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♥ U GiVE ME A REASON TO HOLD ON ♥

BEHiND MY SMiLE, THERE iS ALWAYS PAiN... && WHEN PEOPLE ASK HOW SOMEONE SO BEAUTiFUL CAN HAT

About Me

MY NAME iS BiANCA.
MY FRiENDS && FAMiLY CALL ME BiNKY
i'M "TRiNiRiCANESE"
((TRiNiDADiAN , PUERTO RiCAN && PORTUGUESE))
SO, i KNOW CRAZY && i KNO SEXY
i TRY NOT TO LET ME GET ME.
THAT WOULD END BADLY BCUZ i HATE MYSELF MOST OF THE TiME
MUSiC iS MY ONE TRUE LOVE
NOTHiNG COULD EVER MAKE ME FEEL SO GOOD
MAYBE XCEPT MY FRiENDS
i LOVE THE RAiN... FOR MORE THAN ONE REASON
i LOVE WiNTER...
i LOVE THE SNOW...
i LiKE ALL KiNDS OF MUSiC...
(WHEN i SAY ALL KiNDS, i MEAN MOST KiNDS)
MOSTLY, iF i LiKE WHAT i HEAR, iT GOES iNTO MY iPOD
i HAVE 3 BEST FRiENDS; && MANY OTHER AWESOME ONES.
i LOVE ALL OF MY FRiENDS UNCONDiTiONALLY
CUZ i HAVE THE BESTEST FRiENDS A GiRL COULD EVER ASK FOR
i'M SPONTANEOUS.
i WEAR BLACK ALOT. i MEAN ALOT.
PEOPLE THiNK i'M "DiRTY-MiNDED"
...
BUT HONESTLY, i'M A FREAK...
ASK ANYONE WHO KNOWS ME.
i'M A HARDCORE YANKEES FAN...
BUT MOST OF MY FRiENDS ARE METS FANS...
iT MAKES THE BASEBALL SEASON FUN =)
i LiKE WRiTiN POETRY.
MOST OF iT REFLECTS MY THOUGHTS && EMOTiONS...
SO, ALOT OF iT iS DEPRESSiN
i TRY TO LiVE LiFE TO THE FULLEST BY BEiN WHO i AM
&& TRYiN TO ENJOY THE TiME i HAVE
i TRY TO BE THE BEST i CAN
&& i DON'T GiVE A DAMN BOUT WHAT ANYONE THiNKS BOUT ME
i LOVE TO DANCE ((CUZ i'M A PARTYGiRL LiKE DAT))
i LiKE TO BE THE LiFE OF THE PARTY SUMTiMES
SO, i'M THE LOUD, CRAZY GiRL iN MY CREW
i GET ALONG WiTH EVERYBODY
i'M NOT THE JEALOUS HATER TYPE
i LOVE EVERYONE
i HAVE ABNORMAL OBSESSiONS WiTH:
+ BUTTERFLiES + THE NiGHTMARE BEFORE CHRiSTMAS + TiGERS + MiAMi iNK + PiRATES... WELL, JACK SPARROW + HEARTS + PURSES + SHOES + JEWELRY + PiNK + BLACK + SiLK + ROSES + THE OCEAN + MERMAiDS + FAiRiES + MiCKEY MOUSE + AVATARS/iCONS + CHOCOLATE + GREEK GUYS + GREEK FOOD + GREEK THiNGS iN GENERAL ((LOLZ)) + COLOMBiANS + FOOD, iN GENERAL + REDBULL + CANDY + && BAKiNG
i HATE LABELS
i AM ME... NOBODY ELSE.
DON'T CATEGORiZE ME BY
HOW i DRESS, THE WAY i TALK,
THE WAY i WALK, THE MUSiC i LiSTEN TO,
WHO i HANG OUT WiTH, WHO i TALK TO,
WHAT i DO AND WHO i DO iT WiTH...
i AM ME... NOT WHO U WANT ME TO BE.
THAT'S iT.
iF I KNOW ME... U KNOW THE REST.
~*~*~*~
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: BiANCA HARRY ((BKA BiNkY))
Birthday: MAY 8TH
Birthplace: QUEENSZ, NY
Current Location: QUEENSZ, NY
Eye Color: BROWN
Hair Color: RELE DARK BROWN... BUH iT LOOKS BLACK
Height: 5' 5" ((i THiNK))
Right Handed or Left Handed: RiGHTY
Your Heritage: "TRiNiRiCANESE" ((TRiNiDADiAN, PUERTO RiCAN && PORTUGUESE))
The Shoes You Wore Today: FLiP FLOPSZ
Your Weakness: iT'S A SECRET.
Your Fears: SPiDERS, CLOWNS, BRiDGES && i HAVE A FEAR OF NOT BEiN GOOD ENOUGH FOR SOMEONE
Your Perfect Pizza: MMM... JUSS A PLAiN WHiTE PiZZA WiT AN iCE COLD PEPSi
