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Calandale

About Me

I'm flat out not sane. Not trying to impress anyone here. Barely able to function in this reality, and seeking to replace it with my delusional one...For whatever it's worth, I've got an OKCupid profile which goes into a bit more detail From a while ago, but most of the feelings apply.linkI have Asperger's Syndrome, and spend a lot of time over at My own site , ZOMGAspies , and I2 - all sites specializing in this wackiness.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Someone able to play along on my quest for control over reality. Maybe more than one someone.

My Blog

Moar fore

Went out to try and enjoy the 4th.Got to where the fireworks were,and just turned around.Nothing too bad, I just couldn'tassess staying as being worth my while.
Posted by on Sat, 04 Jul 2009 21:45:00 GMT

The Fourth of July (a response, reposted from facefuck)

It's NOT the US's birthday. More the conception date. :PIn fact, even after the revolution,there was a stillborn governmentbetween the one we have now,and the continental congress.Nor does it have any...
Posted by on Sat, 04 Jul 2009 17:32:00 GMT

Best type of desire?

While the rage of full blown passion is beautiful,I think I prefer a smoldering kind, held (barely) in check by mere force of will.
Posted by on Mon, 22 Jun 2009 17:45:00 GMT

I fear another obsession

Been so long.But, a terribly pretty face,and a squeeze of fingers,such tiny fingers.Made me want to take theminto my mouth, begging pardonfor my presumption.Will I be sane, this time?Hah!
Posted by on Sat, 20 Jun 2009 12:30:00 GMT

Cute thangs from far away

Come to me.I'm lonely.Probably not good for much,but at least I can troll ya in person. :D
Posted by on Wed, 01 Apr 2009 19:16:00 GMT

Why living was wrong

In the past few years, I've lost everythingwhich made me what I was.All that I had left was my faith.The knowledge that I was being temperedfor a final battle.This event was a test, and I failed.I tur...
Posted by on Tue, 24 Mar 2009 22:45:00 GMT

Failed godhood

Well, the test that I failed finally came. Long ago, standing on Rainier, I was given the  clear option of ascention.I turned away, and regretted it since.Maybe 'twas the easy way. But now, I was lyin...
Posted by on Mon, 16 Mar 2009 19:56:00 GMT

letters from my wife

Looked at some old letters - from the first year or so we were apart.Ah, how many years has it been since I indulged myself in this? Devastating. No great revelations. Just something I've been seperat...
Posted by on Sun, 28 Dec 2008 05:36:00 GMT

PCP

I'm pretty much convinced that dancing (and rages)throw me into a state which is approximately equivalentto tripping on this shit. Never done it (though with the weirdways drugs hit me - that's no cle...
Posted by on Sat, 18 Oct 2008 11:35:00 GMT

Self Absorption.

I'm terribly so, but what the self is is changeable. I can extend that ring outside of just me, to includethose that matter to me. And, my empathy is sodamned strong, that this can include the bumstha...
Posted by on Sun, 05 Oct 2008 17:16:00 GMT