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About Me


so, I'm jen im a junior hellz yea biotch..haha i'm a fairly happy person and i can't NOT smile. :)its just the way i am...
i'm pretty laid back and easy to get along with.i'm pretty random..i like sayin' random shit outta the blue...but then who doesnt? i'm just worse than every1 else. i talk 2 myself...but i'm not crazy..yet. i'm friendly and nice until u give me a reason not to be. hurt my friends and i'll hurt you..seriously...my friends mean everything to me..so does my family so..don't be hatin' on my family!!! my friends are the greatest!! i have a fish named bob..yah its pretty sweet...i also have a dog named dakota..he's the shit. then theres my horse nikki..he's my baby..so is my kitty george i think his name is pretty pimp shit..he's a sweetie..2 me...he bites every1 else. haha um...i can be a bitch sumtimes if u get on my bad side..but mostly i'm just pretty nice. i make fun of everyone..so don't feel bad if i make fun of u...thats just me. I luv 2 go sledding..KILLER HILL!! Yah..not so killer i luv playing at the park..going on the swings and slides and teeter-totters..i think thats how its spelled...anyway..i like walking in the rain, running is amazing..its so much fun. i love music its practicaly my life. im a band nerd..and proud of it!! snowboarding is awesome!!! skateboarding is fun too..but i'd rather snowboard..i luv food..especially junk food!!! i luv piercings!! i used 2 have my nose pierced... i luv messin' w/ ppl..haha i dont get embarassed easy...i love havin' a good time and acting crazy!!! doing stupid stuff...like riding bikes thru wal-mart..yah then getting kicked out of wal-mart..4 it..oh well theres always next week!!! I luv goin’ 2 the movies..’n I shud prolly stop goin’ so much I luv chocolate..and coffee, chips, and pasta, pizza..not all 2gether of course Sesame street is pretty stupid now..cookie monster cant eat cookies duh! Bert and Ernie don’t live 2gether anymore wtf?? boys are sumtimes stupid..but i deal with it...i dont like fake ppl..so just be urself..i luv being myself..i luv dancing. i dont like negative ppl..they bug me. i hate 2-sided ppl..nice 2 my face but complain about me behind my back..yea not cool! i hate backstabbers. i luv cookies!! i hate when ppl get mad for no reason..i hate when ppl are always mad at sumthing. i hate drama..i hate how sum ppl go out of their way to start problems..but i luv 2 sing..when no one else is around to hear me..and in the shower..haha my car is the shit..or shud i just say a piece of shit hahaha. i have my own style..i try not to go along with what everyone else is saying/doing..i like doing my own thing. i like being different. i'm glad i stand out in a crowd rather than blend in. i'm loud, not shy...i'll basically talk to anyone..i don't care. i believe in magic..and true love. i dont really believe in soulmates. i think the loch ness monster is real..big foot mite be out there too. i luv making snowmen..snowangels..and playing in the snow. i luv acting like a kid..its fun. i dont wana grow-up..atleast not too fast. i luv popcicles!!! jello is sick..pudding is fantastic...snack-packs are the shit. dr.suess books are bomb. i dont think i've ever backed out on a dare. if you dont like me thats fine with me, there are plenty of other ppl who do. dont try to change me..theres nothing wrong with the way i am now. i'm myself and thats all that i ever wana be. but yah thats basically me i'm pretty simple


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My Interests

I love taco bell!!! its the greatest place ever. um...i like to play basketball, swim, snowboard,go horse back riding, and go shopping! i love hangin' out w/ my friends they r awesome..they always make me smile when i'm havin a shitty day. I LOVE YOU ALL!!!
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I'd like to meet:

anyone really lol i hate fake ppl..so as long as your, urself..i'd like to meet 'ya. and i wana meet sum1 who'll love me for me and wont try to change me.


