here i go again | 
why is it that when i say "enough is enough" it's never enough? why can't i ever get enough of him? why do i continually have faith that something will happen when years have passed already?
i'm tired... Posted by  on Thu, 27 Dec 2007 14:30:00 GMT | 
don’t you float away | 
i've already lost to many friends.... i do NOT want to lose you.... you say you'll be here forever but how can you promise me this when you don't know?.... i NEVER want to say goodbye to you.... ... Posted by  on Sat, 15 Dec 2007 17:14:00 GMT | 
i want to feel the movement | 
please pray for me. I'm so scared right now. And i want to cry. I want a hug. Anyone? if you want more info let me know. but please pray hardcore... Posted by  on Fri, 17 Feb 2006 15:46:00 GMT | 
I wish i was someone else | 
I'll never be good enough. There's always somethig wrong.
He let me down again. I should have known he would. He doesn't feel the same way. But i thought since we've known eachother since summer.... B... Posted by  on Fri, 03 Feb 2006 17:31:00 GMT | 
it's cloudy here and so is my head | 
"i shouldn't be suprised, I should've seen it sooner" Man thank u Dashboard. I can feel his pain in that song. I hate feeling emotion and feeling love. I want to not love the people i do. Why me? I kn... Posted by  on Sun, 01 Jan 2006 12:01:00 GMT | 
WHOA! | 
Wow! the show was like the greatest thing ever! Amazing i'll tell u all about it
okay so it started out in the jeep. We had 4 people in the back of jess's jeep. yeah it sits 3 if u wanna be really clo... Posted by  on Sat, 24 Sep 2005 07:09:00 GMT | 
u make go crazy! | 
argh! y don't u just ditch ur stupid older friends? u know they are no good for u! oh well don't listen to me. anyways losing someone i thought i was close to.... oh well nothing i can do about it. Posted by  on Wed, 07 Sep 2005 20:05:00 GMT | 
blue hippos hit the wall | 
that title so has nothing to do w/ this. I've decided not to care what people think. no i'm so for real. Its no use trying to be something that i'm totally not. I just want to be alyssa and if people ... Posted by  on Mon, 15 Aug 2005 16:09:00 GMT |