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? Are You That Afraid Of Me

Love Is For Fools That Fall Behind.

About Me

Well, lets start with the fact that my name is Nikki, actually Nicole but I prefer Nikki over all. I'm a senior in High School, which is kind of scary in itself, never in a million years could I have seen myself here. A part of me wants to grow up but then a part of me is afraid to. :] I'm a wuss i know. I'm 17 yrs old, one more year til the big 18, where I am considered an 'Adult'. I no longer live with either of my parents but instead I live with my oldest sister Angel, her Fiance Jake and her little girl Joslynne. I'm shy at first when people first meet me, but after a while I tend to be a loud mouth and determined to do anything people say I wouldn't do, cuz I'm good like that ;] I work at the good old Mcd's, which isnt too bad of a job i guess, at least I can get money. But all in all, that sums some of me up. If you do get bored one day, my AIM sn is ~~ Alwyshy08.

My Interests

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I'd like to meet:

Hm.... Who do i want to meet? thats a pretty good question. I don't wanna blab on about who the perfect guy is, because we all know that NOONE is perfect, and if you think you are, well it's time to come back to reality. All I know is that they MUST be patient, yeah yeah, thats rite i said patient, I've been burned a couple times, so my trust is VERY limited. So it's like a test in a way, a test on whether or not they're willing enough ta wait. Guess we'll see wont we?

Movies:

Well now that you've heard me blab on, here's some of the extra stuff you may or may not know about me. In a simple little thing called a survey, the things that we all learned to love and trust. :)..START BZOINK.COM SURVEY CODE
tons of questions that show your in depth side!
basics
whats your name?: Nicole Ann Pendell
what do people call you?: Nikki, Nikki P, N.P
where you named after anything?: The boy name I was suppose to be.
if you were born the oppisite sex what would your name be?: Nicholas
do people spell/say your name wrong?: Yes, there is no H in my name
if you could change your name what would you change it to?: Just Nikki
gender?: Female
birthday?: 05-31-90
age?: 17, one more year!
age you act?: Um... Depends on my mood i guess.
age you want to be?: 18
height?: 5'2
eye color?: Brown
happy with it?: Nope
natural hair color?: Dirty Blonde
happy with it? if not do you dye it?: Yea, but I still dye it
righty or lefty?: Lefty
family?: Too many, but I love them
pets?: Leroy, Stupid, Dusty, and Lady
peircings?: Two in each ear, maybe gettin my stomach done (?)
tatoos?: Not yet, but I want one on my lower back
love and stuff
single?: Yes
who are you with, or who do you want to be with?: A certain someone
are you in love?: I was once before.
have you ever been in love, if so how many times?: 1
do you believe in love at first sight?: No
is it possible to be faithful to one person for ever?: Yes, if you truely care for that person.
do you want to get married?: Someday would b nice
do you want to have kids?: Hahahaha, you're funny. And if I do somehow have a kid, it'll only be 1
how many?: 0, maybe 1
do you believe in divorce?: Well...
do you belive in true love?: Yes
do you consider love a mistake?: Never
turn-ons?: Eyes are lite up, and he's gotta b a good kisser.
turns-offs?: Bad kisser
do you think the oppisite sex finds you attractive?: I guess. Ask them not me.
what is best about the opposite sex?: Eyes
what is worst about the oppisite sex?: Some tend to b sex freaks.
are you a virgin?: •
do you belive you should be in love to have sex?: Yes.
how far have you gone?: Far enough
how many people have you had sex with?: •
do other people consider you a slut?: Some may.But who cares what they think.
right at this moment...
where are you?: Right behind you.
what can you see out your window?: Bunch of pine trees in the field.
are you listening to music?: Yup, always am
are you lonely or tired?: Both.
use 5 words to decribe how you are feeling:: Tired, Annoyed, Lonely, Missing, Blah
are you talking to anyone online? if so who?: I was talking to Matt, but he had to go to work
are you talking to anyone of the phone? if so who?: Noone.
what are you wearing?: Jeans, Blue shirt, Black underwear and a lite pink strapless bra.
what are you doing?: Typing THIS
whats on your mousepad?: Dell. Adventurous I know.
friends
how many true friends do you have?: Truely? Like 5
are you a loner?: Tend to be every now and then
who is your best friend?: Casey and Katie
oldest?: Matt
newest?: Sam
shyest?: Lol, like we're ever shy
loudest?: Katie or Tanner
smartest?: Mario
ditziest?: Tanner or Brit
funniest?: Katie
who is the best listener?: Mario
do you prefer to hang out with one friend or a group of friends?: A group, its more fun that way
who do you wish you were closer to?: •
who knows the most about you?: Matt
who knows the least about you?: Sam or Cheyenne
who do you trust the most?: Mario or Matt
the least?: •
who do you fight with the most?: Matt
who do you talk to online the most?: Tanner (?)
who do you talk to on the phone the most?: Katie
do you trust others easily?: Can't afford to
name one who's arms you feel safe in:: •
who house were you at last?: Brit's
who's your second family?: Katie
who lives the farthest away?: Mario :[
do you....
smoke?: Nope
drink alcohol?: Yes
do drugs?: Nope
pray?: No
go to church?: No
sleep with stuffed animals?: When I need something to hold yes.
take walks in the rain?: Yes :]
dance in the rain?: Yes :]
do any sports? if so which ones?: Nope, only family V-Ball at camp or By Lisle Pool
sleep around?: Never
lie a lot?: Sometimes
steal?: Definition of stealing???
gamble?: At the Yamaha party yea, and I kicked Ass
have you ever....
kissed a stranger?: Nope
slept with a stranger?: Nope
spun until you were so dizzy you couldn't walk?: Yes :] its fun
screamed so much you lost your voice?: Yes
laughed so much it was painful?: Yes hehe
cried so much it was painful?: Yes...
gone skinny dipping?: Suppose to in brit's pool.
played strip poker?: Not yet
had a medical emergency?: Yes
ran away from home?: Tried to
done something extremely unexpected?: Yes. I'm good like that
slept outside?: Yepp
been onstage?: Yepp
deep stuff....
whats your biggest fear?: •
what was your weirdest dream?: Had something to do with a T-Rex
scariest dream?: The ones where I die.
do you have a reoccuring dream?: Yup
what was your best dream?: :] Yea, it was that good.
what IS your dream?: To have a dream
do you live in the moment?: Usually
what you greatest stregth?: Listening
whats your greatest weakness?: Shyness
do you have a motto you live by?: Nope
if your life were a movie what would it be called?: Me, Myself and I
do you have any bad habits?: Um, Bite my nails when I'm pissed.
do you have any secrets?: Too many
are you fake?: Not that I know of
what do you want to do in life?: Good Question
are you a daredevil?: Nope, far from it.
are you predictable?: Sometimes
do you keep a journal/diary?: I use to
if you could change one thing about you would you? what would it be?: Be more outgoing i guess.
if you were someone else, would you be friends with yourself?: Prolly not
do you think your a good person?: Sometimes
do you think your emotionally strong?: No
do you regret anything?: Yes...
do you think life has been good so far?: Not really
what do you like most about you body?: My eyes
least?: *Looks Down* Is it really that obvious?
are you trust worthy?: Yes
are you gullible?: Maybe
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