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Neutron Riot [fts™9818783]

...and of course i'll always be jealous of the next girl..

About Me


♥ hopeless romantic... because i have no more hopes and expectations.. and i find that if you dont count on anyone then no one will let you down... however, i find it funny that...
most people are surprised when i tell them that i dont have a boyfriend.... ♥
AIM = KalieRiot

My Interests


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Dear eastern prom
I know what's wrong... But it's suicide eyes That wrote this song For all I'm worth Writer's block is a bitch Words falling like bricks For a New England wish... I was an easy male fuck In the town of "naive-fly" All I wanted was a shot in the dark But like a knife through the heart I choke on spit covered words... Oh my god - It happened again What's wrong with me? Screaming gets you nothing One more night in this town And I swear that I'm dead...
I drew a heart Around the name of your city.
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Music:

alkaline trio

Movies:

BASEKetball and i guess garden state. ..

Television:

sealab 2021

Books:

1984

My Blog

Im Sorry (one last time)

I'm sorry:for never trusting youfor letting you get awayfor holding you backfor crying everytime i hear our songthat you dont want me backfor pushing you awaythat you were the cause of these scars on ...
Posted by Kalie Riot [fts™] on Fri, 23 Mar 2007 03:40:00 PST

you (you know who you are)

"and all the 'best deceptions' and the "clever cover story' awards, go to you...."leave me alone. you hurt me too much and im stupid for letting you hurt me. stop talking to me stop breaking my heart ...
Posted by Kalie Riot [fts™] on Tue, 13 Mar 2007 11:16:00 PST

everything i couldnt say

sometimes i want to call you. but i know you wont pick up. maybe if you read this you'll know whats going on. here is a list of things i want to tell you. even though i know you've moved on.i worked a...
Posted by Kalie Riot [fts™] on Mon, 12 Feb 2007 06:54:00 PST

The Last Kiss

you said "please don'tplay with me, my paper heart will bleed"you said "no more tears shed from those eyes"you said "no morebroken hearts"I said "so wont you kiss me,so I die happy"I said "you kissed ...
Posted by Kalie Riot [fts™] on Fri, 26 Jan 2007 03:38:00 PST

Chance

i loved youyou were my lifebest time i ever had and i was just standing by your sideand i was so proudjust to be your girlto think that just maybe i could have been your entire worldoh how i was so wr...
Posted by Kalie Riot [fts™] on Fri, 26 Jan 2007 03:37:00 PST

Wait...

i tossed the ring driving homecried in my car all alonei cant wear the promise you madeafter asking me for a breaki threw your pictures awayalong with the presents you gavethe songs you wrote are the ...
Posted by Kalie Riot [fts™] on Fri, 26 Jan 2007 03:36:00 PST

untitled (and another)

i wouldnt have been with youjust to get to himits over now and has beensince he left and walked out my doorhe left it wide open for someone else to shutwish it could be you, but i guess that's just my...
Posted by Kalie Riot [fts™] on Fri, 15 Dec 2006 04:46:00 PST

because i thought he liked me

"ink to help me cover up the pain.and the scars that the years past bring.bleeding to keep my mind away,away from the broken heart in me.one day at a time, i'm falling apart.need a time machine so i c...
Posted by Kalie Riot [fts™] on Wed, 22 Nov 2006 02:10:00 PST

thoughts.....

hands down while counting backwardsthats where we werehe's moved onfor good, this time im surepushed all the memoriesback into my headleft to rot away aloneas i lay myself to bedthats the girl that wa...
Posted by Kalie Riot [fts™] on Thu, 09 Nov 2006 01:21:00 PST

broken

i guess its all just what i neededa simple no and it's all overno more hopes and dreams and fantasiesjust me alone with my mind to wonderabout younew faces, places, things i've doneeverything i want t...
Posted by Kalie Riot [fts™] on Sat, 02 Sep 2006 01:25:00 PST