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J PIZ

-If this is love then fairy tales never came true-

About Me

My Name is Jenna. Even though im only 21 im very much grown up. I had to grow up way too fast, but it's ok. Life situations that God allowed me to go through made me the person i am today. Though i love to always be around people, im very much an independent person. I want to handle everything on my own. I feel like everything is my responsibility and I refuse to except help sometimes...which is stupid, i know. I dont want to be taken care of, i Just want to be loved. And Ironically as much as i hate accepting help, im the first to offer it. And i get frustrated and offended if people dont accept it. Haha yeah i know. I just love to be there for the people i care about. Im a pretty steady person, though i am a bit emotional, and yes i can be pretty sensitive. Im happy, im depressed. Im loud, yet quiet. IM shy and outgoing. Im introverted and extroverted. Im just me. If you need a friend ill be there. If you need help ill give it. If you need a shoulder and a tissue, im just a phone call away. Im one of the most loyal people you will ever meet.some quotes i love from me to you ♥"The problem with letting someone into your heart is that once they are in, it is hard to get them out. Once they are in they can continue hurting you and you have no protection. Even if you get them out of your life, they are still there waging war on your heart""This world is so cold, but your love keeps me warm. My father holds me in his nail scared hands, which i put there and for some reason he still loves me with all of his heart" a line from my favorite band...simply amazing
Im a christian first and formost...Lately my actions and all havent shown so, but im back on track again.
Yesturday i was told i have an amazing and beautifull heart with an amazing ability to forgive, and was blessed and given by God...Someone who knows me deepest said this to me and at such a young age is such an encouragement
~ Im faithfull,~
~ Im caring,~ ~Im there for you in a heartbeat...if you needed me to be,~
~Im taken advantage of,~
~ Im walked on,~
~It sucks...then i think of how i treated my father in heaven...so then its ok,~ Im da tru effin' gangsta, wha' wha? Want some .r{}
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My Interests

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Music Codes - MySpace LayoutsPHASE TEN BABY , Art shows, MUSIC, FRIENDS , laughing, God, writing, easy mac, animals, helping, making people laugh, starbucks double shots finding more bands to listen to, sewing, shopping, LOVE walking dowtown, hugs, Lindor truffles, piercings and tatoos, beautifull eyes, shoes, shows, Indipendent films, The beach, A man in slim jeans , Being loved, showing your love for others, feeling special, talking, Tortialla-ing (heck yes), weather just cool enough to have to wear a light jacket or weather for short sleeves...but not hot enough to make you sweat, i get excited when i have a good hair day....im a dork. Theres a lot more..Just ask
~I love music,~
~i love animals,~
~i ♥ love,~
~My mom is a truely amazing woman...and the strongest i know....she fought for her life ...to be there for me,~
~i love to joke around,~
~i love to have fun,~
~i love to drive around town with the windows down bumpin the hxc haha,~
~i also love to roll into town bumpin da urban stuff with my seat leaned back like a gangsta..haha *leanna and miguel..you know how we do,~
~i like making purses,~
~i like making shirts,~
~i love the feeling i get when jesus love fills me up after attending an awsome church service and im filled with so much love and joy,~
~i love it when i challenge myself to do something really hard...and i attempt it~
~This year its surfing,~
~i love to be there for people,~
~i love to know that i am loved,~
~I love to re-desighn the decor of my house...and people are in awe of its awsomeness...(when its clean),~
~i love myspace comments...haha becuase im a looser like that,~
~i love writing~ ,
~i love photographs,~
~I love so many more people i really do im just a lame-o and forget people sometimes,~
~i love music ♥ ♥ ♥ ,~
~i love la posta bean buritos,~
~i love writing beautifull words of poetry ,~
~i love you,~
River aka Rio grande...she likes to play in the trash...she got stuck in a pizza box Tyson attacking River,...haha theyre just playing

I'd like to meet:

The person God created for me so spend my life withi love meeting new people. AIM-solacewithoutyou YAHOO-applecorespunkHere is a way to have a little fun and pass time.
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Music:

