Raven Skye

Other interests you'd care to share?: Turning people into toads, eating children, sacrificing virgins, dancing naked through the forests, giving apples to young girls who live with 7 little men, you know all the normal witchy things we all enjoy.I'm 32 a little nuerotic but aren't we all. I am happily married and most the time a "proud" parent of 2 children who depending on the day are wonderful. James 8, Laura 13. :)I'm not always sure how and why my husband puts up with me but he does thankfully. **October 15th 2006 we celebrated 9 wonderful years.**I am a PROUD PAGAN and I do not need to have my soul saved contrary to popular belief (mainly my grandparents).I have 4 new kittens: Missy, Natasha, Goldie (the sequal), and Fluffernutter, 2 fish,a Algae Sucker and, 2 Parakeets Aries and Emerald. Our Beloved Goldie (the first) Passed to the next world on September 22, 2006. He will be missed.That's a little about me if you want to know more ask.Brightest Blessings, Raven Skye****My theme songs :)*****"Basket Case"*****Do you have the time To listen to me whine About nothing and everything All at once I am one of those Melodramatic fools Neurotic to the bone No doubt about itSometimes I give myself the creeps Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me It all keeps adding up I think I'm cracking up Am I just paranoid? Or I'm just stonedI went to a shrink To analyze my dreams She says it's lack of sex That's bringing me down I went to a whore He said my life's a bore So quit my whining cause It's bringing her downSometimes I give myself the creeps Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me It all keeps adding up I think I'm cracking up Am I just paranoid? Uh, yuh, yuh, yaGrasping to control So I better hold onSometimes I give myself the creeps Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me It all keeps adding up I think I'm cracking up Am I just paranoid? Or I'm just stoned********"Unwell"*******All day Staring at the ceiling Making friends with shadows on my wall All night Hearing voices telling me That I should get some sleep Because tomorrow might be good for something Hold on I'm feeling like I'm headed for a Breakdown I don't know why I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell I know, right now you can't tell But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see A different side of me I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired I know, right now you don't care But soon enough you're gonna think of me And how I used to be Me Talking to myself in public Dodging glances on the train I know I know they've all been talking 'bout me I can hear them whisper And it makes me think there must be something wrong With me Out of all the hours thinking Somehow I've lost my mind I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell I know, right now you can't tell But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see A different side of me I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired I know right now you don't care But soon enough you're gonna think of me And how I used to be I been talking in my sleep Pretty soon they'll come to get me Yeah, they're taking me away I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell I know, right now you can't tell But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see A different side of me I'm not crazy I'm just a little impaired I know, right now you don't care But soon enough you're gonna think of me And how I used to be Hey, how I used to be How I used to be, yeah Well I'm just a little unwell How I used to be How I used to be.......................******"Hate Me"******[message on voicemail:] Hi Justin! This is your mother. It is 2:33 on Monday afternoon. I was just calling to see how you were doing. You sounded really uptight last night, it made me a little nervous, and a little, well it made me nervous, but it sounded like you were nervous too. I just want to make sure you are really okay and wanted to see if you were checking in on your medication too. You know I love ya and take care honey. I know you're under a lot of pressure. See ya. Bye Bye!I have to block out thoughts of you so I don’t lose my head They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I’m alone Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain An ounce of peace is all I want for you. will you never call again? And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face? And will you never try to reach me? it is I that wanted spaceHate me today Hate me tomorrow Hate me for all the things I didn’t do for youHate me in ways Yeah ways hard to swallow Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for youI’m sober now for 3 whole months it’s one accomplishment that you helped me with The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won’t touch again In my sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take So I’ll drive so fucking far away that I never cross your mind And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behindHate me today Hate me tomorrow Hate me for all the things I didn’t do for youHate me in ways Yeah ways hard to swallow Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for youAnd with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made And like a baby boy I never was a man Until I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hand And then I fell down yelling “Make it go away!” Just make a smile come back and shine just like it used to be And then she whispered “How can you do this to me?”Hate me today Hate me tomorrow Hate me for all the things I didn’t do for youHate me in ways Yeah ways hard to swallow Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you For you For you For you