†Such a beautiful lie to believe in†

About Me

Hello, first of all im Amy for those who dont know me... ive recently learnt that im not as strong as i once believed, but im starting to gain the strength i always thought i had, if that makes sence, i just started uni studying business, marketing and event management... i never thought id get to uni n now that im there it feels like nothing... i miss highschool... I love my friends my passion is being able to understand what others feel... sometimes i wish i was sumone else... that is all
† Please dont judge me on appearance take the time to get to know me as a person and i will show you the same curtiousy †
WITH ALL MY HEART
♥ I love my friends to death they are my world and all that makes me breathe, i love music because it helps me through all those cold lonely nights when i think i cant get through, and i love my art because it is all that is me each piece of work is a small look inside the head of my complex character one noone will ever fully know... ♥
♥ Cityscapes are beautiful ♥
I took this photo near crown after muck up day this is the true beauty within our city.
♥ societys expectations are to much to live up to so why try♥
♥ alcohol makes no one more appealing it makes them easy♥
♥ learn the difference between being yourself and being what you think others want you to be♥
I feel like there is no need for conversation
Some questions are better left without a reason
And I would rather reveal myself than my situation
Now and then I consider, my hesitation
The more the light shines through me
I pretend to close my eyes
The more the dark consumes me
I pretend I'm burning, burning bright
I wonder if the things I did were just to be different
To spare myself of the constant shame of my existence
And I would surely redeem myself in my desperation
Here and now I'll express, my situation
There's nothing ever wrong but nothing's ever right
Such a cruel contradiction
I know I cross the lines its not easy to define
I'm born to indecision
There's always something new some path I'm supposed to choose
With no particular rhyme or reason
Shinedown - Burning Bright

My Interests

♥ Skin the sun ♥
♥ Fall asleep ♥
♥ Wish away ♥
♥ The soul is cheap ♥
♥ Lesson learned ♥
♥ Wish me luck ♥
♥ Soothe the burn ♥
♥ Wake me up ♥

I'd like to meet:

♥ Give me envy ♥
♥Give me malice ♥
♥Give me your attention ♥
♥Give me envy ♥
♥Give me malice ♥
♥Baby, give me a break! ♥

Music:

36 crazyfists
10 years
The Academy Isâ€¦
After the Fall
All American Rejects
Anberlin
Avenged Sevenfold
Anti-flag
Ashade Apart
Atreyu
Avalon Drive
Behind Crimson Eyes
Best Kept Secret
Bleed the Dream
BoySetsFire
Brand New
Bright Eyes
Bullet for my Valentine
CKY
Chevelle
Dark New Day
Death Cab for Cutie
Dope
Eighteen Visions
Emery
Every Time I die
Fall Out Boy
Finch
Funeral for a Friend
George
Getaway Plan
Green Day
Good Charlotte
Head Automatica
Hidden in Plain View
HIM
Hot Lies
Jimmy Eat World
Kelly Clarkson
Lee Harding
Living End
Mae
Midtown
Motion City Soundtrack
Matchbook Romance
My Awesome Compilation
My Chemical Romance
Nickleback
Our Lady Peace
Our Last Night
Panic! At the Disco
Papa Roach
Repeat Offender
Saliva,
Saves the Day
Scars of Life
Senses Fail
Sentanced
Sevendust
Shadows fall
Slipknot
Smile Empty Soul
Snow Patrol
Stone Sour
Soasin
Spineshank
Story of the Year
Switchfoot
Scary Kids Scaring Kids
Starting Line
Sugarcult
Taking Back Sunday
Trust Company
Tool
Trivium
Underoath
Unwritten Law
Used
Versus the World
Weakend

Movies:

Heroes:

