are.
Please don't come around tonight
cause I can't stand to see you and I don't want to fight.
Gimme one more drink and I swear I think I'll be ready
to make the same mistakes again without you.
♥
hi. my name is jessica.
and i think i am cute.
omgzimsogangstur : aim
[email protected] : msn
i don't do yahoo.
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i stand 5'4. that's short, i know; my mom always told me good things come in little packages.
i am deathly afraid of heights; but i love rollar coasters.
my friends mean everything to me & no boy will ever change that.
i have a thing for chubby boys with blue eyes.
but sometimes i like other boys.
i contradict myself all the time.
i'll say something one minute & change my mind the next.
i tend to fall in "lust" quickly.
i've been in love a total of 3 times.
i am a hopless romantic.
i love music; it's my drug.
i listen to everything and when i say everything: i mean EVERYTHING.
i over exaggerate all the time.
i love to put the word "pants" at the end of my sentences.
i love making people laugh.
i love the colours pink & blue.
i think babies are effing adorable.
but then they get annoying. ugh.
i am addicted to diet pepsi.
mom tells me it's bad for me; but so is the junk she cooks for supper.
i am on the chubbier side.
i've grown to love my body; however.
i would never change for a boy.
EVER.
i love doing my nails; and i love fashion.
at the moment i have a purse/bag that i made.
i am a rather smart student.
i am starting college in september.
i am moving to sudbury; ontario.
and i am going to become a successful accountant one day.
i am high mantenince, but i can please myself.
sometimes i come off as a total bitch, but i'm really not.
i am the sweetest person you'll ever meet.
i have braces, and i LOVE them.
i never want to get them off.
i'm so confusing, i can't figure myself out.
i dare ;you; to figure me out.
