Baby Christian

As my name says, I am a baby "christian". To me, this means that I have accepted Jesus Christ into my life, I recognize Him as my Lord and Saviour and I'm trying to live my life for Him. This is something I have tried to do before and have failed at, more than once. However, I feel as though God has been trying to pull me back to Him by little things that have happened in my life recently. In His own way, He has kept me from making what could have been ANOTHER big mistake in my life. I have decided to listen before something REALLY bad happens - AGAIN!I'll elaborate on what I mean by that. I have been through everything from parental divorce to child abuse to rape to teenage pregnancy to addiction to suicidal tendencies to homosexuality to death of a significant other and to starting over, more than once. I have given my testimony to people before and don't have a problem doing it. It's actually very therapeutic! As a matter of fact, I would like to use it to help people who may have gone through the same things in their lives. I don't regret what I have been through because it has brought me A LOT closer to God. I feel as though God has something pretty amazing in store for me or He wouldn't have let me live through all the times I tried to kill myself!I am open to meeting other people who are thinking about or are on the same God-seeking journey. God Bless You!