corie

I am a girl lost, lost to the man I vowed could never take me I find myself trapped, trapped by my own heart in a manner I never imagined I look deep into my own eyes, to see if maybe I can catch a glimpse of the woman I once knew. I am a dreamer, a kindred spirit in the constant search for the goodness of this man. I am a fighter, constantly charging for what I believe I am these things no more, I wake up from my dreaming to a battle that cannot be won. I thought I was over you, I thought I was okay but I’m not, deep inside me I was crying and looking for your love. I cant bear the fact now that you’re gone. You’re the air that I breath you are my life… How can I go on now when you’ve taken away my heart with you? And mine was never life until I found you... And no day really ever lived without you. You were mine and that... that was more then I could have dreamed of. And I danced each day with you in the sunshine, and I always kept a smile. And it diminished and it shrank and I grew weak. And you leapt away, haunted, leaving me torn. And the days, they still turn, and I still breathe. So much time has passed... and yet still here are the tears, my vigilant tears. To mourn for my hollow heart. Love is the hammer that can break the hardest heart. Maturity is realizing your pleasures are not worth someone else's pain. You can lead a heart to love, but you can't make it fall. Tears are the safety valve of the heart when too much pressure is applied. Sometimes the past won't let go of us.... we have to let go of it. It is better to be hated for who you are, than loved for who you are not. Love hurts. It's supposed to; otherwise it would be called something else. Some words once spoken can't be taken back.