TREVOR.17.BHS.#85
I'm going to be perfectly honest: I do not know who I am. No one knows who I am, not even my parents, and no one will ever know who I really am. I spend my friday nights under the bright lights and 6,000 fans of Popkeeney Stadium cheering on the BHS Varsity football team. As I reflect on my past, I realized that pretty much live by this: Forgive and forget. Though there are some exceptions, that's pretty much it. I don't like people disliking me, and I don't disliking people, but there are some people that I can't deal with. I'm single, and not looking for someone because I'm sick of getting hurt and going through the continuous motions of finding someone, thinking that they're going to be there for me, and then having them disprove me. I've given so many people soooo many chances, but that's gotta stop. I told myself since before my last ex gf that from now on, they get one shot, and if they screw it up, that's their fault. If you break up with me, I'm not going to waste my time trying to get you back. If I break up with you, then leave it alone, and if I don't talk to you, MAYBE I'll talk to you when I'm ready. My best friend is gone. He never talks to me anymore except when he has nothing to do. I'm trying to meet new people, while being on my guard at the same time. Obviously, I'm not going to trust you immediately, and it will probably take a long time for me to trust you like I do with only 3 or 4 people. I'd love to get to know you. I can be your closest friend you've ever had. I'll always be there for you if you need me. I hope we can be friends :]
Oh, and if I decide to be, I can be the BIGGEST asshole you've ever met. Only two or three people have seen only a glimpse of how bad I can get, and you'd get very pissed off at what they told you happened.
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