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well i should start of by saying music is basically my life. i play guitar and i write my own music, currently trying to form a band hopefully we will have some music in the next few months(probably next few years hahaha)i graduated from ARTI audio tech school and iam a certified REA member(need an engineer just let me know im your guy haha)i currently go to suffolk and i major in music but im not sure what i want to get out of it most likely though ill become a teacher or performer. im into all kinds of music(mostly anything thats not generic and has talent, heart and soul) i tend to think differently than everyone else(or atleast i think i do)i often think that no one else on this planet thinks the same way as me; although artistically thats a good thing but socially people tend to be afraid of me but im actually a very kind, gentle, sensetive guy once you get to know me(but pardon my eccentricities...i am a musician haha)i tend to talk way to much, ramble and repeat myself atleast 5 times in one sentence(which is funny cuz when i was younger or in school i was very quiet)i love making new friends as long as they can hold an intelligent conversation.one thing i can't stand is simple minded people... and liars;i cant stress enough how much a hate lying; weather its lying to me or in general thats a sure way to get on my bad side fast(and i always can tell if someone is completely bullshiting).i must state again how much i hate liars...and fake people(they pretty much go hand and hand)i will never try to be someone else and it kills me inside when i see bright (young) creative, people(with great potential) throwing their eccentricites away just to be considered normal and have a clique, group of friends, or to be accepted into the mainstream of our society. being different and thinking differently is a gift that should be embraced and its sad in this society its considered a curse. id rather be dead then have 14 friends or to be accepted by my co-workers and throw away the person i truly am(it just happens way to much thats why i believe their are no more great artists anymore). if you cant accept me the way iam you have no business associating with me in the first place. i guess thats why in school i only had a few friends and never a clique or group of friends(but i feel that it made me the man iam today and im more than pleased with how i turned out)i like to think i have above average intelligence and i strive for other intelligent people that i may associate and converse with(i always say intelligence finds intelligence)but i must say intelligence is rare these daysi try to be happy and have a positive outlook on life, almost all of the time i do. but the way this world is turning out to be its a very hard thing to keep up.the only time i get sad is when i look at the state this world is in...but you gotta keep moving said the man in the back...im always joking and laughing.i love to make others laugh as well, nothing brings me more joy in this world.people say i always act like everything is one big joke. i never like to be serious even though at times i should be. im way too optimistic. i always tend to see the good side of everything and everyone.which can be a good thing at times and a bad thing at times.like most people i can be immature at times. i love cartoons and video games(espically classic video games) i quote faimly guy way to much that people think i have a problem and i should seek help haha i dont associate myself with and i wont deal with druggies, drug addicts, alcoholics, depressed, suicidal head cases, compulsive liars(!!!!) attention whores, people who have nothing better to do but cause drama, people who will only call me or contact me when they need something(i.e. money, food, rides etc. aka users)or if you're just a shady character. and if you try to associate with me dont be surprised when i start ignoring your phone calls, messages, IMs or any other attempt to contact me..i gave you fair warning. excuse my spelling and my grammar(since im always thinking and pondering about the ways of life and the world ill probably update this in later days to come)