I promised you I'd wait <forever>...

♥ My friends are probably the most important thing to me. They are my world, and I don’t know what I’d do if I didn’t have them. Lets just say, you mess with them, you mess with me
♥ I dont fake friendship. If I dont like you, you'll probably be able to figure it out.
Music is a huge part of my life. I love listening to new bands that almost nobody heard of, and I just need music
♥ Some people think I'm a complete bitch. I’m only a bitch if you give me a reason to be (that or I’m upset and don’t mean to take it out on you). I’m normally rly sweet
♥ I Love dancing. I will lock myself in my bathroom, turn up my ipod, and just dance. I’ll do it for hours
♥ I’m a sophomore at ETHS. Its not much different then being a freshman.. except more homework
♥ October 25th, my birthday. I’m a Scorpio, and a lot of times, my horoscope is correct. No, I don’t believe horoscopes; they’re just kind of fun to read. Yeah, I also fit the description of a Scorpio
♥ Im finally 16. yeahh. its not much different. cept now i can legally have sex [jk jk]. I did get my license and im driving [as most of you know.] dude, if you wanna hang out. call me. we can go like.. anywhere. srsly.
♥Im a night owl. I love staying up late at night. Probably one of my favorite things to do is just curl up on my bed late at night and listen to the rain.
♥If sometimes bugging me, I probably wont waste your time and tell you. I hate feeling like I'm complaining, and unless you’re one of my close friends, don’t expect to find out.. But I do love listening to other peoples problems. I want to be a psychiatrist (or a photographer) when I grow older (even if I hate them…Yeah, talking to someone you don’t even kno sounds like a waste of time). So if you need someone to talk to, I'm your girl
♥Frogs used to be my animal obsession. Now I'm not so into them.. but they’re still my favorite animals. I find it cute that my friends still give me froggy stuff
♥ Speaking of animals. my new obsession is penguins. i've liked them since 8th grade, but are just now making them my new obsession. i just got a penguin thing from kacey not to long ago. && its oober cute.
♥I'm a very loud person… Most of the time.. I don’t mean to be so loud, but that’s my personality. Some people get rly annoyed, and I try to keep quieter. If I am all quiet, its probably because I’ve had a bad day, or I'm upset about one thing or another
♥I cannot stand two-faced people. I just cant. I know we all have times where we can all be alil two-faced, but when someone does it all the time, it just bugs me.
♥Photography is something I live for. Even if my pictures aren’t that great, I still love having the camera in my hand. I'd rather be the photographer than the model any day.
♥I just started yoga not too long ago... But it rly helps me relax... and not let things get to me too much. I rly suggest trying it... It helps loosen you up, and just a way to let go of everything. And I love it.
♥Writing... anything from poetry, to short stories, to just how Im feeling... Yeah, I love writing. It helps clear my head.
♥Drawing is another thing. Im not very good... but its just something I love to do. Maybe someday I'll actually be semi-good at it... but for now... I'm trying to get better.
♥I don’t go .. as much as I used too, but when I am, its usually for long periods of time.
♥Flirting just happens. I flirt all the time...
♥I grew up with a smoker, therefore I am completely turned off by smoking.. I don't care if you smoke, but you will never catch me smoking.
♥I tend to get crushes easily, but most of the time they only last alil while.. But those few that last longer.. Lets just say, I’ve learned how much they can hurt
♥I like to talk, meaning that I can normally keep a convo going for more then 10 minutes.
♥Tennis is huge to me! If I didnt have tennis, I think I'd go crazy. Its the reason I started working out. Its also one way I keep myself sane. Plus, its a great stress reliever.
♥My heart gets broken easily... But its only been broken a few times. I try not to fall for someone that hard.. but it has happened
♥Falling in love. Yeah, I’m not quite sure if I was lucky enough to fall.. But I’ve been pretty damn close. But I'm also one of those people who doesn’t believe in “Love at first sight” Honestly, how can you fall for someone you’ve never met… Lust at first sight I believe in.
♥I hate having to pretend like Im always okay. Like I'm wearing a mask during school. I refuse to let myself cry in school. If it does happen, then something big had to have happened. But like I said, it doesn’t happen often
♥People who judge me can goto hell. I honestly dont care what people think about me. Take me as I am, don't try to change me... I will also not change for anyone (well almost.. it’d have to be someone rly special)
♥I will NOT try to impress people just to get them to like me... Im not for that.
♥Sometimes I will just cry because Im overwhelmed. Its not something I'll do in public, so dont worry.
♥I wish things would go back to the way they were before all this drama bullshit happened.
♥I miss my best friend.. I'll look at pictures of us, and I'll listen to our songs... And it just makes me want to cry. We used to be so close... now its like I barely know her. and I just wish... It'd all go back to the way it was before high school started. :'(
♥I also wish I could trust people more. I’ve lost trust in so many people... It rly hurts
♥I still watch for shooting stars, and I still make a wish on them when I see them. Even though I know they wont come true, its still kind of fun thinking that maybe your wish will actually come true.
♥I also wish on time… 11:11, 11:44(don't ask, this one is one I “made up”,12:34
♥My wishes on shooting stars have only come true once. Along time ago, okay, maybe 3 years ago, I'd always wish for one thing... I'd wish for it everynight for about a year, but it never came true. I guess thats why I never believe my wishes will come true.
♥I'm really into wrestling. I started going to cheer on my friend, but as I went to more and more, I rly got into it, and I think there was only 2-3 matches I missed because they were too far to goto. Since I love the sport so much, I'm going to be more involved with it, and hopefully going to all of the wrestling meets.
♥Every year I promise myself that I'll make the next summer even better. So far, its worked.. Summer '06 had its downs... but it has by far, been the best summer of my life.
♥I try to be myself around everyone. Sometimes I'll be alil more.. "girly" when Im around a guy I like (or any guy for that matter)... But that’s not an everyday thing
♥My cell phone comes everywhere I do (262-227-6068)
♥I’ve “stalked” people before. Lol, yeah, you don't even want to know. But I’ve also been stalked, so its all good.
♥Meeting new people is awesome. I love meeting new people who are different, and live their own life.
♥Alot of the times, I fall for the wrong guy...
♥I love it when it rains. Most people are all “this sucks” but I’ll be out in the rain, just dancing, or standing there. I’ll take out my ipod and just go for a walk. I like the feeling of the rain slide down my body
♥Reading is something I do for fun.. I’ll get books that are rly interesting, and can keep me entertained. No, I'm not a nerd, I just like reading
♥Sometimes I can be pretty "emo" but I try not to sound all emo and depressed and shit... Things can just get overwhelming... but I am far from Emo.
Take me or leave me. Thats your decision. I can be a pretty cool girl once you get to know me. But its entirely up to you guys.
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Sometimes you sit and think, and wonder if he can see it in your eyes. Can he tell that you still love him? That there's nothing you would rather think about then the times he hugged you? Can he see the tears? Cause they sure are there...deep down, sure enough, along with the pain and loneliness that you bury so deep you're sure no one can tell. Sometimes you would give anything imaginable to be able to make him understand, to have one more chance to make him know how much he meant, to be able to feel complete, but you smile through it all. You talk like you always used to, the best of friends , and every time he smiles at you, a tiny little pang of hope springs up, but you crush it before it can surface, before it can give you away. You hug him good-bye like it's nothing, while all you want to do is hold on forever, but you let go, smile, and walk away. Then, you cry all the way home because you know it will never be the same. Try as you might, you can't make someone love you. Sometimes you have to let them be free and letting go, that's when love hurts the most of all