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My name is
♥Sarah♥
Get the fuck out of my car.
Just because I'm nice to you doesn't mean I like you.
No more drama in my life; so whiney bitches pull on through.


I love my woman. She's worth everything and then more.
I heart my friends....most of the time.
I really heart my closest friends like Michelle, Kasey, Nicole P. and C., Christy and Brandi!! and anyone else who really honestly cares about me...very few do.
I have learned that very few people are worthy of being in my presence any more. only a few get the privliage of having me around.
If you can not treat me right then you don't belong in my life. Once I delete you from myspace, I delete you from my life! remember that.
I currently work at Pizza Hut in Chatsworth as a cook. I know I shouldn't be proud of it but I kinda am.
Which means I have met a couple of really cool people. Like Terri(future sis-in-law), Wes (my bro sorta), Tony(my secret lover....JUST PLAYING), Steph(I want to steal your babies!), Chara, and Nikki(stupid punk left me)!!
Should be famous quotes:
"No soup for you!" - Wes
"Hello fuzzy." Cheryl
"It's the greatest establishment ever established for establishing eating." Tony
"There's nothing around here to eat!" Justin
"I really fucking hate you." Des
"Justin, I need you to finger me." Chara, "what?!" Justin, "I mean i need your finger print so i can clock in." Chara
I hate my past and the people that were in it.
That includes every girl that I now consider to be an EX!
I don't need your petty bullshit drama, got enough of my own thanks.
I'm not going to be fake just to make you happy.
So get over it!
I ♥ true emo.
Most days I'm an emo gurl.
Love it or leave i dont give a fuck.
My girl is a Goth Queen and the Super Bitch of this universe...don't ever forget it.
I'm becoming the Emo Goddess of this reality so bow down before me. I have arrived!
Secretly I long to be a scene kid...shhh...
Yes I'm a lesbian and no that'll never change.
But when I hear Maynard's (TOOL, A Perfect Circle) voice I tend to forget which team I play on. And I probably would go straight for this man
Davey Havok of AFI
You scored as The Pretty-Boi Dyke. You can be a bit cocky at times and ever the heartbreaker, but no one knows that you're really just looking for true love.
The Pretty-Boi Dyke


80%

The Little-Boy Dyke


75%

The Student Dyke


70%

The Quasi-Gothic Femme


55%

The Vaginal-Reference-Making Dyke


40%

The Bohemian Dyke


40%

The Sprightly Elfin Femme


35%

The Granola Dyke


35%

The Femme Fatale


35%

The Surprise! Dyke


35%

The Stud


30%

The Magic Earring Ken Dyke


5%

The Hipster Dyke


5%
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You scored as Suicide. Your death will be suicide. What more can I say? Fact: Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. If you want to know hwo you will commit suicide, take a look at your second highest percentage on the bar graphs.

Suicide


93%

Bomb


80%

Posion


67%

Disappear


60%

Stabbed


53%

Gunshot


40%

Disease


40%

Eaten


40%

Natural Causes


33%

Accident


27%

Drowning


20%

Suffocated


13%

Cut Throat


13%
How Will You Die??
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My Interests

What makes me happy:
♥My friends♥
My Goth Queen♥
Emo boys & girls♥
Goth-ness
alcohol
Music is my first true love.
Writing poetry.
♥!Buffy!♥
Gia Carangi
Angelina Jolie
Tattoos
Piercings
Candy
Halloween
Pagan-ness
My puppy
my guitar

I'd like to meet:


I want to fall completely in love. My perfect girl cries with me even its over something stupid. She'll be a drama queen to make life more interesting. But will be soft and caring, holding me throughout the night until I fall asleep. She won't let anyone run over her b/c she's a bitch like that. She'll ask to watch Buffy with me b/c she'll know how much it means to me. When I get excited over the smallest things, she'll find it incredibly cute. If im being weird or random, she'll think its normal. She'll celebrate Pagan holidays with me just as I would celebrate hers. Every day she'll find small things to connect with me. When she thinks of me, a smile will come across her face. Whenever we are apart, she will count the minutes until we can meet again. She'll want to have many goth/emo babies with me. She'll hate my family just as much as I. Whenever I want to cut, she'll hold me until the pain subsides. If I decide to go walking at 3 a.m. she'll follow me, admiring the world like I do. Whenever we are in public she'll hold me close no matter how many people stare. She'll randomly whisper "I love you" into my ear. When she's with me, she'll feel whole. She'll never get tired of me. She'll always know that I love her. She will never want to leave me. She'll be apalled by the idea of being with someone else.
You. Oh, maybe him. Possibly her. O m g....yes u....u in the back, i want to meet you!
I live to meet these people below

Laramie fence...

Your soul is broken.
You are living through a lot of pain everyday
that you have to deal with, which is making
you sorrowful. No one ever stays by your side
when you truly need them and no one ever
will. Everything is hopeless and tragic and
you keep yearning for the day you will be
free from pain. Love is unlikely to happen to
you because you isolate yourself and are
suspicious of peoples motives. You stand in
the shadows of the world, watching what you
can never have. The bruises you carry never
seems to heal, your mind is dark and no one
seems to understand or wants to help. As
always, you will be alone in the world,
fighting your dark thoughts by yourself.

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Music:


You scored as Emo.

