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found this fantasy layout at HOT FreeLayouts.com This vidio is in loving memory of my cat snowball (he was already named when we got him) who lost his fight for life on Oct 11th 2007 at about 5am CST . It's amazing that a cat can have such a profound effect on a family like he did. Snowball came into our life in the early part of 2002 when someone strayed him and he got under our house to keep warm. He was half starved ,and didn't purr . well we started feeding him and he stayed around. in 2003 when we bought our house we made the decision to take him with us ,so we let him in the house the night before we moved ,and he made himself at home. over the next 5 years he became as much a part of our family as any human in the family . His quirky personality matched mine almost perfectly . I loved that he would sleep at the foot of the bed every night with us ,and he would lay in the bathtub and meow (we would tell people he was singing )The last few months of his life , he was starting to go blind ,and had trouble getting up on furniture.Keeping in mind that he was almost 17 years old it was always in the back of our minds that he would pass on eventually. On the morning of October 11th This gentle ,loving soul passed on as quietly as he lived. We may have not had many years with him but they were hopefully the best years of his life. I want him to know that he will always be in my heart and on my mind. And that We love Him ,and we will miss him verry much.He was truely an Angel amoung cats ,and now hopefully he is amoung them.
The Sensual Vampire
What type of vampire are you?
brought to you by QuizillaWell let's see .I'm married I have 4 kids(2 from my first marriage and 2 that are my wife's from previouse relationships but i still love them as my own) . I live in Tn (but hopefully not forever) I am originally from Philla. PA. ,and lived in NJ. for 6 years prior to moving here .I bet at this point you are wondering how i got from NJ. to TN ?? Don't feel bad I don't know either. I like muscle cars ,Guitars,and Hard rock & heavy metal from the 80's and early 90's . I also like some new stuff too. _______________ ____________________________________________________________ _THIS IS FOR YOU MOM If tomorrow starts without me and I'm not there to see, If the sun should rise and find your eyes all filled with tears for me; I wish so much you wouldn't cry the way you did today, while thinking of the many things, we didn't get to say.I know how much you love me, as much as I love you! And each time that you think of me, I know you'll miss me too;But when tomorrow starts without me, please try to understand that an angel came and called my name and took me by the hand; she said my place was ready, in heaven far above and that I'd have to leave behind all those I dearly love.But as I turned to walk away, a tear fell from my eye for all my life, I'd always thought I didn't want to die; I had so much to live for, so much left yet to do, it seemed almost impossible that I was leaving you.I thought of all the yesterdays, the good ones and the bad; I thought of all the love we shared and all the fun we had.If I could relive yesterday, just even for a while; I'd say good-bye and kiss you and maybe see you smile.But then I fully realized that this could never be, for emptiness and memories would take the place of me; when I thought of worldly things I might miss come tomorrow, I thought of you and when I did my heart was filled with sorrow.But when I walked through Heaven's Gates, I felt so much at home. When God looked down and smiled at me, from his great golden throne, He said, "This is Eternity and all I've promised you."Today your life on earth is past but here life starts anew. I promise no tomorrow but today will always last; and since each day's the same way there's no longing for the past.You have been so faithful, so trusting and so true; though there were times you did some things, you knew you shouldn't do. But you have been forgiven and now at last you're free; so won't you come and take my hand and share my life with me?So when tomorrow starts without me, don't think we're far apart, for every time you think of me, I'm right here in your heart...
Brain Lateralization Test Results
Right Brain (44%) The right hemisphere is the visual, figurative, artistic, and intuitive side of the brain.
Left Brain (54%) The left hemisphere is the logical, articulate, assertive, and practical side of the brain
Are You Right or Left Brained?
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Alice Cooper.... You come across as having a twisted creative mind
and a liking for the dark. You are dark and
mysterious. You also have a very strong moral
outlook on life and are quite smart. Probably
a good person with a wild side or a wild person
with a good side. Either way. You can be
entertaining without using substances either.
Which rockstar are you like?
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Your Taste in Music:


Hair Bands: Highest Influence
Heavy Metal: High Influence
80's Rock: Medium Influence
Classic Rock: Low Influence How's Your Taste in Music?
You're an 80'smost recent concert Poison/Cinderella and their pics....

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Freinds ,People with similar intrests .old freinds from NJ. anyone from AOL longhair room from the late 90's.I've been though alot the last 10 years and am working on rebuilding my life. I am still trying to get Back to New Jersey(Home Is where the heart is ,and mine is in Cape May NJ) I'll get there eventually ,but at least it's more of a reality now than it was.
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Charlie
Birthday: Dec,11,1969
Birthplace: Philla. PA.
Current Location: Clarksville, TN.
Eye Color: Hazel
Hair Color: Black(for now)
Height: 5'8"
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right
Your Heritage: German
The Shoes You Wore Today: mine
Your Weakness: Women
Your Fears: none
Your Perfect Pizza: Sausage(especially if it's free)
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Play my guitar more
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: lol
Thoughts First Waking Up: Sunlight "ahhh i'm melting
Your Best Physical Feature: my hair
Your Bedtime: whenever
Your Most Missed Memory: the 80's
Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi
MacDonalds or Burger King: yuck
Single or Group Dates: single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: home brewed for me
Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla ,that's about the only thing in my life that is Vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee: Coffee
Do you Smoke: yes
Do you Swear: not if i can help it
Do you Sing: yes
Do you Shower Daily: Checking .... Um Yup
Have you Been in Love: still am
Do you want to go to College: yes
Do you want to get Married: already am
Do you belive in yourself: nope ,i'm a fictional charicter
Do you get Motion Sickness: no
Do you think you are Attractive: the question is ... do you think i'm attractive??
Are you a Health Freak: no
Do you get along with your Parents: yes
Do you like Thunderstorms: Ohh Yeah
Do you play an Instrument: Guitar, Drums,& Piano
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: no
In the past month have you Smoked: yes
In the past month have you been on Drugs: no
In the past month have you gone on a Date: Yes
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: They come in a box?
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: Who?????
In the past month have you been on Stage: nope
In the past month have you been Dumped: no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no
Ever been Drunk: Yes lots of times
Ever been called a Tease: yes
Ever been Beaten up: no
Ever Shoplifted: no
How do you want to Die: I'm gonna live forever
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: I don't wanna grow up ,I'm a Toys R Us kid LALALA
What country would you most like to Visit: England
In a 2FGirl..
Favourite Eye Color: Brown
Favourite Hair Color: Brown
Short or Long Hair: Long
Height: N/A
Weight: N/A
Best Clothing Style: Casual
Number of Drugs I have taken: 0
Number of CDs I own: 200 or so and about 1,000 casettes,and about 40 albums
Number of Piercings: 3
Number of Tattoos: 5
Number of things in my Past I Regret: alot

