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"i am" that's so much...there aren't enough words to describe everything that makes ME up! all my dreams, my fears, my desires, the things i find funny, the things that make me cry, places i long to see, my hurts, my scars, my wounded soul, my healing heart, my scattered way...everyday "i am" is changing...it's adding and depleting...taking away the things i despise and bettering myself into a woman of insuRmouNtaBle charACTER leaving behind a legacy not forgotten nor despised..."i am" is so complexed that even my own being the person that knows it best can not quite exactly figure it...so all i can say is observe, conversate with, evalutate, spend time with, and most of all appreciate and then you can contribute to the "i am" as well!! I just had a baby boy, malachi, and he is now my universe!! i am working on bettering myself so that me and him can have a good life together. I made mistakes i fell to fast for somebody who doesnt know how to love not even his son so i got to do what i go to do and we will be okay~~
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JEsUS!!!! i can't wait until the day comes when I can stand before the presence of my Lord and Father and see His sweet heavenly face!!! My soul desires and my heart cries out for such an occasion!!! I love you--one day God will send me his intended person to me to love me and to make my life a lil better. He will also love my son and we will be one happy family. I am waiting for YOU bc I tried not waiting for you and only found myself with Losers who are lil boys and dont know how to take care of themselves let alone a WOMAN!!!

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...im so weak...

im so weak i can barely breath i long for a way out...i search for an escape only to end up at a dead end..will this road that seems so dark ever reach a glimpse of light i hold on so tight only to fi...
Posted by on Sun, 22 Oct 2006 17:53:00 GMT

is there any hope left for me

Ive done it again i dont know how it happened or what went wrong but it seems like the history of it all just repeats it s self time and time again im beginning to believe in the words of history repe...
Posted by on Sun, 05 Feb 2006 19:46:00 GMT

Lord...help Lola

"when the world comes calling for you look up, for if your eyes arent' on the right place you will only fall into the destruction of your life."  by lola "My heart longs to meet you my soul whine...
Posted by on Sat, 26 Nov 2005 07:49:00 GMT

~u can do it lola~

You thought you had me you thought you took me away with you i believed this too but then i realized you forgot a part something so little i forgot i had i kept it hidden a place inside i never let go...
Posted by on Sat, 26 Nov 2005 07:42:00 GMT

lola...the name

Lust         ~     ;    Often          ~       &nbs...
Posted by on Fri, 11 Nov 2005 09:12:00 GMT

its me--LOLA~

can you hear me, im callin out, im cryin out, it only takes just one word, one move into the right direction, i waited here so long, i try to reach for the warmth, i try to remember a glimpse of your ...
Posted by on Tue, 01 Nov 2005 13:04:00 GMT

lola again...

  Where has my heart gone to? i feel the sorrow fill my soul Did you think I would rejoice? i am so inspired by you that you torment me so, i wish i could gain my innocence back, i wish you meant...
Posted by on Wed, 28 Sep 2005 21:33:00 GMT

MY wRitIngS..

i stand here useless I'm waiting on you for even just one word, something, a sign, a glance, an uttered sound, a silent glare, my heart is aching, my head is pounding, the mind is racing, im losin con...
Posted by on Tue, 13 Sep 2005 10:05:00 GMT

OUt to dinner...

okay well since i am a waitress i see ALOT of things and do You know what a pet peave of mine is...men talkin on their cell phone when a couple is out to eat!! i absolutely hate that!~ it's so annoyin...
Posted by on Mon, 05 Sep 2005 21:20:00 GMT