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oh baby,
I am the ONLY Emeyle in the world.
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my name is Emeyle Amanda K. If you're looking for me you can find me on the block disobeying the law. A real "G" thoroughbred from the streets, pants sagging with my gun in my draws. I also don't read. My hoes read the books for me and then turn in book reports...but I keep the stars they get for their free Book It Pizza from Pizza Hut. That's right bitch you got pepperoni on your face and shit.

I most likey will NOT care. That's what I love about myself. I always think to myself what I could change, and there are a couple of things, But I love my life right now. I am a woman who thinks for herself .It is confusing and interesting. There are times when I'm depressed & happy, but that's just all girls right? ;]
Also let me make a point. I have NEVER smoked and I never plan too. I don’t give a flying fuck if you love to, in fact it doesn’t make any difference with becoming friends. Just because I don’t smoke doesn’t mean that I hate all people who do. (You’re fucking retarded if you think that way :). I don’t drink. I don’t have sex. I can go on and on about the things I don’t do. But I can tell you that I live in the moment. I am a Virgo I like to plan my days and crap. Once everything doesn’t go according to plan it is like the world falls.
I am different outside of school.
Why you may ask? Because I am. I know it sounds crazy (because it is). I just don’t even care about how people view me at school. I only care about the real world. I don’t care about “posse’s” and stereotypes. I’m cool with everyone until they piss me off. I’ve been in anger management since I was in my freshmen year (three years ago), so just try not to piss me off. Lately I’ve been good. No one has had any reason to piss me off. I believe only one person did this year… But I did pretty damn good with not being a bitch back.
My boyfriend. Don’t say anything that would possibly piss me off about him or me being with him. People don’t know any shit that happens in our relationship. To me it is a great one. I’m not one of those bitches that expects him to do everything for me. No, I’m growing up. I believe that every girlfriend should be respectful to their loved one. Give them gas money, just that kind of crap. :]
I love to read GOOD books, Not little niny-pooh books. I LOVE to go to the movies with my boyfriend! I always think he is the most interesting and intriguing man on this planet. He makes me feel good about myself. He's the bomb. Seriously. So Now I'm stuck. Depressed?.... I don't think so. I tend to believe that is from the long stream of emotions that I have held in for so many years. Right now....

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1/13/07
Ok... How do I put this? I'm the kind of person that really looks at people for who they really are. Inside and out. Well... There is this one guy who is the only guy that has ever made me REALLY smile. This guy has been on my mind for a little more over a year. His name is Kyle. :) He is amazing in my eyes. Just the way he smiles, talks, and laughs... Is just amazing...More then astonishing, he is remarkable. He is the ONLY one that has ever made me feel protected, blissful, and good about myself. Well I could go on everlastingly about how he makes me feel.
He made me believe something I always thought was a scam.... Love. I'm Serious; I'm not just using this word flippantly. Last year when I was sick he was my boyfriend. My meds... errrhfkjdkgj... Made me something I wasn't, and never was. I was scared he contemplation that I was crazy. I was afraid he was going to really hurt me. So I did something completely dim, brainless, and shitty; I broke up with him. He is all I've ever thought about being with. I mean really... No lie I still cry when I think about that. He deserves so much. I really want to make him happy. I am plain ol'me again! ^__^ No meds, No Crazy XD. I just really want to be with him. He means so much to me. He is faultless.
I really mean it when I say:
I love you Kyle.