Each breath that i take is one for these people
each one of my friends is a reason for me to exist and i could never ask for any better reasons, they taught me to live again they gave me what i was missing for so long, and i wouldnt change any of them for the world... i hope each person that matters to me never stops smiling cos as soon as they do 1 of my reasons to wake dies... i love you all so much...
Rhiannon: My beautiful best friend, weve been through so much together over the past 6 or so years and im glad we have pulled through it, since school ended youve proved to me that our friendship goes further than just a place in ur top 8 friends list, if that makes scense if we ever lose contact it will be my biggest mistake i love u and i hope that we continue to party together always and forever...
Kylie: My BFFL and Lover, your amazing you realli are, you have a talent for making me smile and laugh and wanna hug u consistantly always waiting for me after each class just to get ur hug, hehe i miss those days almost as much as i miss u... love ya always babes
Adam: My Mr Adam, my cuddler, youve taught me so much about stupid humans im starting to believe you realli are a superior race, sorry for all the times i pushed u away wen you went to hug me secretly i wanted to hug u to but tickleing my feet really does call for punishment love you always
Court$: Last but not least, never least, my babygirl, my bestest friend, i wake each day to c u smile, never met such an amasingly strong person, someone whose been through so much and still has your sense of character, you mean the world to me and all i could ever ask for is that u never stop smiling cos when u do the party goes dead, your the life of each and every party and your the life that helps keep me alive... love you more than you know

My Blog

My life on shuffle...

My life on shuffleHow do you feel today?Summer of darkness Demon HunterWhat's your outlook on life?Blame it on me Unwritten LawWhat does your family think of you?Over my head the FrayWhat...
Posted by †Such a beautiful lie to believe in† on Sat, 14 Oct 2006 07:00:00 PST

Forgotten nomore

I feel it welling up inside and Robert Smith liedBoys do cry and with blood tears in my eyesI'm an Anne Rice novel come to lifeI can't hide the monster anymoreOne can only feel desolate for so longUnt...
Posted by †Such a beautiful lie to believe in† on Thu, 07 Sep 2006 09:13:00 PST

Cracking Under Pressure

I have no massively influential story to tell u all how yr 12 recks your life and how its not gonna kill u and make u even more messed up than b4 u tackled it... lol but im cracking under pressure my ...
Posted by †Such a beautiful lie to believe in† on Tue, 05 Sep 2006 02:54:00 PST

read if u dare

I dunno what to write other than what im feeling right now and i know u probs wont understand, but all i can do is try so here goez, Its killing me inside to wake up every morning unsure of what they ...
Posted by †Such a beautiful lie to believe in† on Mon, 14 Aug 2006 04:46:00 PST

The people i wake for

Hey guys, If your not here let me knoe im really sorri but I cant member everyone, this is everyone I wanna fit on my page but cant, other wise people would be here for a century scrolling I attemp...
Posted by †Such a beautiful lie to believe in† on Thu, 06 Jul 2006 08:31:00 PST

</3 seeing the truth </3

It's hard to say what really makes someone different, or how to know how someone is feeling, noone is ever fully understood, security is never real, people may beable to fake a smile but you cant fake...
Posted by †Such a beautiful lie to believe in† on Tue, 27 Jun 2006 08:21:00 PST

Maccaz Social 2006

Hello all my maccaz munchkinz.... just reporting on the social of 2006... Heaven vs Hell, im thinking that tulla mighta been Hell haha, anyways heres sum picks so Jenna and Jess can stop dieing cos u ...
Posted by †Such a beautiful lie to believe in† on Mon, 26 Jun 2006 01:06:00 PST

A test of your love

Who am i to you? What makes me me? Please reply i really am interested and it might make me smile i need it...
Posted by †Such a beautiful lie to believe in† on Mon, 29 May 2006 05:35:00 PST

BAH

I'M INVISIBLE WELL CAN U SEE ME? I DIDNT THINK SO... DONT WORRY ITS A GOOD THING you dont wanna c me, i will perminantly blind u! or bettah yet u will do the same to me! dont know what im talki...
Posted by †Such a beautiful lie to believe in† on Wed, 17 May 2006 02:24:00 PST

Courtneys Party Photos

Here are sum fotos of courtneys party kiddies Enjoy Love Love Amz xox I hope u liked em catch up soon ...
Posted by †Such a beautiful lie to believe in† on Wed, 19 Apr 2006 06:48:00 PST