GOODBYEI prayed for death to come to him, and take away his pain. But death, I am so jealous, I want him back again. I went and knelt beside his grave, but no matter how I try. The words just would not come, I could not say goodbye.I thought that when he passed away, I would feel relief. But the only thing that I can feel, is emptiness and grief. I long to see him one more time, to tell him how I feel. If I could only talk to him, I know my heart would heal.He tried to tell me something, before he passed away. But I could not understand, what jon was trying to say. He said, take care of business, what business could that be? But he could talk no more that day, he never answered me.Was goodbye the business, which I refused to see? If I would have said goodbye to him, and him goodbye to me? Would it help the emptiness, and the pain inside my heart? If I could have said goodbye to him, would the healing start? For now I'll try to say goodbye, that's how it has to be. Until the day we're reunited, my brother, jon, and me.Though the sun rises And a new day breaks through The day seems the same as the last So unseen and untrueEvery corner I pass And every hallway I tread Has already been stitched In my head.I wake up every morning And see that dark old room And think of it as a flower That never did bloom.In my heart is a missing part That can never return Almost as if a fire Had given me a burn.Why can't things go back When everything was right Not like it is now When I am alone at night.Ill see u soon carnalito i luv u