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ryan

fuck you, love you. it's all the same you dumb ass.

About Me

I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo. What the hell am I doin' here? I don't belong here. I can usually be found just relaxing with friends havin a drink or something.by the way fuck off. I love watchin the cowboys play and most other sports. I'm not into the club scene unless it's catching a live show. Friends and family mean a alot to me except for the fuckers...they're all i have and i love 'em. I'm more of a listener than a blabber unless i'm drinkin, most of the time, although there are some that might disagree. Whatever. I find joy in things so insignificant that it takes me by surprise, and I really like it that way. Want to know more, just ask.

My Interests

chillin with my friends (i think that's on every profile online) but it's true, drinkin, but not too much, drinkin off the back of a boat, gettin a little crazzy, live shows, music, movies, family time, alone time, doin nothin, dogs, cats, birds, art museums, theater, and painting

I'd like to meet:

i don't know

Music:

rock

Movies:

good ones that don't fuck up the ending by sucking.

Television:

funny shows and cowboy games

My Blog

fuck that pole smokin asshole!!!!

sike when some one makes you feel better for who you are and at the same time makes you want to be a better person for the both of  you, then they really have a hold on you. it's hard to explain....
Posted by ryan on Sat, 08 Apr 2006 08:24:00 PST

update.

this is just an update on what's been goin on with ryan.  i don't get to msg everyone as much as i'd like to, butfor anyone that's wondering what the latest is with me, here you go.  i'm goi...
Posted by ryan on Wed, 22 Mar 2006 05:51:00 PST

?

i saw out the winow tonight a storm.  i laid down for sleep; lightning flashed in the distance. a storm was coming.  i was glad.  i want it to come.  i want to feel the thunder rat...
Posted by ryan on Tue, 21 Mar 2006 06:17:00 PST

smile

i love it when i can't help smiling.  you know, when something happens, or what ever, but you smile and feel good.  not a forced one like for a picture or any of that crap.  like this m...
Posted by ryan on Mon, 06 Mar 2006 07:28:00 PST

which one is it?

a question today popped into my head and trying to find the answer is driving me nuts.  now, we all know that the glass half full is optimistic and the glass half empty is pessimistic.  so, ...
Posted by ryan on Tue, 21 Feb 2006 02:38:00 PST

8279

loyalty is something i've always firmly believed in.  it is one thing that i've never been able to compromise on what so ever.  to me, doing so would undermind the very principals of loyalty...
Posted by ryan on Mon, 20 Feb 2006 09:48:00 PST

silly

ok, i just gotta tell this story cause it kinda makes me laugh. there is this one guy at work who is crazy.  seriously, he's probably certifiable.  he is the most anti social, no common sens...
Posted by ryan on Fri, 17 Feb 2006 03:08:00 PST

i have know idea why i wrote this last night.

i looked into your eyes and some how lost any sense of insecurities i held.  i worked myself up so much and finally told you my secretes because i thought you need to know all of me, even if it m...
Posted by ryan on Wed, 15 Feb 2006 06:35:00 PST

v d

yet another valentorcher's day i will soon elude. HAHA!  i can remember the last time i actually had to do the v d thing.  it was several years ago.  i acted like i had some things to d...
Posted by ryan on Mon, 13 Feb 2006 08:15:00 PST

i'm a chicken.

so i was out the sat night and havin a few beers with my bud.  we where tryin to figure out what to do that night.  wjile we were there, i a group arived and one girl in particuar was very p...
Posted by ryan on Mon, 06 Feb 2006 11:19:00 PST