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About Me

I'm still me. Just here chillin in Germany now. Working myself to death if I can get there. Im learning all I can and hoping to start my college here soon. Ive made a lot of a friends in these past 6 years now. Most of them are in my friends list. A lot I don't know what have become of them. I miss most of you all. Ive definitely learned a lot from everyone Ive met. I'm hoping to get some traveling done here in the near future. So if you actually are paying attention to this profile then you will notice a difference in the pictures. Probably not in the next few months cause I got a lot of stuff to get done and I also need a german car. Something that will keep me going good. But thats all for now. Take care all of you.When he reaches into the stars may his smile bless millions. I wish him to be something better than me. I hope beyond all hope that he doesnt ever regret being my son.

It feels almost everyday when im not being helped to stand. Im being tried and persecuted. always kneeling before someone that thinks they need this attention. When there is only two people i kneel before. The Almighty and my wife. I kneel infront of her because shes the one that changes the beast infront of the mirror. Shes the one that banishes my demons. Yet in some way she makes them worse than what they were. This past month has been a hell for me. Dear god may things change for me and my wife. And if things do get better may she stay with me so I may stand always and never fall before anyone. I love you Vanessa
You are an
assassin.
That means you are a proffessional and do your
job without mixing any emotions in it. In your
life you have probably been hurt many times and
have gotten some mental scars. This results in
you being distant from people. Though many
think that you are evil, you are not. What you
really are is a person, trying to forget your
pain and past. You are the person who never
seems to care and that is why being an assassin
fits you good. Atleast, that's what people
think. Even if you don't care that much for
your victims, you still have the ability to
care and to generally feel. It is not lost,
just a little forgotten. In crowds you tend to
not get to noticed, and dress in black or other
discrete colours. You don't being in the
spotlight and wish people would just leave you
alone. But once you do get close to someone you
have a hard time letting go and get real down
if you loose him/her.
Main weapon: Sniper
Quote: "The walls we build around
us to keep out the sadness also keep out the
joy" -Jim Rohn
Facial expression: Narrowed eyes


What Type of Killer Are You? [cool pictures]
brought to you by Quizilla..My greatest fear is to die alone. No one to feel anything for me. Not to see those I cherish the most before I close my eyes forever. Not knowing if I may have a good future set for those i leave behind. Dear god help me. If I could I would live past the point which every person lives. Just to know that my family is good.

the quiz:
You are a Samurai. You are very honorable whether it harms you or not. You are determined and intelligent. You will work hard and expect no reward.
Take this

Myspace Layouts at Pimp-My-Profile.com / He watches/he waits

My Interests

Right now Im just chillin. Just trying to get this life started anew. Everything is constantly changing for me. Im always on the move. I never know when this rollarcoaster of mine will stop. I cant wait. I have 14 more years and then hopefully I will be still.

I'd like to meet:

I dont need anyone else. Ive fought so hard. Shes all I want. She stays with me when she doesnt need to. When she can turn away and leave me forever. yet she stays. Thats love or foolishness. But I thank you vanessa. I love you so much. May you love always shine on me. Cause I know that with out your love I have no one to turn to. I am the lone rock in the stream. Please keep me.

I remember when I first seen her pic. The first thing that stood out to me was her eyes. Thats the main thing that drew me to her so badly. And when I seen her body it got worse. But I could never quit staring into those sexy eyes of hers. Shes the most beautiful woman I have ever seen. Im happy shes decided to stay with me. I pray god will quit throwing temptation my way.

Music:

Im always listening to all kinds of music. It depends on my days and moods. I listen to something hard or crunk to get the day going a little faster. Or I listen to something to help me think or center myself. Im losing touch with reality sometimes and they are here to help me.

Movies:

I watch all kinds sometimes i think i would be a good movie critic coz sometimes thats all i can do.

Television:

I try not to watch to much tv coz i have a low attention span when im doing that. But when i do i try to watch the news every now and then.

Books:

I really dont know. I havent had much time to read. Im more into fantasy or sci fi. I really like dragonlance chronicles.

Heroes:

My hero is the person who can go home everyday to the one he loves and keep her in his eyes and heart. I strive to be that man all the time. But my biggest hero is my son Nathan, hes a powerranger. (my wife made me put it, sorry nathan)

My Blog

i dont know anymore.

I wait here like no other. I am the faithful dog that waits by yourside till death. I am the one that says I love you infront of the whole world. I wade into the deep to save you not fearing that I ca...
Posted by killer T's on Thu, 05 Apr 2007 11:33:00 PST

Being pushed down the hole where there is no return.

What should you do when you got someone that abusing power? Someone that mistakes kindness for weakness. I give respect to everyone. Whether they keep it or not is up to them. I try my best every day ...
Posted by killer T's on Mon, 04 Dec 2006 10:59:00 PST

deep thoughts

I dont know where to begin. Ive been looking into myself lately. Who am I? What have I become or becoming? Has this face changed so much in the past few short months that I cant remember what I use to...
Posted by killer T's on Tue, 14 Nov 2006 12:57:00 PST

fuck me? YOU KNOW WHAT FUCK YOU!!!!1

Ive had enough! Im not trying anymore. This is starting to turn out to be a dead end. and Im done trying my hardest to keep the peace. When all I get treated as the throw around piece of shit bag that...
Posted by killer T's on Wed, 01 Nov 2006 10:14:00 PST

What the hell do i do?

When given a chance to fight for love do you answer this question...."either you come to be with me or you send me divorce papers?" like this "I will send you the divorce papers."? I love her so much ...
Posted by killer T's on Sat, 01 Apr 2006 01:22:00 PST

how am I suppose to feel?

I do not know how to start this so i will just say whats on my mind. Everyone has their mistakes am i right? Ive made mine, and im always paying for that. But does this make me "just a guy". In other ...
Posted by killer T's on Sat, 04 Mar 2006 08:04:00 PST

IVE HAD ENOUGH OF FUCKING HYPOCRITS!!!

DONT FUCKING TALK TO A PERSON ABOUT THE WAY THEIR SON LOOKS, OR WHO THEY LOOK LIKE. IVE HAD MY PROBLEMS WITH THIS SHIT ALL TO MUCH AND I DONT NEED FUCKERS COMING UP AND RUINING WHAT IVE BUILT. I FINAL...
Posted by killer T's on Tue, 06 Sep 2005 07:42:00 PST

Rememberance.

Im reading something. From long ago. I time I thought was my own but seems so far away to even be real. And it reminds me of the days long ago that I had no other feelings but love. Have I changed so ...
Posted by killer T's on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Bad Dream .2

I walk into a room in a hotel. There are two people laying naked in a bed. Both are asleep, and the woman was my wife. I reached inside my trench coat and pulled out a 44 de. The man woke and he was s...
Posted by killer T's on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Bad dreams .1

Im sitting in a truck. Im parked down the street from my house. Im watching it like a hawk. I watch a car pull into my drive way. A man steps out of the vehicle. Somehow I know him. He casually walks ...
Posted by killer T's on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST