Gnarly Charlie

Sam Posner, here.
I know my flaws and faults, and I know my strengths. I know who I can count on, and I know who I can't. I know all of the people I want to know, but there's always room for more. I've learned a lot, but I know there's still more to learn. I've realized that you can't allow anyone to love you until you love yourself. And that no matter what happens, your family is always going to be there right behind you to back you up in any way possible. I've realized how lucky I am to have what I have, and to still be alive. Life is precious. I've learned that there is a time for helping others and a time for helping yourself. I have no regrets. I am indecisive and hypocritical. I sometimes adjust myself for other people. I'm not good at talking and/or putting sentences together at all. I'm religiously unstable. I'm a master at the art of escapism- I run away from my problems. I'm content with myself. I am fifteen and a Sophomore at Saugus High School where I 'm associated in the Jazz Choir. Singing, dancing, & cosmetology are my objectives. Though, my whole world revolves around an amazing boy named Patrick. I'm too nice. I let people take advantage of me. I don't know how to say "no."
Life. Believe it or not, it's ridiculously difficult. And it only gets worse as you get older. The problems become more advanced and complex. The pain becomes deeper and harsher. People betray you. People save you. People hate you, love you, can't stand you, and can't be without you. You will get hurt. Multiple times. And it hurts worse each time. But you can get through it. You can deal with it. You learn more, every year, you grow wiser. Do NOT try to figure it out, because once you think you've got it, it makes a U-Turn and goes in the opposite direction. It's unpredictable, it's precious, it's a one-time-deal. You need to learn to let go, to move on, to make the best of it. Learn to accept that everyone makes mistakes, and everyone screws up. "You're not alone. Or rather you are alone, but there are a lot more people who are alone with you." Do NOT live it for other people. Live it for YOURSELF. Don't live in the past, nor the future, but the moment you are in right now. At this very minute. Nothing is more important in your life than life and living itself. Whether it be the life of your own, or the life of a loved one that is more important, 'tis still a life that makes the list. Don't take it for granted. Don't waste it. Soak up the sunshine. Pain is inevitable, but it only makes more room for happiness. You are strong. You are smart. You can get through anything. You will be okay. I promise.
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In five years, none of this will matter.
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