No one cares what it's called. |
I feel exhausted, but I can't sleep. Alternating waves of hot and cold... My wings itch. I can't stop thinking about how alone I feel.I want to go out, meet someone new, do anything, but it's 2 in th...
Posted by on Sat, 12 Dec 2009 00:19:00 GMT |
hurk. |
it occurs to me that I have been acting insane. i think i can take a step back and consider all the elements individually now.I asked her out when i was just over the crest of a manic peakmy reasoning...
Posted by on Fri, 09 Oct 2009 08:09:00 GMT |
As usual, no one who cares will read this. |
This goes so far beyond not knowing what to do that it needs a new word. A word like hopelesperation.I tend to develop tunnelvision, especially when it comes to women. Sometimes this manifests as de...
Posted by on Thu, 08 Oct 2009 16:41:00 GMT |
Fallout 3 |
Dear Bethesda:What the fuck were you thinking? The Pitt is a broken piece of shit. The "moral choices" boil down to helping the slaves fuck themselves or helping the raiders keep them as slaves. Not...
Posted by on Thu, 17 Sep 2009 09:22:00 GMT |
Perspective. |
Lately I can't stop thinking about Tyra. I'm not sure if it's my grandfather dying, or being sick, or just because the last time I fucked someone it was so disappointing but whatever the reason it fe...
Posted by on Thu, 06 Aug 2009 07:18:00 GMT |
"Snuff" OR "What the Reader Wrote of Revulsion" |
Chuck Pahlaniuk is not an epic-novel type of writer. His books only take a few hours to read and you're never left with that feeling of "wait, but I wanted to know more about..." when you close them....
Posted by on Mon, 03 Aug 2009 11:56:00 GMT |
Deja vu? |
I have a tendency to look at every social encounter I have as a failure. Felt optimistic last night but flippancy was... deflating. Made me feel generic. Hard tp be swollen-chested when "I do that ...
Posted by on Fri, 31 Jul 2009 05:14:00 GMT |
A little secret |
I'm going to say something I've never said and meant before: I fucking hate school. Even the classes I like I fucking hate. I hate work, too. And I hate doctors, and dentists, and fucking restauran...
Posted by on Thu, 23 Jul 2009 09:28:00 GMT |
Whining and bitching and moaning. |
Can smile and say it doesn't matter so many times, can make every next time asking seem less important, can keep making sort of friends. It takes a toll, though. Start feeling deformed, repugnant. ...
Posted by on Fri, 17 Jul 2009 01:06:00 GMT |
ruihn |
The subject was my face in the keyboard, the fact that it almost makes a word that describes how i feel is a subject of some amusement.I felt good last night but now I feel like I got hit by the party...
Posted by on Tue, 14 Jul 2009 09:10:00 GMT |