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You are a Capricorn born in the most chalenging
time of the year, duh, it is mid-winter!! And
your animal symbol is the mountain goat with a
fishes tail, like a mergoat!! You are serious,
practical, hard-working, down to earth,
realistic, disciplined, focused, responsible,
authoritive, dominating, rigid, conservative,
severe, trustworthy, traditional, and last but
not least decisive!! You look forward to
reaching your goles or you look towards higher
order. And about that mergoat, you are 75% goat
and only, you guessed it, 25% fish, so your
good in the water but more
"triumphant" on the land.-your element is earth-your lucky colors are brown, dark green and
granite grey-your metal is lead-your precious stone is Garnet-and your day of the week is saturday!!-your true love is a virgo, scorpio, taurus, or
cancer!!-the parts of the body that you rule are the teeth,
bones, knees, and joints!!

What is Your TRUE Astrology Sign? (for guys and girls with incredibly detailed answers and incredible pictures+READ MEMO PLEASE)
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.. You scored as Rocker, Mosher. Your A Rocker!

Rocker, Mosher


100%

Goth


60%

Emo


30%

Chav, Townie, Rude Boy, Ned, Kev


10%

Trendy


10%

Skater


10%

Prepy


10%
What Group Are You? Chav, Rocker, Skater, Emo, Goth, Trendy, Prepy E.c.t
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Your Birthdate: December 11
Your birth on the 11th day of the month makes you something of a dreamer and an idealist.
You work well with people because you know how to use persuasion rather than force.
There is a strong spiritual side to your nature, and you may have intuitive qualities inherent in your make up, too.

You are very aware and sensitive, though often temperamental.
Although you have a good mind and you are very analytical, you may not be comfortable in the business world.
You are definitely creative and this influence tends to make you more of a dreamer than a doer. What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

My Blog

For my mother

this is for you momIf tomorrow starts without me and I'm not there to see, If the sun should rise and find your eyes all filled with tears for me; I wish so much you wouldn't cry the way you did today...
Posted by on Thu, 02 Oct 2008 03:16:00 GMT

goin on a trip I wished i never had to make

today I'm leaving for florida,but it's not for good reasons. My mother has had cancer for about 2 years ,and has taken a turn for the worst . I am going to see her before she passes. Hopefully she wil...
Posted by on Tue, 16 Sep 2008 10:38:00 GMT

Gas Prices

Yesterday I Had to put gas in my car OUCH!!!!!!! ( I feel like i was in a prison shower bending over to get the soap. They say prices are so high because of increased demand ,and short supply. If that...
Posted by on Tue, 13 May 2008 21:24:00 GMT

Path of discovery and rebirth

Well all who read these random ramblings that i spew forth every once in a great while . School is going well I am maintaining a 4.0 GPA and loving school. It is hard at times because I have had to ma...
Posted by on Mon, 03 Sep 2007 00:08:00 GMT

School Daze

 As my first quarter of college winds to a close I have to say that it's not as bad as i thought . My grades are good . The only class I'm having problems with is Document processing (only becaus...
Posted by on Thu, 14 Sep 2006 17:02:00 GMT

More Observations on Religion

Well it's  time for me to say what i think about religion (Keep in mind this is my opinion )again!! I have noticed alot of churches are making the news for all the wrong reasons.Being raised a Ca...
Posted by on Mon, 15 May 2006 20:05:00 GMT

Slave to the grind

Well i know i haven't blogged in a while so here goes... Well i'm sure i upset alot of people with my last blog ,but this one wont be like that . Life is good ,My wife has 1 more week of college to go...
Posted by on Fri, 31 Mar 2006 04:16:00 GMT

Putting the Christ in Christmas ??????

It's that Magical time of year again (for some people)a time for giving gifts to the ones we love ,and spending time with our families . Growing up Catholic i was taught that Christmas was about celeb...
Posted by on Sat, 03 Dec 2005 06:57:00 GMT

The Real Me.....

Well it's getting closer to winter ,the crisp cool nights ,frost on the ground & leaves changing and falling . Definatly my favorite time of year . My 36th birthday is about 3 weeks away,and for t...
Posted by on Mon, 21 Nov 2005 18:39:00 GMT

Going Goth

Hah!!! Got your Attention didn't it ? No I'm not going Goth , my 11 year old daughter is .She has already started to wear all black alot ,and is Listening to Metal and Emo rock like : My Chemical Roma...
Posted by on Sat, 01 Oct 2005 19:32:00 GMT