Malachy Chaos, Something Irrefutable

About Me

My "website"
Notebook '06
I recently gave in to insanity. I have come to realise there are things in this world man may never understand. Still, I commit myself to it. Not just peering in, but forever starring into the void.
It's true that the void does stare back at you. And there is something there. A reflection of yourself. To truely look at yourself, for everything you are, all borders and hesitations aside. Honestly and truthfully, to look deeply into your own soul can be a horrific thing. Those not prepared will go mad. Overcoming chaos and paradoxes is as important as living and dieing.
I believe we are here for a reason. To define ourselves and our roles in life, and eventually, to define and minifest our dreams. Physical reality is a playground for our souls. What humanity has done with it is twisted and wrong.
I'd like to help correct those mistakes, but where to begin? Embrace the insanity within you, embrace the chaos, and never stop fighting it.
-Never stop dreaming. Never compromise who you are. Livejournal Malachy

My Interests

Astronomy, Celular Biology, The Tryptamine group, Hallucinagens, Spirituality, Writing, Art, Philosophy, Creation, Parenting & Children, Revolutions

I'd like to meet:

Anyone who still believes and has faith. People with unwavering and undying devotion to their own personal cause, and of course to our Mother Goddess Earth and our Father God Ra.

The Fiona Goddess

Music:

Techno, Industrial, Ska, Jazz, Trance, Punk Rock, Experimental... Lots of Reasons

Movies:

Final Fantasy 7 Advent Children, Animatrix, Watership Down, Waking Life.. Anything thought provoking. .. Or sci-fi...

Television:

Who still watches TV??? ... Seriously.

Books:

Text books on whatever I'm interested in at the moment. Right now - space and hallucinagens.

Heroes:

All the reflections that are to the mutual benificiary. IE People who help people who want help. Screw you deadweights! You have legs... Use them. :)

My Blog

sigh

Dear WorldI can't handle you. I'm sorry. How ignorant, blind, misinformed, and scared can you get?"It hurts... knowledge hurts!"People are so ignorant, and INTENTIONALLY remain that way because the ...
Posted by Malachy Chaos, Something Irrefutable on Thu, 01 Nov 2007 03:19:00 PST

Eloquence

Dear WorldI believe I have moved beyond the need to judge other people. Thank you Mike Christianson. To dedicate myself to my artwork, my path is set. "I guess I'm giving up on love. 'cause it really ...
Posted by Malachy Chaos, Something Irrefutable on Wed, 29 Aug 2007 05:09:00 PST

Dark Room Rain Window

Dear My SpaceI am back, home, Thunder Bay. My voayages to faraway lands have left me with a sense of certainty, a bit of dread, and much factuality. So little space boy, the world is real, people AR...
Posted by Malachy Chaos, Something Irrefutable on Thu, 07 Jun 2007 10:32:00 PST

Where Am I? of Choice and Decision

Dear MySpaceI go through phases of loathing and loving MySpace. It's all in what you make of it. What you do with the crayons your given. I'll sing my heart out, bleed my wrists out, and spill my g...
Posted by Malachy Chaos, Something Irrefutable on Tue, 29 May 2007 09:49:00 PST

Time for an Update...

Dear My-Space and the rest of the internet"Well the future's got me worriedSuch awful thoughtsMy head's a carousel of picturesThe spinning never stopsI just want someone to walk in frontAnd I'll follo...
Posted by Malachy Chaos, Something Irrefutable on Sat, 21 Apr 2007 05:17:00 PST

I Don't EVen Know

Dear Myspace"When you're in black slacks with accentuating offwhite pin-stripes - Ohw oww - Everything goes ah cording to PLAN"Yes, Malachy Chaos is once again reborn, and I must say I am the new canc...
Posted by Malachy Chaos, Something Irrefutable on Wed, 14 Mar 2007 08:02:00 PST

Selling Out

Dear MyspaceThe new experiment. Funny, the song Loss of Me is playing right now. Anyway...I've decided to sell out and buy in and get my lips pierced and dye one streak of my hair blue and be a pret...
Posted by Malachy Chaos, Something Irrefutable on Mon, 12 Feb 2007 09:41:00 PST

Day of Days

Dear UniverseI have come so far in my journey, in my training, in everything. It's getting weird, but I can almost plot them out by day now, relapses, and leaps forward. Perpetual swing, sway, swagger...
Posted by Malachy Chaos, Something Irrefutable on Wed, 07 Feb 2007 12:15:00 PST

Learning, drawing, art..

Dear DiaryIt's been a long long time since I could look you in the eye, this way. THC is no longer what it once was. It may now inhabit my system without causing mass panic and uncontrollable insani...
Posted by Malachy Chaos, Something Irrefutable on Mon, 22 Jan 2007 07:34:00 PST

Chaos and Insanity

Dear MySpaceI have recently come to realise the beauty of insanity in it's full force. Not just regular insanity, but the coheasion of chaos.If you let the voices in, they will tear you appart. If y...
Posted by Malachy Chaos, Something Irrefutable on Wed, 17 Jan 2007 03:42:00 PST