death becomes me..... |
I feel like shit, tears are behind my eyes and refuse to fall. they're the worst kind in my opinion. earlier as i crossed a road, i wished a car to hit me but i din't have the courage to stop and let ...
Posted by on Sun, 13 Jan 2008 07:21:00 GMT |
Sarah |
I've just had to say goodbye to the woman I am secretly in love with masgarading(?) as a friend. It hurts to know that I'll not see her at work everyow much day, it hurts to know I can...
Posted by on Fri, 30 Nov 2007 08:11:00 GMT |
Nothing. |
Nothing.
They say to writewhat you care about,but what if you've got nothing,what if you are nothingin a world with no place for me?
Mind wanders nowherewith no-one caring ...
Posted by on Fri, 02 Nov 2007 05:52:00 GMT |
Numb. |
I havent posted for awhile simply because I just arent feeling much these days. Not alot is getting through, even self-harming doesnt hurt. Whats that about? Prefer to feel every emotion magnified tha...
Posted by on Sun, 28 Oct 2007 12:08:00 GMT |
rock bottom. |
I've never felt more alone than I do today. Don't really know whats different about today than any other, i just feel worse. My tears won't fall and everything inside me is just still - apart from the...
Posted by on Fri, 19 Oct 2007 06:00:00 GMT |
Suzie |
Suzie
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Posted by on Fri, 05 Oct 2007 06:15:00 GMT |
Self-harming to suicide. |
My mind constantly wanders back to suicide. Every time i self harm, i wonder if today is the day i get to cut deep enough. Why does it hurt this much.....
Posted by on Mon, 01 Oct 2007 12:39:00 GMT |
losing my virginity |
I lost my virginity late. I was so ugly no-one looked once at me let alone twice. I went through school saying all the right things about boys but never having got close to one nor wanting to. I inste...
Posted by on Wed, 26 Sep 2007 15:06:00 GMT |
emptiness.... |
Today I was told I was horrible, horrible, horrible!!!! My sister decided to tell me I was built like a rugby player - I wouldn't mind if that was true, she's a size zero wannabe, me I'm an average si...
Posted by on Wed, 26 Sep 2007 14:58:00 GMT |
Crying... |
When I cry and no-one sees my tears,
do I wipe them dry and turn them into back into fears
or should I let them fall for all to see
to look beyond my smile and look in me....
Posted by on Fri, 21 Sep 2007 06:31:00 GMT |
