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About Me

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I'M COMPLETELY SPORADIC WITH MY MOODS... EMOTIONAL HIGH AND LOW BUT SELDOM SHOW IT.. LOVE DEPRESSION..I WRITE THE BEST WHEN I'M DEPRESSED.. NEVER GIVE UP.. LOVE TO SLEEP.. I STILL HAVE A PILLOW THAT I USED AS A CHILD..IT'S MY SANCTURARY.. I HATE MEAN PEOPLE WHO THINK ABOUT THEMSELVES ONLY AND SUBJECT THE REST OF THE WORLD TO THEIR MISERY.. I'M INDECISIVE AS FUCK.. LOVE FOOD WHEN I HAVE TIME TO EAT IT.. i have MY BACHELORS DEGREE IN CRIMINAL JUSTICE..HAVE AN ASSOCIATES IN LEGAL ASSISSTING.. WORK IN HELL..BUT GET PAID GOOD TO WORK THERE.. LOVE MUSIC AND MOVIES..HATE TV UNLESS ITS CARTOONS...HAVE NO TIME TO HAVE A REAL LIFE.. DRIVE A BEAT UP eep.. LOVE CIGARETTES..COLD BEER.. LIQUOR WHEN I'M AT HOME AND NOT CAPABLE OF MAKIN AN ASS OF MYSELF.. LOVE MY DOG OLIVER..HE'S SO FUCKING LITTLE AND CUTE AND GAY AS A MOTHERFUCKER..NO PUPPIES IN THE FUTURE OBVIOUSLY.. WE EXCEPT HIM FOR WHO HE IS.. AND I LOVE SPENDING ALL DAY WITH MY BOYFRIEND WHERE WE DO NOTHING EXCEPT LAY AROUND AND HAVE SEX EVERY COUPLE OF HOURS..THAT'S THE BEST!

My Interests

I LOVE LYRICS..MUSIC..POETRY..BUT NON OF THAT SAPPY LOVE SHIT..I LOVE MY FIANCE DANIEL BLAKE CARTER... HE'S THE GREATEST GUY IN THE WORLD!!!

I'd like to meet:

CHARLES BUKOWSKI..ALTHOUGH HE IS DEAD..SO MAYBE WE'LL MEET IN HELL SOMEDAY..ALSO VINCE VAUGHN..HE IS BY FAR THE SEXIEST MAN ALIVE..AND..EVERYONE ON THE FACE OF THE PLANET..PEOPLE ARE INTERESTING..I'M CONSTANTLY MAKING NEW FRIENDS..I DIG PEOPLE..THEIR HABBITS..THEIR PROBLEMS..THEIR HUMOR..IT'S ALL SO INTRIGUING

Music:

BRIGHT EYES, DEFTONES, STRAYLIGHT RUN, STARTING LINE, TAKING BACK SUNDAY, HAWTHORN HEIGHTS, TORI AMOS, TRACY CHAPMAN, CLUTCH, MUSIC FROM THE 80'S, LIFE OF AGONY, PIXIES, PEPPER, PRETTY MUCH ANYTHING WITH GOOD LYRICS..AND A FUNKY RHYTHM..I LIKE WEIRD SHIT..LIKE DAMIEN RICE.. BETH ORTON..BLAH BLAH BLAH

Movies:

SHAWSHANK REDEMPTION, THE PROFESSIONAL, MARY REILY, ANYTHING WITH VINCE VAUGHN, PULP FICTION, ANY KIND OF WAR MOVIES..TOO MANY

Television:

no time

Books:

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Heroes:

MY MOM..FOR SURVIVING..MY GRANDMOTHER..FOR HER STRENGTH AND COMPASSION, MY BEST FRIEND..FOR OBTAINING HER GOALS, ANYONE WHO CAN SURVIVE LOSS AND STILL BELIEVE IN THINGS, ANYONE WHO'S NOT AFRAID TO BE COMPLETELY HONEST WITH THEMSELVES AND OTHERS, WOMEN WHO WALK AWAY FROM AN ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIP, SINGLE PARENTS WHO ACTUALLY DO A DAMN GOOD JOB OF RAISING THEIR KIDS ON THEIR OWN, PEOPLE WHO CAN LIVE IN THIS WORLD TODAY AND STILL WAKE UP EVERY MORNING WITH HOPE AND A DREAM OF A BETTER TOMORROW..........

