courtney [rae*] cataclysm ©

About Me

im courtney rae clark, and thats about it.
i can be the biggest asshole and the nicest girl
at the same time
i don't always like to be me.
im not the prettiest or the skinnest girl.
if you want perfection, go buy yourself a barbie.
YOU CANT HURT ME.
dont be surprised if im not who you think i am.
chances are, you wont get me.
i dont blame you. i dont get myself sometimes.
i am constantly changing yet never satisfied.
more people hate me than love me.
and to be honest, i perfer it that way.
if your not the predator
you're the prey.
if you dont expect anything,
its harder to be disappointed.
i live to please no one.
I Dont Follow Trends, I Follow Beliefs.
i play by my own rules.
i'm the most abnormal person you'll ever meet
i dream far too much for my own good
i can make you feel like you're worth everything.
or at least i'll try
i'm a dumb girl
i'll never fall in love.
and i'm sick of giving my heart away
At Some Point Youll Let Me Down
but I Never fully Trusted You anyways
i would say that im confusing.
and unlike any other.
but that would be just like saying im human.
someone please correct this error?
This is my life in progress.
welcome inside
je vous veux.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

friends | comments

i've pretty much already met them<3.

My Blog

BABY TIME!!

found out i was pregnant May 1st.due date was dec. 30th.----------------------------update:6/10/09first ultrasound 6-10-09 alien baby!!" /> first ultra sound!(6-10-09)new due date: Jan 1st!---------...
Posted by on Wed, 26 Aug 2009 12:16:00 GMT

Surgery!

I had surgery. go figure!!!! my stomache hurts... I go to the doctor..... they send me to the hospital..... im rushed into emergency surgery...... and here i am. go figure. lol. who knew a tumm...
Posted by on Sat, 26 Jan 2008 00:59:00 GMT

CAR CRASH!!!!

got in a wreck today.just got back from the hospital.totaled my truck.R.I.P. dear mountainlion!!!!we had good memories!looking for a new vechicle!fun fun.going to deanco wednesday!!i might get...
Posted by on Sun, 20 Jan 2008 17:46:00 GMT

EMBARRASSING!!!!

ok, so im just gonna put all the embarrassing pictures and stuff on here. and i know i shouldn't, cause after all... they're embarrassing, but hey. shit happens. everyones gonna be embarrassed sometim...
Posted by on Wed, 09 Jan 2008 19:02:00 GMT

Those stupid quiz thingys!

so... i saw a few of those quiz thingys when i was bored out of my mind... and decided, "why not!" so im gonna post ALL the results in the thing [cause i dont want them all over my page]. :]. &n...
Posted by on Fri, 21 Dec 2007 07:06:00 GMT

WHO I'D LIKE TO MEET.

anyone who will not be scared to say something to my face, instead of behind my back. anyone who accepts the past, and moves on to the future. anyone who can makes me feel small and cute. any...
Posted by on Wed, 21 Jun 2006 19:32:00 GMT

RELATIONSHIPS

Im a very complex person i guess I help people with their problems but i can never help myself Im not sure with many things in life at the momment I want someone who can help me find myself I car...
Posted by on Fri, 16 Jun 2006 12:38:00 GMT

shades of gray

I mistook you for a softer ground, you still say I was the only one, and the only one I am, after love it was a long way down, I remember climbing thinking careful boy, if you dont end yourself she wi...
Posted by on Tue, 16 May 2006 20:00:00 GMT

plain and simply the truth.

im tired of who i am. im tired who who i was and who i used to be. i want you but cant have you. plain and simple. you dont get me, but i dont get myself. im confused i often feel lost. and the only ...
Posted by on Mon, 24 Apr 2006 20:55:00 GMT

my friends <3

"the crew" me and tay the crew as a cartoon! tay is my bestestest friend ever!she went with me when i got my hair done! :-)i love you taylor! landon, caleb, and amber. word. me and ...
Posted by on Sat, 25 Mar 2006 14:20:00 GMT