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: UHH... DO BETTER iN SCHOOL?... && STOP BEiN NAUGHTY SO i DUN GET PUNiSHED ANYMORE... LMAO
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: LOLZ JUPP
Thoughts First Waking Up: YAY! TiME FOR SUM REGGAETON!
Your Best Physical Feature: ERM... iONO... JU TELL ME.
Your Bedtime: WHENEVER i FALL ASLEEP
Your Most Missed Memory: SO0O MANY... GRAMPA, ELEMENTARY SCHOOL && JUNiOR HiGH
Pepsi or Coke: PEPSi... ALL THE DAMN WAY
MacDonalds or Burger King: McDONALD'S
Single or Group Dates: DEPENDS
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: LiPTON
Chocolate or Vanilla: CHOCOLATE!
Cappuccino or Coffee: COFFEE!
Do you Smoke: NOPERSZ
Do you Swear: FUCK NO! i DON'T FUCKiN SWEAR! iT'S BAD TO FUCKiN SWEAR. GODDAMN.
Do you Sing: LMAO. JUPP
Do you Shower Daily: JUPP... iF YOU DON'T... EWW.
Have you Been in Love: ONCE.
Do you want to go to College: YUPPERSZ
Do you want to get Married: YUPP
Do you belive in yourself: MOST OF THE TiME, YEA.
Do you get Motion Sickness: NOPE.
Do you think you are Attractive: MAYBE, JUSS A LiTTLE.
Are you a Health Freak: NOT ONE FRiGGiN BiT
Do you get along with your Parents:
Do you like Thunderstorms: YESSiR
Do you play an Instrument: JUPPERSZ
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: YUPP
In the past month have you Smoked: NOPE. DON'T SMOKE
In the past month have you been on Drugs: NO.
In the past month have you gone on a Date: NO.
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: YUPP... QCM
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: NOPE
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: EWW... i HATE SUSHi
In the past month have you been on Stage: NO...
In the past month have you been Dumped: NOPE
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: HAHAHA. iT'S CALLED "CHUNKY DUNKiN" FOR ME! BUT NO.
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: NOPERSZ
Ever been Drunk: YES. iT'S FUNNY AS HELL
Ever been called a Tease: OMG. YEA
Ever been Beaten up: NOPE. BUH i BEAT PPL UP! =P
Ever Shoplifted: YES
How do you want to Die: SCREWiN SUMONE FAMOUS. LMAO JK... i WANNA DiE HAPPY.
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: TEACHER
What country would you most like to Visit: PUERTO RiCO, iTALY && GREECE
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: BROWN
Favourite Hair Color: DARK.
Short or Long Hair: SHORT... BARELY THERE =)
Height: LiKE 6'2"
Weight: iONO... BUT i LOVE THE LiTTLE BELLY ((&& THE BOOTY)) =P
Best Clothing Style: LOLZ... WHATEVER HE LOOKSZ GOOD iN...((SiNA, U KNO WAT i'M TALKiN ABOUT... LMAO))
Number of Drugs I have taken: NONE
Number of CDs I own: TOO MANY
Number of Piercings: 2.. PLANNiN ON MORE
Number of Tattoos: NONE, YET... PLANNiN ON GETTiN 6
Number of things in my Past I Regret: NUTTiN... i'VE LEARNED FROM ALL MY MiSTAKES && WHAT HASN'T KiLLED ME HAS ONLY MADE ME STRONGER
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!Myspace For Girls Only - MyGirlySpace.com