My Blog

SAME OLD SHIT!!!

I'M SO FAR AWAY... MY MIND IS STUCK IN TIME... I'M DAZED AND I AM SURROUNDED BY STRESS... PANIC HAS HIT ME... LIKE A PUNCH IN THE FACE... I'M BREAKING DOWN... I'M WEAKENING TODAY IS JUST ANOTHER DAY C...
Posted by laura on Sun, 20 May 2007 07:15:00 PST

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I CRAVE SOMETHING BUT I HAVEN'T FIGURED OUT WHAT IT IS EXACTLY... CAN'T DESCRIBE MY FEELINGS... JUST WANT TO LET GO... FREE FLYING THROUGH THE AIR... A MILLION MILES AWAY FROM LAND... TEARS SWELL AS I...
Posted by laura on Fri, 18 May 2007 11:43:00 PST

blah...........

i'm close to loosing everything... and i'm wondering if this is gonna stay the same... or if things will change... and i've been down before... i've felt pain... i'm used to hurting... i'm used to sta...
Posted by laura on Thu, 17 May 2007 07:30:00 PST

tomorrow once more

crash on the floor tomorrow once more can't i stop this vicious circle the dreaded repeatitive recycled life i've come to be faced with something holds me here somethings hanging over me... i remember...
Posted by laura on Thu, 17 May 2007 07:01:00 PST

and well yeah and yeah!

it is what it is and you leave it to be that way... that's the only thing required... just to walk away... but there it is and here we are ... just as we were once before... and again... trying to mak...
Posted by laura on Thu, 17 May 2007 06:45:00 PST

WHATEVER

BEAUTIFUL FACE TURNED TO SOMETHING VERY ORDINARY THE ENERGY IT TAKES TO CARE HAS GOT TO BE THE MOST ENERGY USED IN ONES DAY I'VE LOST THE ABILITY TO BULL SHIT ANYONE I'VE LOST THE THINGS THAT MADE ME ...
Posted by laura on Mon, 14 May 2007 10:50:00 PST

I CAN'T EXPLAIN THERE IS NO NAME...

HE SAID HE WAS TIRED OF FEELING THIS WAY AND IN HIS EYES I CAN SEE THE PAIN, THE DISAPPOINTMENT BEFORE HE EVEN SPOKE I FELT IT FELT HIS SORROW AND HIS REGRETS POURED OVER ME BUT THERE IS STILL CONFUSI...
Posted by laura on Mon, 14 May 2007 10:28:00 PST

AND THEN IT BECAME REAL

IT BECAME REAL TO ME TODAY THE TRUTH SENT ME ON AN EMOTIONAL ROLLER COASTER AND I JUST STAIRED AT MYSELF LOOKING INTO THE MIRROR WITH THIS BLANK "DEER IN THE HEADLIGHTS" LOOK I'M SUPPOSE TO BE .... Y...
Posted by laura on Sun, 13 May 2007 07:44:00 PST

PILLS

PINK AND WHITE BLESSED BE THE NIGHT SAVE ME FROM MYSELF WHERE TO TURN FOR HELP SO MUCH PAIN SO MUCH LOST SO MUCH HIDDEN AND NOTHING FORGOTTEN DISTANCE GROWS DECISIONS ARE ALWAYS HAVING TO BE MADE AS...
Posted by laura on Sun, 13 May 2007 07:17:00 PST

i can't let it bother me

i'm so numb from the consumption... so blurry... so damned dazed... but yet my pain still remains... i think i forgot you.... i forgot what it meant to have you and be surrounded by you.... it's somet...
Posted by laura on Mon, 07 May 2007 09:23:00 PST