Emo


85%

Pop Punk


80%

metal


75%

mainstream rock


65%

grunge


60%

Indie


60%

Punk


55%

rap


45%

Pop


40%

classic rock


35%

reggae


30%

country


15%

ska


10%

industrial


10%
what breed of music are you?
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My MP3 Player is now towering over 2,000 songs and growing daily. I have literally a mix from Christain music down to Marilyn Manson and ICP.
some of my of today: Tool
A Perfect Circle
Ramones
Dead Kennedys
Green Day
Evan's Blue
Mudvayne
Godsmack
Brooke Hogan
Smile Empty Soul
One Less Reason
Breaking Ben
Smashing Pumpkins

Movies:


♥Buffy♥ seasons 1-7
Ice Age: the meltdown
Lady in the Water
Harry Potter
Stay Alive
She's the Man
Mean Girls
Resident Evil 1&2
The Craft
American Pie 1,2&3
Not Another Teen Movie
♥Eurotrip
Alexander
American History X
♥Jawbreaker
Losing Isaiah
Mr. Mrs Smith
Gia
Seed of Chucky
Stigmata
Tomb Raider 1&2
Lilo and Stitch
Finding Nemo
8 Mile
Meet the Fockers
Along Came Polly
Girl Interrupted
Boys Don't Cry
The Dreamers(the best of all time)
Monster
Chicago
Charlie and the Chocolate Factory
Perfect Score
The Covenant
Lady In The Water
Prozac Nation
The Omen
D.E.B.S.
Gia
Bound
Obsessive Freak!
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Tara
Which Buffy the Vampireslayer character are you?
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You are Lisa, the Sociopath. You are opinionated,
you say what you think, NOT TO MENTION ROYALLY
FUCKED UP, and you dont worry about people's
feelings being hurt because it doesnt bother
you. Happy? Sicko.
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Television:


Related
Charmed
Buffy(of course)
Zoey 101
That's So Raven
Aqua Teen Hungery Force
Family Guy
Futurama
South Park
Drawn Together
Real World
Gauntlet
Surreal Life
Celebrity Fit Club
Miami Ink
Inked
ER
Rosanne
The Nanny
Golden Girls
Will and Grace
The Facts of life
My life is rated MA.
What is your life rated?

Books:

Prozac Nation by Elizabeth Wurtzel
Girl, Interrupted by Susanna Kaysen
Mists of Avalon by Marion Zimmer-Bradley
Douglas Monroe
Silver Ravenwolf
A Witches Bible by A.J. Drew

Heroes:

ANGELINA JOLIE my fav hot babe and supporter of the needy. She's like my idol and worship her every night in a dark alley...no. but I do love how she helps and is for all the great causes out there. Same for Goldie Hawn. Gia Carangi is my hero for so many reasons. Alexis Arquette, who doesn't love a hot transexual?

My Blog

Which team is mine again....?

such a sexy voice. enough to make me want to be straight....and then the song ends. As long as Maynard keeps singing, I'll have a little piece of heterosexuality within me....deep deep deep within me....
Posted by May the stars find me beneath on Wed, 10 Jan 2007 04:23:00 PST

The stars hide how deep the wounds run

Smile Empty Soul - Self InflictedYou see these cuts and bruisesIsn't this all so amusingI feel the emptiness of just a another day in hell (day in hell)My life is so confusingDo this to myself I'm los...
Posted by May the stars find me beneath on Mon, 08 Jan 2007 08:47:00 PST

A moment of sanity

Funny thing is, i've been trying like hell to find this song for a few weeks now. i didn't know the actual name of the some or who sung it but i tried every chance i had to find it. then i happen to r...
Posted by May the stars find me beneath on Wed, 29 Nov 2006 05:22:00 PST

Never mention the word addiction

Black Crowes - She Talks To Angels she never mentions the word addictionIn certain companyYes, she'll tell you she's an orphanAfter you meet her familyShe paints her eyes as black as night, nowPulls t...
Posted by May the stars find me beneath on Tue, 31 Oct 2006 12:40:00 PST

i couldn't survive without you anymore

Thousand Foot Krutch - Breathe You InTaking hold, breaking inThe pressures on, need to circulateMesmerized and taken inMoving slow, so it resonatesIt's time to rest, not to sleep awayMy thoughts alone...
Posted by May the stars find me beneath on Fri, 15 Sep 2006 09:58:00 PST

Where do i fit

Pink - Lonely Girl I can remember the very first time I cried How I wiped my eyes and buried the pain inside All of my memories - good and bad - that's past Didn't even take the time to realize Stari...
Posted by May the stars find me beneath on Wed, 13 Sep 2006 05:57:00 PST

Don't cry to me

this is to all those ex's of mine. stupid bitches Call Me When You're Sober by EvanescenceDon't cry to me If you loved me You would be here with me You want me Come find me Make up your mind Should I ...
Posted by May the stars find me beneath on Sun, 10 Sep 2006 11:12:00 PST

Who said romance was dead....

I've passed my G.E.D... working on passing for my license...get married...get a legal name change...becoming a mommy soon....all very exciting things. yay for pagan goth babies!!! all ten of them. I ...
Posted by May the stars find me beneath on Wed, 30 Aug 2006 04:59:00 PST

One day....I will be free of this

I find myself so alone here. Its dark even though all the lights are on. With every breath I'm breathing in the silence. It hurts deep inside my soul. I feel shattered beyond belief. But I know s...
Posted by May the stars find me beneath on Mon, 05 Jun 2006 11:06:00 PST

{Camp Kill Yourself said it best when they said}

there's ten thousand reasons to survivebut you only needed one to die-CKY It's so hard to be without the one you love. You need someone so much... Want to show them how you much you care... But they c...
Posted by May the stars find me beneath on Sat, 03 Jun 2006 06:27:00 PST