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VaalEerie

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About Me

things i dig: tea, coffee, caffeine, beat writers, audrey hepburn movies, funky hats (hats in general), sunshine, night time, rainy days, strangers who smile at you for no real reason, scarves, singing in the car (really, really loud)

things that suck: bad spelling/grammar, people who don't use their directionals, assholes that can't recognize that i'm probably the best driver they'll ever meet, crushed bread, endnotes (in lieu of footnotes)

get at me, yo: lovesongsnliars

♥

My Interests

All things beautifully tragic & of course, the tragically beautiful. Beat culture. Eskimo kisses. Coffee flavored everything. the Dallas fucking Cowboys. Intensity. cream eye shadow. Walking/Singing/Playing/Dancing/Kissing - anything in the rain. Falling in & out of love. The Opera. Museums. Stars. the original Nintendo Entertainment System. Scribbling. Snuggling. Tattoos. Herbal tea. Drunken debaucheries. People who are beautiful & intriguing. Philosophizing. Hand holding. Autumn. Manhattan at night.

I'd like to meet:

the only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, the ones who never yawn or say a commonplace thing, but burn, burn, burn, like fabulous yellow roman candles exploding like spiders across the stars and in the middle you see the blue centerlight pop and everybody goes "Awww!" - J. Kerouac

& a boy who loves trouble (:

that's all ♥

Music:

first &foremost, I'm runnin with the hatchet fa lifeeeee.

* If I could only listen to one album for the rest of my life, it would be: August & Everything After - Counting Crows
* The songs I sing to myself (not listen to, really sing) when I'm sad/angry/scared/anxious are: Counting Crows: 'Round Here, Black Crowes: She Talks to Angels, The Eagles: Take it Easy, and Bright Eyes: Bowl of Oranges.

Alkaline Trio. Ben Folds. Billie Holiday. Bob Marley. Bright Eyes. Buddy Holly. The Cars. CocoRosie. Counting Crows. The Cure. Dave Matthews. David Bowie. Depeche Mode. Dizzy G. Duke Ellington. Ella Fitzgerald. Elliott Smith. George Thorogood. Guns N' Roses. Grateful Dead. Hanoi Rocks. ICP (duh). Iggy & the Stooges. Jeff Buckley. Joy Division. Kings of Leon. Live. Louis Armstrong. Micheal Franti & Spearhead. Miles Davis. Mindless Self Indulgence. New Order. Prince. Psychopathic Rydas. Radiohead. Sublime. Tech N9ne. Twiztid. Ween. Wilco.

I also like to shake my ass to reggae, freestyle & oldies, and I know every single word to Twiztid's Old School Pervert; I am apt to sing it at just about any time. Some people find that odd, but I love me some ninjas. MCL ♥

Movies:

i don't watch too many movies these days but i'm a sucker for a good black comedy: Heathers being at the top of my list, of course, Igby goes down is a close second, The Royal Tenenbaums. deep indie-ish movies are always fun. The Princess Bride, Natural Born Killers, True Romance, Pulp Fiction, Boondock Saints. Anything that involves unicorns: The Last Unicorn, Legend. Corny 80's flicks (read: Breakfast Club, Pretty Woman, The Goonies, Pretty in Pink, Weird Science.. you get the picture), The Craft, Chitty Chitty Bang Bang (shut up), Full Metal Jacket, Edward Scissorhands, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Don't Tell Mom the Babysitters Dead, Mermaids, Whatever Happened to Baby Jane...?

and.. and.. 70s (or 70s inspired) slasher movies, even though they scare the fuckin shit outta me ♥

Television:

Seriously, the only thing I ever really really watch on tv is the Food Network, because I'm addicted to Paula Deen, and Tyler Florence, The Ace of Cakes, any Food Network Challenge, and well, food.