.. width="425" height="350" ....30 seconds to marsA.F.I.
Alkaline Trio
Angels and AirwavesAs I Lay Dying
Bane
Brand New
Bride Ordaind
Chuck Berry
Coheed
Dashboard Confessional
Demon Hunter
Die Like Me
DOGWOOD
Embraced
the Early NovemberEmery
H.I.M
From Autum To Ashes
Jimmy Eat World (especially clarity album)
Julinana Theory
Le Tigre
Love Is Red
Logos
ME WITHOUT YOU
Noise Ratchet
Norma Jean
Panic! at the discoPlease Mr Gravedigger
Sex Pistols
Shai Hullud
Sleater-Kinney
Something Like Silas
STRAYLIGHT RUNTaking Back SundayThe Shaggs
Tsunami Bomb
*UNDEROATH* old and new, thats right beaches, yeah i like the new stuff too)
Zao
thats all i can think of at the moment

Movies:

Finding nemo,
NAPOLEON DYNAMITE,
Donnie Darko,
my best friends wedding,
the goonies
Anchorman
*Elf*The never ending storyHookJerry McguireLife as a house Disney classicsAnything Will Ferell
, gosh i dunno i cant remember...

Books:

The Bible

Heroes:

Deff.. not these guys

All the amazing People God has put in my life to get me through the hard times and have a good time and some good laughs along the way. ~i love theese beautifull people:,~ ~
Jesus~
~My mom,~
~my brother,~
~Leanna,~
~Miguel,~
~Chelsea and the Sundes' (haha),~
~R-star (i miss you so effin much),~
(~bea) King astonishing Athur,~
~The molinas,~
~Heather,~
~Tessa,~

My Blog

freaken bored

Survey of life!About you...What's your name?:Jenna Any nicknames?:Jen, J piz, Jenita Age?:21 What's your favorite color?:black, teal Any special talents?:not really What's your astrological sign?:virg...
Posted by J PIZ on Fri, 08 Dec 2006 01:23:00 PST

survey

This or thatFlorida or california?I would like to visit Florida, but Cali is all i knowWinter or summer?Summer Christmas or Chanukah?Christmas, its all about the J-manBlonde or brunette?brunetteSteak ...
Posted by J PIZ on Tue, 13 Jun 2006 10:00:00 PST

My memorial day weekend

Friday : i worked till 11 pm, then went to the gym, but i was feeling really dizzy so i just did a light workout then showered then went to bedsat: woke up at 6:45 am went to the doctor and was admite...
Posted by J PIZ on Tue, 30 May 2006 05:58:00 PST

I hate....

life right now.  
Posted by J PIZ on Sun, 21 May 2006 01:14:00 PST

struggle

so yeah i need to work a little on loosing the weught...thats no secret and ive finally gotten motivated to do so.  I did a detox in which i only ate fresh fruits and veggies and only drank iced ...
Posted by J PIZ on Wed, 10 May 2006 12:48:00 PST

death by society life by you

father save me from this war called lfe i cannot take it anymore feel like givin up, im fallin in to a trend called society. Father save me from falling forgive my sin Though i am not worthy its you, ...
Posted by J PIZ on Sat, 21 Jan 2006 08:50:00 PST

you dont know me

1. time: 6:06pm 2. Name: Jenna 3. Nickname(if any):Jen, Jen jen, Jenita, jenitaveve, jenitaveveille 4. If you were a skittle what color would you be?: green 5. Single or taken?: taken 6. Zodiac: v...
Posted by J PIZ on Sat, 03 Dec 2005 06:28:00 PST

life sucks right now..

ive been going through a lot of  crap lately, and i havent exactly been feeling like myself.   So if ive been avoiding  you or you havent heard from me or seen me in a few days dont tak...
Posted by J PIZ on Thu, 06 Oct 2005 10:36:00 PST

changes

I miss my mom its so hard being so far away from her....especially when i know she needs me now more then ever. It  breaks my heart to know how badly she is hurting...it hurts me.  I never ...
Posted by J PIZ on Wed, 28 Sep 2005 12:57:00 PST

Torn between two lovers

I am torn between two lovers What I want and what I do The line between where i am and where i want to be is becoming evermore distant Tough the will is far greater then ever before, the light is burn...
Posted by J PIZ on Thu, 01 Sep 2005 07:10:00 PST