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lesane187

I am here for Dating, Serious Relationships and Friends

About Me

My Mama used to tell me if u can't find somethin to live for, you best find somethin to die for... Maybe now niggaz feel me now..... Picture my pain.... Embrace my words.... Make the world change And still I smile nigga....... I heard a rumor I died Murdered in cold blood dramatized Pictures of me in my final state You know mama cried But that was fiction Some coward got the story twisted Like I no longer existed Mysteriously missin' I'm known worldwide baby I ain't hard to find....................Sheddin tears, reminiscin on my past fears Cause shit was hectic for me last year... It appears that I've been marked for death, my heartless breath..... The underlying cause of my arrest, my life is stressed And no rest forever weary, my eyes stay teary for all the brothers that are buried in the cemetery.....Don't shed a tear for me, nigga I ain't happy here, I hope they bury me and send me to my rest, headlines reading murdered to death, my last breath.........And now i'm like a major threat, 'Cause I remind you of the things you were made to forget.
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My Interests

Maricar Ancheta Cojuangco aka VJ Iya

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Pssst... psssssst... aiyyo Are you afraid to die, or do you wanna live forever Tell me, which one?They wanna bury me, I'm worried -- I'm losin my mind Look down the barrel of my nine and my vision's blurry Fallin to pieces, am I guilty? I pray to the Lord but he ignores me unfortunately cause I'm guilty Show me a miracle, I'm hopeless -- I'm chokin off marijuana smoke, with every toke it's like I'm losin focus Fallin to sleep while I'm at service, when will I die? Forever paranoid and nervous because I'm high Don't mention funerals I'm stressin, and goin nutty And reminiscin bout them niggaz that murdered my buddy I wonder when will I be happy, ain't nothin funny Flashbacks of bustin caps, anything for money Where am I goin I discovered, can't nothin save me My next door neighbor's havin convo with undercovers Put a surprise in the mailbox, hope she get it Happy birthday bitch, you know you shouldn'ta did it Everybody's dyin am I next, who can I trust? Will they be G's, and they look at me before they bust? Or will they kill me while I'm sleepin, two to the head while I'm in bed, leakin blood on my satin sheets Is there a heaven for a baller? I'm gettin suspicious of this bitch the line busy everytime I call her Now she's tellin me to visit, who else is home? I check the house before I bone, so we all alone After I nut I hit the highway, see ya later To all the players watch the fly way a nigga played her The bitch is tellin all her homies -- that I can fuck her like no other now them other bitches wanna bone me I'm under pressure gettin drunk, somebody help me I drink a fifth of Hennesey I don't think it's healthy I see my enemies they creepin, don't make me blast I watch the five-oh's roll, the motherfuckers pass by me like they know me, smilin as they laugh I put up my middle finger then I dash Niggaz don't like me cause I'm Thuggin, and every day I'm a hustler lookin to get paidThey wanna bury me, I'm worried -- no need to lie I pray to God I don't scream when it's time to fry Nowhere to rest I'm losin homies, ain't that a bitch When I was rich I had clout, now a nigga's lonely I put the pistol to my head, and say a prayer I see visions of me dead, Lord are you there? Then tell me am I lost cause I'm lonely I thought I had friends but in the end a nigga dies lonely Nowhere to run I'm in terror, and no one cares A closed casket at my funeral and no one's there Is there a future for a killer? I change my ways But still that don't promise me the next day So I stay Thuggin with a passion, forever blastin I'm bustin on these motherfuckers in my madness They wonder if I'm hellbound... well Hell can't be worse than this, cause I'm in Hell now Don't make me hurt you I don't want to, but I will See motherfuckers killed over phone bills Never will I die, I'll be back Reincarnated as a motherfuckin mack I love it cause in heaven there's no shortage on G's I'm tellin you now, you motherfuckers don't know me

Music:

-All I Want Is You Today... south border -Crazy 4 You... sponge cola -Tell Me Where It Hurts... mymp -Once Again... south border -I'll Be... edwin mccain -Before I Let You Go... freestyle -The Man I Was With You... jimmy bondoc -Love Moves In Mysterious Ways... nina -Now Dat Ur Gone... ella mae saison -Stupid Mouth... john mayer -First Love... utada hikaru -Without You... charlie wilson -You And Me... Life House

Jessica Simpson "Take My Breath aWay"

Movies:

dRumLiNe,LoRd oF tHe RiNg 1 2 & 3,SpiDer Man 1 & 2,DaNgeRous MiNd,Up iN sMoke Tour...

Television:

HuNtEr X hUnTer,sHaMan kiNg,SaMuRai X,dRaGon BaLL Z,bsta lhat ng anime...i luv anime kc eh =)

Books:

how 2 cook bo0k's...hehe!

Heroes:

ev'rybody can be a hero....except me =(...dko alam kung bkit eh!!!

My Blog

Unconditional Love...

(Whatay'all Want) Unconditional love, (No Doubt) I'm talking bout the stuff that don't wear off It don't fade Love is gonna last for all these crazy days These crazy nights Whether you wrong or...
Posted by lesane187 on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Life Goes On...

How many brothas fell victim to tha streetz Rest in peace young ni**a there's a Heaven for a 'G' be a lie If I told ya that I never thought of death my ni**as we tha last ones left but life goe...
Posted by lesane187 on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

The Rose that Grew from Concrete

Did you hear about the rose that grew from a crack in the concrete? Proving nature's law is wrong it learned to walk with out having feet. Funny it seems, but by keeping it's dreams, it learne...
Posted by lesane187 on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

When Ure Hero Falls

when your hero falls from grace all fairy tales r uncovered myths exposed and pain magnified the greatest pain discovered u taught me 2 be strong but im confused 2 c u so weak u said never 2 giv...
Posted by lesane187 on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

And 2morrow

Today is filled with anger fueled with hidden hate scared of being outcast afraid of common fate Today is built on tragedies which no one wants 2 face nightmares 2 humanities and morally disgra...
Posted by lesane187 on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Jada

u r the omega of my heart the foundation of my conception of love when i think of what a black woman should be its u that i first think of u will never fully understand how deeply my heart feel...
Posted by lesane187 on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

In The Depths of Solitude

i exist in the depths of solitude pondering my true goal trying 2 find peace of mind and still preserve my soul constantly yearning 2 be accepted and from all receive respect never comprising bu...
Posted by lesane187 on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

mah prayer...

Let us pray Lord Jesus it is you, who wakes me up every day And I am forever grateful for your love.. .. this is why I pray You let me touch so many people, and it's all for the good I influ...
Posted by lesane187 on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

gAngSta'z pRayEr...

"A GaNgStA`Z PrAyEr" NoW i LaY mEhDoWn 2 sLeEp Pr0TeCKt mY gOd FroM tHoSe WhO CKrEep WiTh EviL PlOt`z n WiCKed sCKhEmE`z 2 sNaTsH mEh FrOm mAh ReStFuL DrEaM`z i KnO ThErE`Z BaD tHiNg`z iHaBb ...
Posted by lesane187 on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

In The Event of my Demise...

In the event of my Demise when my heart can beat no more I Hope I Die For A Principle or A Belief that I had Lived 4 I will die Before My Time Because I feel the shadow's Depth ...
Posted by lesane187 on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST