it's hard to say |
I'm such a failureI never get anything rightSometimes I don't even see the point anymoreThe only one is youBut what if I don't have you anymoreI don't know if I could go onI don't think I'd even want ... Posted by Ildiko on Tue, 06 Feb 2007 06:50:00 PST |
"someday we'll know if love can move a mountain..." |
I'm not sure where to beginor even what to writebecause nothing I can say will turn back the hands of timeI can say "I'm sorry"a million times overI can mean it more than anythingbut what will that pr... Posted by Ildiko on Mon, 05 Feb 2007 08:14:00 PST |
always on my mind |
It's barely been a day or twoSince I last saw youBut I miss you so much alreadyI wish time would go by fasterThe smallest things remind me of youDo you think of me half as much as I think of you... Posted by Ildiko on Tue, 09 Jan 2007 07:38:00 PST |
<3 |
so yeah...even as i'm sittting here idk what i'm going to write...so i'm sorry if this ends up being totally lame...i guess i could start by saying "I Love You" but u know that already. so much shit ... Posted by Ildiko on Sun, 24 Dec 2006 09:18:00 PST |
can someone please define for me... |
...what a normal level of insecurity is. why is is that some of us even when things are going well, tend to worry and analyze things too much? sure distrust comes from our past experiences, but how do... Posted by Ildiko on Thu, 21 Sep 2006 09:58:00 PST |
this war was worth this |
so yeah...this will probly end up being a typical end of summer-class is about 2 start back-blog, but ill write it neway, 4 the simple reason that ive been feeling the urge 2 write lately, and what be... Posted by Ildiko on Mon, 14 Aug 2006 02:41:00 PST |
if only is a wish too late |
I wonder if neone besides me has thought of how often we think the words "if only". If something goes wrong in our lives, we think "if only this or that would have happened instead, things would ... Posted by Ildiko on Thu, 06 Jul 2006 11:33:00 PST |
life and decisions... |
well, tonite hasnt been the best of nights...im thinking a lot, too much...in life, how can u know 4 sure if a decision u make is the right or wrong one? what if something u think is right 4 u at one ... Posted by Ildiko on Sat, 01 Apr 2006 10:54:00 PST |
poetry |
Im lost without a trace
Lost in this world of hurt and deceit
Im submerged, and sinking ever further
Cant come up for air
Fighting for my breath
Will I ever find my way?
Caught in this maze ... Posted by Ildiko on Mon, 26 Dec 2005 12:01:00 PST |
AL. law enforcement |
Since yesterday I have come to the realization that Alabama's state law enforcement system is in need of major major improvement. This is simply because...yesterday, my sister and I were driving to Bi... Posted by Ildiko on Sun, 18 Dec 2005 09:18:00 PST |