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I am looking for an attractive female who will at first give me obsessive love, praise and devotion, but whose paranoia, self-loathing and fear of rejection and abandonment, will eventually lead her to alternately push me away and pull me closer in a love hate cycle that will lead to infidelity, consensual sexual violence, and the eventual emotional breakdown of one or other party, or if we’re lucky both! You should be 21 to 35 years old and have a sense of style. Your aces with me if: you have a history of short intense drama-driven relationships, enjoy degrading and dehumanizing sex, have undergone negative psychiatric evaluations in the past, be willing to threaten self-harm and or annihilation as a weapon to control yours truly and make me stay with you and care for you that little bit longer. Although not completely necessary, I do prefer women with nice smiles, that drink to forget, have yelled at someone in church that one time they went, and who have had a previous established diagnosis of Borderline or Dependent Personality Disorder or Bi-Polar Affective Disorder. If you are currently taking Lithium Carbonate, SSRIs, or Tri-cyclic antidepressants please drop me a line. If you think you meet these requirements, and wow I’m getting excited just writing them, please don’t hesitate to get back to me as soon as possible. Now that that is out of the way I'm also a lover of life's wheel and throwen down the shpeel. I'm well traveled and well read but I aint white bread. In this plastic world you can get sliced as a square, but that aint my cut. I love life's many hues and with so many different shapes, sizes and colors on the easles back, you can't help but gaze in wonder. I toil on the sea, my mind and my heart, all remain works in progress. My interests lie in the ant rather than his station. I'm a liberal cat but don't pigeon hole me with such trivia. When you begin to see that religions and governments have brought us war and dissent you begin to see the truth. If we could all stop the motion for just long enough to see the light inside our hearts we could realize that heaven is already here. Check out "The Allegory of the Cave" thought by Socrates written by Plato and decide whether you crave true light or the shadows it casts on the wall. Inner peace is the only solution and hope we have for world peace. If you cannot forgive yourself or others then your love is feeble.

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