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Hinder, The red jumpsuit apparatus, dropping daylight, new found glory, the doors, evanescence, the fray, the killers, AFI, seether, bullet for my valentine, hellogoodbye, godsmack, hoobastank, ac/dc, lifehouse, coldplay, guns 'n roses, yellowcard, puddle of muddthe offspring, the used, my chemical romance Crossfade, Less Than Jake, Avenged Sevenfold, Sublime, Breaking Benjamin, Taking Back Sunday, Eve 6, Trapt, Staind, Aerosmith, Johnny Cash, Imogen Heap, Panic! At the Disco, Creed, Reo Speedwagon, Blink-182, Red Hot Chilipeppers, SR-71, Hawthorne Heights, All American Rejects, Fall Out Boy, Greenday, Nirvana, Nickelback, Rascal Flatts, Simple Plan, Three Days Grace, Lonestar


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Tweak and Cha
One of the most fun and weirdest stoners their are. You often say dumb shit that turns out to be hilarious after a few seconds. You often make weird sounds and twitch a lot. You will use your skills of twitching and weird sounds to make up for shitty jokes you have told which strangly evens things out. You love smoking and hanging out with your friends and making an ass out of yourself. Defently a nice and cool person to blaze it up with

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What's your favorite....
Beverage (non-alc) ? MOUNTAIN DEW
Color ? all of them..except yellow..not a big fan of yellow
Food ? hm...too many haha
Item of clothing ? shoes..or pants
Meal of the day ? lunch
Feature on yourself ? my nose
Quality in a guy/girl ? honesty
Phrase ? so thats how that goes....
Song ? apologies (dropping daylight) OR everything changes (staind)
Musical Artist/Band ? too many
Sport ? swimming..or soccer
Movie ? hm..super troopers, jackass (1 & 2)
TV Show ? hm..friends or sex in the city
Radio Station ? 94.1, Z104, 105.9, um..lots
Type of Chocolate ? dark
Eye Color ? um..blue?
Do you/Have you ever....
Have any pets ? yup..4
Have any piercings ? yup..4
Have any tatoos ? nope..will though
Cheat on a boyfriend/girlfriend nope
Gone skinny dipping ? haha
Been to Europe ? nope
Been to an island ? haha..does in the middle of the lake count?
Had stitches ? yup
Broken any bones ? yup my finger...the same one 4 times
Been stabbed/shot ? does being stabbed by a pencil count?
Slept until after 12:00 ? yup
Stayed up all night ? yup
Hooked up with 2 people in one weekend ? nope
Turned down a dare ? um..not dat i can remember
Which friend....
Is the funniest ? hm...cortney
Is the prettiest ? all of them
Is the most handsom ? lee
Is the loudest ? cortney
Is the craziest ? cortney
Is the most shy ? mel..kind of..depends
Is the most loving ? all of them
Is the most understanding ? all of them..depends on the situation
Is the most boring ?
Is the richest ? does it matter?
Is the most athletic ? um...mel's in volleyball..so i'd say mel hahaha
Is the most cocky ? i dk
Is the most wordly/cultured ? anne prolly
Do you look up to the most ? all of them
Do you tell everything to ? lee
Has the best clothes ? no clue
Has the best house ? haha i dont pay attention to that
Would you ever....
Eat pizza with chocolate chips ? sure
Kiss someone of the same sex ? um..probably not..unless it was a baby
Cheat on someone you love ? no
Run away from home ? yah
Lie to your parents ? everyone does/has
Lie to your boyfriend/girlfriend ? no
Lie to your best friend ? no
Give a homeless person money ? all the time
Run from the police ? yea..its better than gettin' caught by them
Bungee jump ? already have!!
Sky dive ? yah
Cross dress ? haha no
Be an exotic dancer ? maybe
Walk out of a restaurant without paying ? no
Scuba dive ? already have!!!
Go rock climbing ? already have!!!
Go spulunking (caving) ? hellz yah
What do you think of when you hear....
Eminem ? ok
Bologna ? my bologna has a first name.....
Hott ? Lee
Orange ? yuck
Real world ? dumb
Jack ? ass?
Cucumber ? slice
Hip-Hop ? duh
Uniform ? stuipd
UniCORN ! ? yeah!
Rainbow ? pretty colors
Clown ? kind of freaky...

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Movies:

hmm...i like ace ventura..both of the movies..final destination...all 3 of those..especially the 3rd one!!! sick but good..um..friday night lights, remember the titans, miracle, longest yard was pretty good, 15 and pregnant lmao..anne!!!!! lol jk about that one..inside joke ppl...rush hour ummm....i know i have a weird taste in movies..barefoot in the park is the funniest movie ever!!! i luv it..lets see breakfast at tiffany's is pretty funny too!! yours, mine, and ours the ORIGINAL is the greatest the new one is ok..its funny i guess. please don't eat the daisies is funny!! 'n um..send me no flowers is great! like i said i luv old movies!!! oh and basically all horror movies..i love horror movies!!! jeepers creepers, um...white noise was boring, saw was the dumbest movie i've ever seen!!!!