Recently: House & Lost

Books:

Anything by Kerouac (my favorites: On the Road, The Dharma Bums, Big Sur). Also, most other beat writers/poets - Ferlinghetti, Burroughs, Ginsberg, Kesey, Bukowski, Hunter S. Thompson. The Electric Kool-Aid Acid Test. Peter S. Beagle (The Last Unicorn, A Fine & Private Place). White Oleander. Like Being Killed. Borges's short stories. All poetry by William Blake (The Book of Thel & Daughters of Albion - xinfinity). Prozac Nation. Johnny Got His Gun, The Bell Jar. Bong Water. Valley of the Dolls. A Clockwork Orange. Philosophical ramblings of all kinds (Dostoevsky, Kafka, Nietzsche, the Dali Lama). The Bagavad-Gita. Irvine Welsh. Gregory Maguire. More more more.

Heroes:

caffeine. Buddha. Jack Kerouac. Audrey Hepburn. Twiggy. Diane diPrima.

the fam

my lovely mother who finally dyed her hair brown

& Bernard, the cat (RIP ) who hangs out in garbage bags

My Blog

could it be?! a poem!

so i haven't written a poem since i finished my (very) short series of Malta inspired poems last summer, or at least none that was any good, or worth remembering/posting. danielle's newest poem inspir...
Posted by VaalEerie (heartbreaker, soul-shaker) <3 on Mon, 26 Feb 2007 07:01:00 PST

hallelujah

maybe there's a God above but all i've ever learned from love is how to shoot somebody who outdrew ya & it's not a cry that you hear at night & it's not somebody whose seen the light  it'...
Posted by VaalEerie (heartbreaker, soul-shaker) <3 on Wed, 21 Feb 2007 06:03:00 PST

2006

my bloggish predictions from last year were pretty accurate. 2006 was really bad at it's bad points, but there were plenty of good points to balance it all out. i'm starting to see that years really a...
Posted by VaalEerie (heartbreaker, soul-shaker) <3 on Mon, 01 Jan 2007 12:47:00 PST

white flag

so yesterday was thanksgiving, and besides that there was no rishta or couscous to be had, the holiday didn't go quite as horribly as i'd imagined. i still wish i had gotten to see grandpa, that my fa...
Posted by VaalEerie (heartbreaker, soul-shaker) <3 on Fri, 24 Nov 2006 10:45:00 PST

i don't know

why i'm writing this here in a blog and not on lj.. i'm thinking it's because i just don't want to make the extra effort to open a new window and whatever. I have a headache. Because of ridiculous t...
Posted by VaalEerie (heartbreaker, soul-shaker) <3 on Thu, 21 Sep 2006 07:40:00 PST

yup

Describe yourself using one band and song titles from that bandChoose a band/artist and answer only in song TITLES by that band::Wilco Are you male or female::She's a Jar Describe yourself::i'm always...
Posted by VaalEerie (heartbreaker, soul-shaker) <3 on Sun, 08 Jan 2006 12:40:00 PST

2005

In 2005 I made a lot of bad decisions, but I made a lot of good ones too. I was irrational, I thought things out too much, I settled for the practical. I learned a lot, and I didn't apply half as much...
Posted by VaalEerie (heartbreaker, soul-shaker) <3 on Tue, 03 Jan 2006 12:16:00 PST

first/last

Everyone one has their firsts... First best friend: Kelly Scarpettia who lived around the corner from me in Canarsie. First screen name: I'm pretty sure it was smellekat9. First funeral: My ...
Posted by VaalEerie (heartbreaker, soul-shaker) <3 on Tue, 11 Oct 2005 05:42:00 PST

wasting time

1. When you look at yourself in the mirror, what's the first thing you look at? my hair 2. How much cash do you have on you? after shopping for work clothes, like $10 3. What's a word that rhyme...
Posted by VaalEerie (heartbreaker, soul-shaker) <3 on Tue, 04 Oct 2005 03:33:00 PST

quiz. awesome.

.. You scored as Buddhism. Your beliefs most closely resemble those of Buddhism. Do more research on Buddhism and possibly consider becoming Buddhist, if you are not already. In Buddhism, there are Fo...
Posted by VaalEerie (heartbreaker, soul-shaker) <3 on Mon, 19 Sep 2005 03:31:00 PST