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Behold! The Nightmare!

someday when you look into my eyes, you'll see who i am, not who i was..

About Me



im amanda, and i hate to be fucked around with, but i love to have a good time. i don't really party to much but i have a feeling that's gonna change soon. im a vegitarian, and i love chinese, but it doesn't really work tho. :[. i love my friends and i couldn't live without them. mary and lindsay are the best. they're always there for me. i have a boyfriend, his name is zachery hruby and i love him with all my heart. :] he's my baby.

talk to me. i love to meet new people.:)

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Ai Shi Te Ru

dear bobby, i miss you.
Posted by Behold! The Nightmare! on Mon, 17 Dec 2007 05:30:00 PST

noises that sound like objects flying by.

 i can't write worth a shit and i know that. but the feelings are real. and im working on making them go away. pleze don't laugh at me im not good at poetry and shit. noises that sound like objec...
Posted by Behold! The Nightmare! on Sat, 01 Dec 2007 03:53:00 PST

one more chance, that’s all i ask. i wont mess up this time, i promise

i'd give anything for him to give me another chance. anything in this world. and i know it's real cuz i barely see him and i still think about him all the time. i love him, and right now he is the onl...
Posted by Behold! The Nightmare! on Tue, 30 Oct 2007 02:57:00 PST

blah.

i'm sad, and confused. that's all there is.
Posted by Behold! The Nightmare! on Thu, 11 Oct 2007 03:54:00 PST

that’s what you get when you let your heart win

i give up, there's no point in trying. he choose his path. and it's not with me. crying will not save us. no amount of tears will ever mend. what was broken a long time ago. i wish i were dead....
Posted by Behold! The Nightmare! on Mon, 06 Aug 2007 11:24:00 PST

mistakeswithlove.

never take a person for granted, you never know when you will lose them. and when you do it will be the worst feeling of your life. take the time to care for them and listen to what they have to say. ...
Posted by Behold! The Nightmare! on Mon, 25 Jun 2007 09:46:00 PST

i wish

i wish i was somebodys everything.:(
Posted by Behold! The Nightmare! on Sat, 23 Jun 2007 07:18:00 PST

talesofmybrokenheart

once upon a time i started believing in fairy tales. someone made me think that i found my happily ever after. now i know how stupid i was to think that.
Posted by Behold! The Nightmare! on Thu, 14 Jun 2007 05:34:00 PST

a failure with hope.

and right now i feel like a failure. but one who is starting to have hope. that maybe true love is real.
Posted by Behold! The Nightmare! on Sat, 02 Jun 2007 09:55:00 PST

if i hide, will the pain withdrawl.

i've haven't eaten much lately, and what i do, i've thought about throwing up. im yerning to cut. but i can't. and those pills have never looked so beautiful. the inhailents, that will get me high, an...
Posted by Behold! The Nightmare! on Sat, 12 May 2007 07:57:00 PST