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June
Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite andsoft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. Easilyhurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.
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Playful Kiss
The playful kiss is about you having fun and not needing to have feelings for that person. You just go with the flow!
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Your Love Is... by punkrawkerchick
Name?
Gender?
Age?
Your kiss is... amazing
Your hug is... soft
Your looks are... good
Your love is... perfect

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What Alcoholic Drink Are You?

Vodka
YOU ARE VERY ENERGETIC, YOU LOVE TO PARTY AND CHILL WITH PEOPLE AND BE CRAZY WITH YOUR FRIEDS.

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Party Drunk!
You are the kind of person that likes to be the life of the party. You are out going and every body likes to be around you casue you are so off the wall and funny.

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Books:

anything really...i read a lot but i never really pay attention to titles or anything. dr.suess books are my favorite though!!!
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Muscle Car
you like it fast and loud and want everybody to know it. u have raw muscle under the hood
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The Basics
First Name:: jennifer
Middle Name:: rae
Last Initial:: b
Age:: 16
Date of Birth::
Place of Birth:: in a hospital
Current Location:: um..here in my chair?
Hair Color:: BLACK
Eye Color:: changes
Height:: 5'5
Weight:: hm...guess
Piercings:: 4
Tattoos:: none :(
Smoke?:: no
Drink?:: kinda not really
Do drugs?:: nope
Favorites
Movies:: varsity blues, 40 year old virgin, RV..i dont care wat u say i thought it was funny, walk the line
TV Shows:: friends, sex and the city, greys anatomy, gilmore girls, grounded for life, law and order svu, csi
Books:: too many
Bands:: too many
Singers:: too many
Radio stations::
Albums::
Actors:: johnny depp,
Actresses:: reese witherspoon
Historical figures::
Board games:: twister..its sort of a board game
Computer games:: sims..haha oregon trail..(jk)
Video games:: none
Colors:: all of them
Animals:: dogs, horses, and monkeys
This or That
Pepsi or Coke:: pepsi
McDonald's or Burger King:: burger king
Left or Right:: right
Britney or Christina:: britney
Jessica or Ashlee:: jessica
Mary-Kate or Ashley:: ashley
Usher or Justin:: usher
Orlando Bloom or Johnny Depp:: johnny depp
Ocean or Pool:: pool
Lake or River:: lake
Rock or Pop:: rock
Country or Rap:: country
Emo or Indie:: neither
Jazz or Oldies:: oldies
Hip-Hop or R&B:: neither
Moon or Stars:: stars
Sun or Rain:: both
Day or Night:: night
Late nights or Early mornings:: def. late nights
Summer or Winter:: summer
Spring or Fall:: spring
Silly or Serious:: silly
Have you ever...
Skinny-dipped?: maybe
Done drugs?: hm...
Smoked?: yup..didnt like it tho
Had alcohol?: yup
Gotten drunk?: yup
Gone to 1st base?: yup
2nd base?: hm..
3rd base?: hm..
All the way?: hm...
Shoplifted?: nope
Ran into a stop sign?: i've run a stop sign..but never into one
Gone skydiving?: i wish
Done rockclimbing?: yup
Been a witness in a crime scene?: not lately
Screamed a swear word in a stranger's face?: nope
Hugged a stranger?: yup
Or anything more with a stranger?: nope
Flicked someone off?: yup
Been on a date?: yup
Lied to a boyfriend/girlfriend?: nope
Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend?: nope
Gone hunting?: yup
Been fishing?: yup
Relationships
Single/In love/In a relationship/Other:: single as of now
Hetreo/Bi/Homosexual:: straight?
How many boy/girlfriends have you had?: too many
How many do you have now?: none
How many do you think you will have?: i dk
If you're single, are you sick of this section?: nah not really
If you're taken, how long have you two been together?:
What's the most you've done with your significant other?:
Are you two serious?:
