i cant do this anymore. |
this one is gonna be pretty long and im probably gonna ramble. fuck it.i have been sittin here actin like i am ok. ive said fuck him, fuck this, fuck you... thats not the case. not at all. i am a mess...
Posted by on Mon, 15 Jun 2009 10:21:00 GMT |
"Britney, you know why he's doin this right... |
.... it's cuz he is black." AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
H!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...im so embarassed by my family.
Posted by on Mon, 18 May 2009 19:56:00 GMT |
because im a crazy bitch. i mean really... |
i know who you are. i know what youre doin. i guess i kinda deserve it because i was seein your man while yall were still "just broken up". but, heres the thing. im an aspiring pyromaniac. aaaannd unl...
Posted by on Sun, 17 May 2009 10:46:00 GMT |
i dont know |
am i getting stronger or have i just completely lost my soul? my senses ar failing and i have lost all control. how do i make it stop? why cant i find the key? the only thing that reminds me of realit...
Posted by on Wed, 13 May 2009 18:38:00 GMT |
my son moves (for donnie) |
and hears. and you are nowhere around to feel it or talk to him. that makes me sad. youre not here to bring me water when i puke. youre not here to listen to my crazy ideas. you dont know what i am cr...
Posted by on Tue, 05 May 2009 22:07:00 GMT |
i thought we were past all this... |
here is the conversation that started all this:"maybe if you hadnt of let donnie take you home from the bar you wouldnt be in this mess..""but then i wouldnt have gabe..""yes you would, he would just ...
Posted by on Wed, 22 Apr 2009 13:39:00 GMT |
what the fuck... |
is goin on here?!? what is wrong with me? why am i so freakin unlovable? im not... the problem is not me like you think it is. i do nothing but think of you and our family- which is completely disposa...
Posted by on Tue, 14 Apr 2009 13:19:00 GMT |
to all of my beautiful friends... |
i love you. thank you for supporting me. you have no idea how good that makes me feel. kinda matches the queasiness the baby makes me feel lol. p.s. lillies are my favorite. and roses. keep that in mi...
Posted by on Mon, 02 Feb 2009 12:06:00 GMT |
for those of you who may be confused... |
yes. my child is biracial. yes. i realize what i have done. yes. you are ignorant if you even think about sayin something negative about me or my baby because i promise, for each one of you that think...
Posted by on Fri, 30 Jan 2009 12:31:00 GMT |
what i hear in the darkness |
"I'm Yours"Well you dawned on me and you bet I felt itI tried to be chill but you're so hot that I meltedI fell right through the cracksand now I'm trying to get backBefore the cool done run outI'll b...
Posted by on Tue, 25 Nov 2008 20:47:00 GMT |
