cody's love

I love Cody Smith, My Baby boy Darian Cage Alan Smith, My two best friends names are Rachelle Crockett, and Lauren Allen..If you want to know more talk to me... and you will find out more... I don't know what to say unless you ask....I hate when people say things they don't mean... I hate people that talk behind other peoples backs (two faced people)... NO let me refrase that... I hate it when people will say something about someone, but wouldn't say it to their faces.... I would say something about someone, but you better believe I would say it to their face...I hate shower curtains... they scare the shit out of me...when I was little... I used to think there was a skeleton behind the curtain... I used to think he was going to get me while I was peeing... I used to be braver, and pull the curtain to the side, and look, but now I am a wussy... (yea... I will admit) I won't pull the curtain anymore... I pee, and run... lolI am deathly scared of the dark, and I absolutley hate the faucet... I always thought that a little leprechaun would come out while the water was running... so I had to run the water first, and plug the drain so that I could either take a bath... or wash my hands at the sink... funny shit... I still don't like the idea of it...I hate windows when it is dark out, because I am always afraid I will see someone, or something looking in at me... and I won't know it untill it is too late...I hate turning the tv off at night, because as long as I can hear people or noise I am ok... If I don't then I will just lay there and look around me untill I have a heart attack...ok I lied... my biggest fear is if someone came in the middle of the night, and shot me, and my son... and that I would wake up just before it happens, and know that I was going to die, and that my son was going to feel real pain for the first time, and it had to be from a bullet... I don't like that Idea at all... that is why I have to have a tv on... so that I can't hear every little noise in the house, because if I do... then I will think someone is breaking in...I have to sleep by the wall... I like it if someone is sleeping by the edge so that if someone does come in... I can hide for a few more seconds, or maybe they won't see me... yea right, but It could happen.... I hope! fantasy layout powered by HOT FreeLayouts.com / MyHotComments