To single people: Can you forgive me for making this section?: sure
Friends
Best:: anne
Worst (ones you pretend to like but secretly hate):: none
Oldest:: um..britney
Newest:: hm...sam
Smartest:: i dk
Biggest Ditz:: prolly anne
Tallest:: hm...daymon
Shortest:: i dk
Funniest:: all of them
Loudest:: cortney
Most Quiet:: mel
Most Obnoxious:: cortney..in a good way
Weirdest:: hm.. i dk
Funnest:: all of them
Hottest:: def. lee
Ugliest:: none
Sweetest:: all
Nicest:: all
Best listener:: all
Best talker:: haha cortney
Most energetic:: cortney
Most mellow:: mel
Most missed:: all
Write down the first thing that comes to mind when I say...
Pineapple:: yummy
Digital camera:: pictures?
Garfield:: love him!!!
School planner:: ugh
Fiji:: haha..
Baseball:: boring
Laffy Taffy:: shake that laffy taffy
Hollister:: preps
Cheesecake:: ok
Grass:: is for cows
Scrapbook:: duh
American flag:: ?
Pine Sol:: a cleaner..i think?
Newspaper:: boring
Cell phone:: can't live w/out mine
Your Dream Guy/Girl
Eye color:: doesnt matter
Hair color:: doesnt matter
Hair length:: not too long
Hair style:: shaggy
Height:: taller than me
Weight:: doesnt matter
Clothing style:: why wud i care?
Favorite music:: dont matter
Piercings?:: sure
Tattoos?:: sure
Smokes?:: no
Drinks?:: sure
Druggie?:: no
Age:: dont really matter..close to my age prolly
Overall body type:: good?
Best feature(s):: i dk
Dream date:: haha no clue
Sweet or Bad Ass?: both
Romantic or Laid-Back?: both
Hot or Cute or Both or Neither?: both
Dream date with them:: phew
Past: ?
What is your favorite memory?: hm..who knows
Worst favorite?: duh
Best year?: when i was little
Worst year?: freshman and sophomore years
Any regrets?: i regret hurting sum of the ppl i did..whether on it was on purpose or not
Have you changed a lot over the years?: yah
For the better or the worse?: better
Do you hate change?: nah not really
Can you easily move on?: sumtimes
Are new beginnings good or bad?: mostly good..
What's the best thing anyone's ever done for you?: lots..none really come into mind rite now..its late..im tired
Futures
Do you plan on going to college? Where at?: yup..i dk where tho
Do you want to get married? If so, what age?: yah..at sum point
Describe your dream wedding.: haha no
Do you want to have kids?: yup
If so, how many?: 2 or 3
Adopted or Not?: doesnt matter atleast 1 not
Favorite Girl Names:: havent thought that far ahead
Favorite Boy Names:: havent thought that far ahead
Do you want to travel the world, or any specific place?: yea..mostly just europe
Where do you want to live? In what kind of home?: a decent one...no holes in the roof or cracks in the walls
What will your career be?: um..no clue as of rite now
What sort of car do you want to own?: one that runs..
Any pets?: sure
If so, how many? What kind?: i dk.. a dog..maybe a cat..fish..my horse for sure
Do you believe that you'll be successful in your future?: yah hopefully
Anything else you'd like to share?: nope i'm good
Random Questions
What's your lucky number(s)?: 18, 12, 5
Do you prefer markers, colored pencils, or crayons?: crayons..markers are pretty sweet too
Do you hate your birthday?: nope
Do you have an iPod?: yah
Is the world too hypocritical?: yup
Are you into politics?: not really
Is AIDS going to be cured in your lifetime?: probably not...
Do you play any sports?: not really
Are cardboard boxes fun?: oh yah
Do security cameras make you feel paranoid?: sumtimes..but no really
How many times have you been on an airplane in your lifetime?: none
Do you believe in...
Magic?: yup
Love at first sight?: yup
True love?: yup
Aliens (or forms of life on other planets)?: not really
Fairies?: sure
Religion?: yah
Evolution?: um..dont think so
Pots of gold at the end of a rainbow?: oh hell yah
Abortion?: depends
Gay marriage?: yup
The End
What time is it?: 10:12 pm
Did you enjoy this survey?: sure
Will you miss me?: dude i dont even know u
Was this long enough?: sure
Any last words?: my ass hurts fr/ havin' to sit so long
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Heroes:

