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Nadezh

I am here for Friends and Networking

About Me

Recasting again the information won through study. As I must restate, I have lived long enough and await my time to end it all. Yet, I have grown beyond this as well. I have read much in recent times to reflect the growing dehuminization of the world. As easy as it is to take part in it, i am realizing that it will eat my soul like the rest of society. Even my closest friends, i notice it, they know not where their soul lies. There is also a loss of heart. It is nearing time to consider it all. I separate myself from others and gain my soul, yet i am as isolated as the hermit i am destined to become. I seek out others and lose my heart and what remains of the decaying soul which i created. This is society. I am a poet, a writer, a student, a guru, a puait, and namog. That is who and what i am. Each one different, but so similar, it is is frightening. In amazement, my bike is never broken, i am just afraid to ride it. i dont fear the ride, i fear that i will enjoy it too much. It is a mystery, that is what we are. This is about me.
Your Seduction Style: Siren / Rake
You possess an unbridled sensuality that appeals to many.
The minute you meet anyone, you can make the crave you almost immediately.
You give others the chance to lose control with you... spiraling into carnal bliss.
A dangerous lover, you both fascinate and scare those you attract.
Your Seduction Style: Fantasy Lover
You know that ideal love that each of us dreams of from childhood? That's you!
Not because you posess all of the ideal characteristics, but because you are a savvy shape shifter.
You have the uncanny ability to detect someone's particular fantasy... and make it you.
You inspire each person to be an idealist and passionate, and you make each moment memorable
Even a simple coffee date with you can be the most romantic moment of someone's life
By giving your date exactly what he or she desires, you quickly become the ideal lover.
Your abilities to make dreams come true is so strong, that you are often the love of many people's lives.
Your ex's (and even people you have simply met or been friends with) long to be yours.
No doubt you are the one others have dreamed of... your biggest challenge is finding *your* dream lover.
Your Love Number is
2
Of all the numbers, you are the most caring and empathetic lover. Unselfish and humble, you find it easy to forgive your sweetie's mistakes. At times, your need to please can be come a bit too needy. As long as you remain somewhat independent, your relationships are perfectly balanced. KGB Je suis le mieux!

My Interests

I'd like to meet:


Music:

Music, I used to hate music, now i cant live without it. I love all kinds from clasical to rap. in fact, techno mixed with classical is pretty awesome. i like Linkin Park, its one of my favorites. Im quite fond of many others. umm... i like a lot of music, Greenday is my favorite band. its hard to find good new songs these days unless you look in the right places, and im not looking in the right places. well thats about it

My Blog

Letters on the Sun (cont 2)

The festival was larger than we had expected. Sherri apparently invited everyone that she could. Perhaps she had a special plan for this years celebration, but I haven't experienced anything unique ab...
Posted by Nadezh on Sat, 08 Mar 2008 06:01:00 PST

Letters on the Sun

After moments pass, we stare again into the sky wondering if there is anything else other than this harsh place. Ironically there is enough mystery in our own home to match that of those in our heaven...
Posted by Nadezh on Fri, 07 Mar 2008 03:49:00 PST

Linger

It lingers in my ear a bit more each day. Thoughts compell me to believe it is all so real. Your softest touch was there, warming the skin that didnt exist. Your beauty must have been only a vision to...
Posted by Nadezh on Fri, 29 Feb 2008 01:32:00 PST

A wisp

Ironically now would be the time to come to an understanding. I didn't realize until this very moment that there was a fear of not tranquility but a lack of progression. To see an end and still be a l...
Posted by Nadezh on Sat, 09 Feb 2008 10:13:00 PST

On the eve

A day short to celebrate the creation that one has hidden from the world, I waited this long for a decision that was long since decided. I knew more than I chose to believe. We live with the choi...
Posted by Nadezh on Sat, 15 Sep 2007 02:32:00 PST

In Hopes

It didn't rain until that day. I worked all week without a cloud. The only shade those days was under the small cap i kept close. It didn't bother me any because all i had to do was look up. You were ...
Posted by Nadezh on Wed, 18 Jul 2007 06:09:00 PST

He left his wings behind

With the drop of ice, the very thing he feared became his truth. Walking on the moon, he drifted from one end to the next. Feeling the sway of every lacking force, seeing colors as he had never before...
Posted by Nadezh on Wed, 23 May 2007 07:18:00 PST

My Parasite of Secret Truth

You invite me with a gentle whisper for me. You sing to me your sweet hymn. You give me a hand to keep me warm. Press me to your chest to hear your heart screaming. Feeding me from your veins. Filling...
Posted by Nadezh on Tue, 22 May 2007 07:47:00 PST

A world without Peanuts

Upon a grassy slope, he lay, watching the stars pass. Each constellation fades within its own time. These were his children; these were his friends. It was finally time for them to leave him. When daw...
Posted by Nadezh on Sat, 19 May 2007 10:17:00 PST

Blessed

With a passing glance, i thought it was her. Dancing across the scene only to fade in an instant. Reappearing only to taunt me again, destroying my resolve with every sway. She taps her foot to the so...
Posted by Nadezh on Wed, 09 May 2007 03:05:00 PST