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MarciBacardi

It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over..

About Me


+I'm a very random person.
+I love photoshop. Srsly, send me pictures and I could photoshop them for you.
+I'm emotional. Really.
+I listen to all different kinds of music.
+I am good at hair and makeup.
+I play the acoustic guitar. I have hey there Delilah down nicely.
+My sister is probably my best friend ever, other than Rachal, Alyssa, Jillian, Megan, and everyone else.
+I need brain help.
+I like blue dinosaurs.
+I'm into contests.I want real love. Like the kind when I'm spending time with my friends, even though I want to be with him. I go to call him and I see he's texted me 12 times saying "ILU babe". I want a song for me. Just for me. Not for Delilah, that lucky bitch. I don't believe in love at first sight for now. I want to meet my sweetheart,and soon. I want my permit. Then I can leave my house. No more myspace then. I wanna drive to St Cloud and see my sister whenever I want. And see my friends. I want to be prettier. And skinnier. And wanted. I hope that someday this can happen. I hope that someday a boy guy can like me for who I am. I hope that he will miss me all the time. I hope he can hold my hand and watch the stars, even though he's really watching me from the corner of his eye. I want to get out of Monticello. I want to travel the world. I want to meet important people, and have them like me. I wanna write and perform my own song and get it all over the internet. For real. I want to go to space. Even though I'm claustrophobic. I want to stop wanting. I like how he tells me all these nice things that boys always should, even when I go back to real life and get my self-esteem pushed down way further. I hope someday the boys who hurt me will see me and regret every word they said, and every action they did, and even every thought they ever wanted to say. I hope they will be jealous of whoever stays with me 'til I'm old. I want to grow up and adopt a child. Not from Africa or anywhere where Angelina's future 1247134763784 kids will be from. I wanna be that girl who walks down the hall with a real smile. And I want them all to want to talk to me. And I want to feel loved. Help.aim paperflower314 msn [email protected]

My Interests

Computers Fun Lyts Rugby (I'm a fucking pro) Paintball Seizures? (I mean, they're pretty interesting..) Drama (like, what's the point?) Slides (poetry in the park...RIP) Music [My life.] Agnosticism {Why bother.} Cats, the only ones who keep my secrets. Magic(k) (Is it real?) Violence Pain (Self inflicted, otherwise. why?) Suffering (End it?) Safety Pins ... own the world Geeking out [woo HTML] Concerts, there's never enough. Go deaf while you still can. Homecoming (we won for the first time since 1989) HXC(Hardcore is what you do when you want to die) Death...So controversial. Life? Life is only here to make death important. And death is only here so living is important. We're here, and then our brain says no more. Then what?

RACHAL

myspace.com/burritoxcore pretty sure she's my best friend. forever. no joke. I've known her for like 239857298 years and still counting. one day we'll be old ladies, sitting on a porch and knitting, bitching about how stupid that old guy is acting. LOVE is friends.

ALYSSA

I'm pretty sure Alyssa knows most everything about me. 98% of my secrets are hers as well. We have so much in common. The inside jokes never end. Alyssa is so gorgeous. ^_^ Basically I know that when we're emancipated we will live together.myspace.com/lyssa515.

HEATHER!

I love Heather a lot. We've known each other since like...I dunno 2nd grade? I'm so glad she went to MMS so we could be friends again. We've had a great few last years and I can't wait to see what high school does to us! myspace.com/iheartjayden

JILLIAN

Haha. sorry your picture is smaller. Jillian will always be the cool goth girl that lived kitty-corner to me, even though she's now a bit preppy and she lives across the river now. She's an amazing artist and an animal lover at heart, which was bluntly obvious at one point. The neighborhood is so quiet without her.

MEGAN

I'd like to meet:

You John Lennon Jim Morrisons Ghost Derek Acorah Jamie Johnston(jr) Juan Mann.. width="425" height="350" ..

Music:

Cannibal Corpse Marilyn Manson Attila blessthefall Debra G CopaSetic mewithoutyou My Chemical Romance Fall Out Boy Copeland Brand New Polaroid Kids In Glass Houses The Bled rufio three days grace hopesfall death cab for cutie violent femmes he is legend rage against the machine chiodos reggie and the full effect blindlystaringupward The Used the red jumpsuit apparatus head automatica saosin LostProphets haste the day ShowBread Hawthorne Heights Hot Hot Heat System of A Down Bright Eyes The City's Finest Into The Moat Papa Roach still remains Seether all that remains Evanescence Coldplay The All-american Rejects Green Day It Dies Today Bleeding Through The Killers Panic! At the Disco Senses Fail Atreyu From First to last KillSwitch engage Arch Enemy Silverstein Cake Flyleaf JamisonParker MxPx 10 years Anberlin As I lay dying Avenged Sevenfold Coheed And Cambria Muse Cradle of Filth KoRn Funeral for a friend Gavin Degraw Godsmack Halifax Hellogoodbye H.I.M. Linkin Park Lustra Mudvayne Queen Elvis Rise Against The starting line straylight run The Academy is... The White stripes Thousand foot krutch October Fall The Hush Sound Gym Class Heroes Cute is What We Aim For Armor For Sleep 18 visions Aiden Adair The Never Adelyn A.F.I. Against Me! Alexisonfire Amber Pacific Anti-Flag ASG Billy Talent Norma Jean HollyWood Undead The Raconteurs Angels And Airwaves Soilwork UnderOATH The Sleeping 30 seconds to Mars Cartel Eleventy Seven Paramore Andrew Landon Regina Spektor The Kooks Meg&Dia

Movies:

Edward Scissorhands, Harry Potter (all), LOTR (all), POTC, Ten things I hate about you, 4 feathers, the Order, Constantine, Benny and Joon, Underworld, Underworld:Evolution, the Blair witch project, the Craft, Rent, Memoirs of a Geisha, Never been kissed, War of the Worlds, the Grudge, An American Haunting, Silent Hill, Saw, Saw2, The Descent

Television:

Fuse, TRL, Scrubs, GREYS ANATOMY!, Desperate Housewives, Ghost Hunters, Most Haunted, Criss Angel

Books:

Twilight,Child called it, The Lost boy, Lirael, Sabriel, Abhorsen, A man named Dave, Uglies, Pretties, Specials, Mary Bloody Mary, Salem Witch Trials, to Kill a Mockingbird, the DaVinci Code, Harry Potter 6

Heroes:

Fall Out Boy..Amy Lee, and the Dalai Lama

My Blog

I like you.

I am very impressed with boys/guys/men who hold their girlfriends hand in front of all "the guys" and don't try to fool around. I love it when a boy offers me a sweater whenever I'm outside without on...
Posted by FrankiFaeryPrincess[TZK|EUK|PR] on Mon, 30 Oct 2006 04:03:00 PST

What a hater.

I feel bad for people sometimes. One of the girls I know is back together with her boyfriend, and I know for a fact he spent the night at some other girl's house. I feel bad that people label themselv...
Posted by FrankiFaeryPrincess[TZK|EUK|PR] on Sun, 29 Oct 2006 07:11:00 PST

~Q and A~ (?)

A lot of people have questions for me. I have answers. If you hear a rumor, don't spread it intentionally or otherwise, simply ask me for the truth! Also, If you have a problem with me, please talk to...
Posted by FrankiFaeryPrincess[TZK|EUK|PR] on Tue, 17 Oct 2006 01:55:00 PST

Please Don't...

...ask me if I worship the devil, I'll hate you forever. kthxbi.
Posted by FrankiFaeryPrincess[TZK|EUK|PR] on Wed, 11 Oct 2006 06:26:00 PST