All my friends!!! Cortney-she's like my sister...she's crazy like me..loud like me and just well..cortney but its all good in the hood..rite cort?im so close to her she's like a sister to me!! haha Lee- my bestest friend in the whole wide world..he's the most amazing person i've ever met..i luv him so much and i'd be lost w/out him!!i tell him everything...'n its just hard 2 explain how much he means 2 me!!! he's probably one of my most fav. people EVER..Yummy- well she's totally awesome 4 one thing..lately i've been hangin' out w/ her alot 'n its been reali fun..especially playin' @ the park in the rain..rolling down the hill when its all wet..oh wait..she didn't do that!! what a loser..n e way i love her mucho Anne- she's a great friend..we've kinda been growin' apart lately and its sad..but..anyhow..she's a great listener and really great when you need to bitch about sumthing...but it goes both ways..i listen to her bitch..haha we don't mind..shes the type of friend u can call at 1 a.m. b'cuz u've got a problem and even if u wake her up she'll sit on the phone wit u until u feel better.. Kelsey- well she's been 1 of my best friends since....forever we've had lots of good times..sum not so good but mostly good. she makes fun of me a lot but dats o.k. i can take it..but pay backs a bitch..haha n e way i love her 2 death!! don't 'ya know..oh and kelsey PEACE hahahahaha dats so disgusting..but funny at the same time! oh hellz nah biotch!! haha (inside joke ppl) oh yah..'n RETARD..um..wat the hell kelwsey??? wat the hell?? haha goodtimes Crystal- where 2 start..man she is crazy 1st off..we'd do sum of the most fun, most random things ever! it sucks she moved 'n that i never talk 2 her n e more..'cuz i love her and how crazy she is. she isn't afraid to be herself..no matter wat. which i always thought was pretty damn cool. man i miss her tons! Chrissa- dude..we've had sum of the most fun times..especially in ag. and food prep..oh yah sweet classes..remember the hands? i still have those!! haha and all the other stupid yet important drawings we made...they r way too funny to throw away..haha good times! i'll miss 'ya so much this year!!! Jason-my sexy buttmunch lover..theres no such thing as munchbutt!!!! and buttmunch is 2 a word! man i love this kid..haha he's crazy..we have good times he's prolly 1 of my best guy friend's 'cuz we're so open and random w/ eachother..i can say n e thing 2 him 'n he still loves me n e way no matter how stupid it is..i love him!! and i miss him now that i don't have skool wiff him n e more :( Alex- what a turd..first off he's the biggest pervert i know..but i still love him a lot..and i miss him alot!!!! :( and b'cuz he's a retarted loser he lost his password for his myspace..so basically he cant come on and see wat i wrote about him...wat a 'tard..n e way he's a very good friend!!!my family 'cuz they love me all the time no matter how bitchy i am to them..including jammie..dude ur family!!! i dont know wat i'd do w/out my family..they're important to me and they are my heroes but they are all my heroes for different reasons Take the quiz:
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Chocolate
You Are Chocolate Ice Cream You have a flair for the dramatic and love to party. Your personality is super strong and unique. Many people crave you constantly - while you turn a few off. You are most compatible with coffee ice cream.
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i wanna be..just a stupid poem i wrote

i wanna be the girl that you always turn to the one you always know will be there, no matter what i wanna be the girl that you trust the one you can't live without i wanna be the girl who means every...
Posted by as the tears fall on Thu, 07 Dec 2006 07:30:00 PST

haha funniest thing ever

Boys are cheats and liars they're such a big disgrace They will tell you anything to get to second base--ballbaseball thinks he's gonna score If you let him go all the way then you are a whore--ticult...
Posted by as the tears fall on Sun, 03 Dec 2006 09:57:00 PST

today

haha to anyone but me its pointless to read these blogs and if you do u prolly dont understand half the shit im talking about..if u do more power to 'ya. so im just sittin' here extremely bored...my h...
Posted by as the tears fall on Mon, 31 Jul 2006 12:29:00 PST

um...duh?

feeling stupid today..so updates well today went 2 the dollar general and almost got kicked out b'cuz first i tried 2 fit in a big blue tub thingy..and got stuck..sort-of..haha then i started spr...
Posted by as the tears fall on Tue, 07 Mar 2006 06:10:00 PST

yo yo

well...just sitting here bored..cuz i have NO LIFE...haha jk i've been sick all week it blows!!! and we had a snow day today ROCK ON..anyway..im pretty happy rite now..im gettin my new cellphone prett...
Posted by as the tears fall on Fri, 17 Feb 2006 05:42:00 PST

up-dates??

lets see nothing really new going on in life..haha my life has been  pretty boring lately..which is disappointing..but hey i live in monroe..whats there to do here?? if you have any suggesti...
Posted by as the tears fall on Wed, 01 Feb 2006 02:10:00 PST

blah there 'ya go theres a stupid subject for u

so this is my life? oh god kill me now thats all i gota say..why's he keep doing this to me? i said i loved him..what more does he want? he's the one who broke-up with me!     ...
Posted by as the tears fall on Fri, 13 Jan 2006 06:11:00 PST