UPDATE: Sunday, 3-15-2009. Well, I know I haven't been around much lately, & I am sorry for that. I haven't forgotten anyone, I've just been having my own emotional problems. For those who know me, you'll understand, but otherwise, I don't want to get into here, but if you send me a message, I'll answer your questions.
I lost my job, of 2 yrs, in the begining of January, & it's had me pretty emotional. I really liked that job, but, y'know how things go. I was able to find a p/t job, that I'm really enjoying. I am a Lane server, at a local Bowling Alley. I'm bussing tables!! In a way, it's always been kinda a dream of mine; not being a waitress in a resturaunt, but working in the enviroment I'm working in now. It's not paying much, not what I was earning at my last job, but, y'know what? I'm having a blast!! The best way to describe it, is like being in a bar, or club, or a party w/your friends, where you know everyone, only, I'm working. It's really what I need right now. I look forward to going to work, every night I'm schedueled.
Tim and I had a pretty good talk today. I hadn't told him what I've been going through, but now I think he understands what I'm going through. It's a feeling that I wouldn't wish on anyone, cause I'm miserable!
I'm a firm believer, that everything happens for a reason. I always see the light at the end of the tunnel. I may not ever get there, but I always see it. sometimes, it's closer, other times (like now), it get's a little further away. But, I always manage, and make it through. I love Tim with all my heart!! He's who I want to spend the rest of my life with. I was getting pretty scared, that I was going to lose him, because he didn't know what I was going through, emotionally, and even worse, I didn't know how to talk to him about it.
I still have a long road to emotional recovery, but I'll get there. I have Tim, my son John (Jackass), my daughter Ashley, all my family, and some pretty cool friends. I love you all!! Love those close to you. Always see the bright side of things, other wise it gets too dark to see.
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John is officially a Sophomore now, still at Vines High School. He's done really well in ROTC, and plans to continue with it, on to his Sr. yr of High School!! I'm a proud mommie.
Well, we finally got on line at home, but working 2 jobs, one durring the day, the other at night, I still don't get much time for even myself. Hey, read my new bulletin
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