My Interests

i'M iNTERESTED iN LOTSZ OF THiNGSZ... LiKE: THE NY YANKEESZ... THE NY JETS... WRiTiN POETRY... MUSiC... SPONGEBOB... MiCKEY MOUSE... BATMAN... TiGGER... BUGS BUNNY... BOYS... HORROR... BLOOD... ANYTHiN ANTi-BUSH... REGGAETON... DANCiN... SiNGiN... PARTYiN... STiCKERS... ACTiN WEiRD... BEiN DiFFERENT... CLUBBiN... STARBUCKS... TEDDY BEARS... DiAMONDS... EMERALDS... ROSES... MUSiC... SHOPPiN... SHOES... PURSES... BEiN SPONTANEOUS... ELMO... COOKiE MONSTER... DOGS... HORSES... MONKEYS... BOYS... SEXY CELEBRiTiES... && THERE'S MORE... BUH WHO CARES??

I'd like to meet:



i ALSO WANT TO MEET: SiLK, AMi JAMES, DADDY YANKEE, iVY QUEEN, WiSiN, YANDEL, ALEXiS, LUNY TUNESZ, FRANKY G, BATiSTA, MiA TYLER, HANK AZARiA, TYLER PERRY, GERARD BUTLER, CHRiS MELONi && MORE BUH i JUSS CAN'T REMEMBER RiGHT NOW... =)

OH, && THE CREATOR OF THiS:

Music:

REGGAETON... ((DADDY YANKEE, WiSiN Y YANDEL, iVY QUEEN, TEGO, JOHNNY PREZ, ALEXiS Y FiDO, TiTO "EL BAMBiNO", && MORE))... OLD-SCHOOL SALSA... ((TiTO PUENTE, CELiA CRUZ, WiLLiE COLON, RUBEN BLADES, RAY BARRETTO, TiTO ROJAS, HECTOR LAVOE && MANY MORE BUH i CAN'T REMEMBER RiTE NOW))... MERENGUE... HiP HOP... REGGAE... SOCA... R&B... DANCE... SOME ROCK, BUH iT DEPENDS ((MARiLYN MANSON. EVANESCENCE, PAPA ROACH))... i LiKE ALOT OF FOREiGN MUSiC... ((iNDiAN, GREEK, ETC.))... && WHATEVER ELSE i HEAR && i LiKE... THAT'S PRETTY MUCH iT...

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Heroes:



My Blog

Untitled

~all the poems AFTER this are older... this is a more recent one...~ Suffocating in the painOf love lost and hurt gained...A broken home now stands where love once resided...And also a family, that no...
Posted by ♥ U GiVE ME A REASON TO HOLD ON ♥ on Tue, 07 Feb 2006 06:09:00 PST

Untitled

~This is an old poem... but I'm gonna post all my old poems on here... cuz i'm madd gifted like that.~ Why do you love me?Why do you care?And when I close up on you... You're still there.I really appr...
Posted by ♥ U GiVE ME A REASON TO HOLD ON ♥ on Tue, 07 Feb 2006 05:14:00 PST

LIVE for EVIL

Chosen to deliver, A message of love, of peace.Defying orders of the highI endanger life itself...Creating evil, creating sin.Laughing at the havockStirred up by hate.Mental states shaken, Ruptured by...
Posted by ♥ U GiVE ME A REASON TO HOLD ON ♥ on Tue, 07 Feb 2006 05:24:00 PST

Sometimes

To: my ExSometimes I want you and other times, I don't.Sometimes I say I Love You and other times, I won't.Sometimes I need you and you're never here.Sometimes you left and I was drowning in fear.Some...
Posted by ♥ U GiVE ME A REASON TO HOLD ON ♥ on Tue, 07 Feb 2006 05:23:00 PST

Solace (In You)

In your look...In your stare...In your smile... I find Solace...In your heart...In your mind...In your eyes... I find Solace...In your voice...In your hands...In your words... I find Solace...In your ...
Posted by ♥ U GiVE ME A REASON TO HOLD ON ♥ on Tue, 07 Feb 2006 05:21:00 PST

Obsession

It's unnecessary how I feel,I'm thinking of you... this can't be real!I love your personality,You're everything a man should be.You're like a vision from my wildest dreams,Or like my happiest thoughts...
Posted by ♥ U GiVE ME A REASON TO HOLD ON ♥ on Tue, 07 Feb 2006 05:18:00 PST

In The Dark, My Only Hope

No one ever belived that one day I'd fall,They expected the best, so I gave my all.I never knew why I never looked up to the sky,When the days were bright and I wasn't shy.I was never afraid of facing...
Posted by ♥ U GiVE ME A REASON TO HOLD ON ♥ on Tue, 07 Feb 2006 05:18:00 PST

Images Of You

I cry myself to sleep, Wishing that you would come and hold me.I watch you stare at me from far away,You smile and wink at me.I hope one day that you realize,How much you really mean to me.I dream of ...
Posted by ♥ U GiVE ME A REASON TO HOLD ON ♥ on Tue, 07 Feb 2006 05:16:00 PST

Untitled, To: Grandpa

This Life... It takes andThis Heart... It breaks.This Girl... Is sad andThis Girl... Is mad.This Love... It remains butThis Sorrow... Stays the same.This Girl... Is confused andThis Girl... Feels used...
Posted by ♥ U GiVE ME A REASON TO HOLD ON ♥ on Tue, 07 Feb 2006 05:16:00 PST

Back From PA

Hey Peoples, Waz Good? I came back from invadin PA mad early this mornin and I fell asleep on my couch. No cuties up there but I met both my cousins' boyfriends... they mad cool. I'm happy for them. ...
Posted by ♥ U GiVE ME A REASON TO HOLD ON ♥ on Tue, 23 Aug 2005 06:04:00 PST