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TerribleLie[NIИ]

I cannot stop this trip I forgot to pack the brakes, crashed straight into a concrete wall of my mis

About Me


i have billions of eyes, yet i live in total darkness. i have billions of ears, yet only four lobes. i have no muscles, yet i move in two hemispheres. what am i?
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i've become a very detached person over the years and probably always have been. i lack of common sense. the more abstract the more it'll go my way. you'll always get the wrong impression of me. i wonder how i will survive under people.
you'll hardly see me talk, because i'm a failure in socializing.
i stay in my room and read 2-3 books a week. why? answers are sweet.
i'm working on a novel. why?? self-expression is crucial.
i love chinese boxes, especially the attempt to get to the box i want and then i always realise there ain't such a thing. why??? the truth is to be aspired for, but not to be found.
though, i'd do the worst things for the truth. you know it, bitch.
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i want to die with these lyrics of redemption and this melody of forgiveness
you made this all go away.
i'm in here, lost in the mass. what am i that you think i exist?
i'll be there soon, sweetheart, don't freak.
"One has many memories which are deeply entombed. It is the process of writing which brings these small bits of memory to the surface. But one isn't aware of it. One doesn't know where they come from. One cannot put them into focus. From time to time one is able to retrace the path and reach the origin……. The writer's works are born from these hidden springs"
-Paul Auster
no, i don't listen to anything else.please take this ♥ and run far away from me"------- Click here for moon phases -------"
"My LiveJournal"
"My Xanga Journal"
"if you break enough glass and there's no one to hear and your heart full of hate and your mind full of fear - let it go."

My Interests



Dislikes

I'd like to meet:

- you knows it - people who are strong enough to handle themselves. so i can trust them.
- anyone who tell me truths.
- anyone who can shake me out of my apathy and who is intellectually stimulating.
- anyone, who doesn't need too much love.
- men in tights, who look like Trent Reznor, have the same glasses as Rivers Cuomo, have been to the moon and speak like Shakespeare. (yeah, i'll dream on...)

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- you'll need mozilla fox to look at certain things (e.g. details & top friends!).
Could you talk to me honestly

Music:


Movies:

or to take arms against a sea of troubles, and by opposing end them?

Television:


Heroes:



"...human junk - just words and so much skin."


My Blog

"ingratitude, thou marble-hearted fiend!"

no, its not king lear talking, but mother nature. we are not done with her, yet, are we? trent says her legs are still open. is this what you are scared of the most? i thought i was, but i'm scared of...
Posted by [halo_22] on Sun, 22 Apr 2007 09:02:00 PST

open all night

why can't it be about men for once! hm, well i feel caught in a man's hand, though, i can't call him a twat, but i don't want to thank him for this poem, either, although i am thankful, but he has for...
Posted by [halo_22] on Wed, 18 Apr 2007 02:47:00 PST

my love - the love

no, its not trent reznor, it's trent harrison. i've named him, and i'll make him. he fears nothing. only the dark (and cannibalism).  he's waiting for my words. waiting to explore his existenc...
Posted by [halo_22] on Mon, 01 Jan 2007 11:45:00 PST

green eyes

its dark, its cold and my stomach is making weird noises. is this the paranoia u get when you're alone in an empty house and the heating has just stopped? the cold from the outside is squeezing itself...
Posted by [halo_22] on Fri, 22 Dec 2006 02:46:00 PST

"you stay the hell away from me you hear"

the stress couldnt get worse actually. i thought i was gettin over it. but the longer i'm gonna let it happen to me, the worse its gonna get. trouble breathing and ezcma, i wonder what'll come next if...
Posted by [halo_22] on Wed, 20 Dec 2006 06:40:00 PST

extract of The Possibility Of An Island

i just want to recommend you people to read a book, yes,  a book. its by Michel Houellebecq. Entertaining language. Quite a bit of sex. Numerous cloned people. - Good stuff. I protested that I ...
Posted by [halo_22] on Tue, 31 Oct 2006 02:57:00 PST

Hurricane festival 2006 review

Hello, Its nearly 4am and Ive just come back from the Hurricane festival. It was shit. Ive never been to a worse one before. Lets say it was a joke, a disaster at the end, too. But Ill come to that...
Posted by [halo_22] on Mon, 26 Jun 2006 08:52:00 PST

*FUCK RIGHT OFF*

fucking fuckshit whorebitchslutdevilsuckshit!!!!!!! godfuckingshitfuckyouarsedickwhoreslutbitch!!! FUCKUU!!U!U!U!U!U!U!U!U!!!!!!!...
Posted by [halo_22] on Fri, 30 Sep 2005 06:44:00 PST

all day he dreams about sex

adidas shoes well, dont even try to add him, he wont add you, its obvious....
Posted by [halo_22] on Sat, 24 Sep 2005 03:18:00 PST

by m. t. r.

i'm becoming less defined as days go by... find a way, you might say i'm losing focus...kinda drifting into the abstract in terms of how i see myself sometimes i think i can see right through myself s...
Posted by [halo_22] on Mon, 05 Sep 2005 08:57:00 PST