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About Me

☆ i'm a dandelion... who loves dandelions. they make me smile, simply because they bring a bit of chaos to an otherwise serene looking canvas... splashes of bright color in a green sea of grass. and like them or not, they stand out regardless of other's thoughts that they are unbeautiful & a bit obnoxious. they are the overlooked gorgeousness that most prefer to be rid of... they are persistent in returning even though they've been hacked away, cut apart, & ripped from their roots... they don't care what you think. and they smile back at those that admire them for the way they are. dandelions are the eccentric flower that most just don't acknowledge... ☆ when i paint my toenails.. i usually get the paint on my toes.. and i leave it there ☆ i generally talk very fast.. it's not a nervous thing nor a caffeine induced thing.. i came out the womb talkin fast as a crackhead ☆ speaking of crackheads.. i have been sober since February 2003 HOORAY! ☆ i write poetry.. and i don't really have a "genre", some of my stuff is dark, some of it is light.. and occasionally i'll write a happy poem or 2 ☆ i was born & raised in rural MN... if you hop on a highway due west & roll on for many moons.. eventually you'll come to a town with 2 [count em:: 2] stoplights in the midst of cornfields.. that's where i hail from [though i don't often admit to it] ☆ i don't shave my legs everyday.. i think it's a silly idea... and i'm lazy, but i don't care so-o neither should you ☆ i have ADD that will never be diagnosed.. don't we all?? ☆ my favorite place in the whole world to hippie cruise is on a gravel road dubbed "shroomer's road".. it's lovely ☆ my favorite place in the whole world that i dream of living in, is a quaint lil beach side town named "cannon beach" which is located in oregon.. and yes, it is the town that the opening sequence to "the goonies" is filmed [see that big ass rock lookin like a haystack in the backround during the truck races on the beach?? that rock is appropriately named "haystack rock" & it is what cannon beach is well known for] but "the goonies" isn't why i love it so-o.. it is where my mother originally hails from.. and it's a most tranquil place ☆ it annoys me 14 ways til sunday when people pronounce oregon "or-e-gone".. c'mon people, say it right.. it's "or-eh-gehn".. ☆ i've been in 2 1/2 fights in my entire life, plus i was sucker punched once.. the kid that hit me was aimin for the kid next to me.. and both 2 1/2 fights were with boys when i was 16 & then again when i was 19. and yes, I WON ☆ i empathize far too much for my own good.. contrary to popular belief, i don't enjoy inflicting pain upon others [be it emotional or physical] ☆ i've been sober from soda since april 2008 ☆ i am a hippie.. which yes, means i smoke pot.. and i don't apologize for it.. ☆ i don't believe in religion.. logically thinking will tell you it really is just a clever way to control the masses.. ☆ i DO believe in spirituality.. ☆ i don't take kindly to people who are self-centerd, biggoted, racist, homophobic, &/or prejudice.. but when it all boils down to it, most simply put:: we're all human beings.. and YES, we really all come from the same place/concept.. ☆ i take 12.21.12 into heavy consideration.. ☆ i LOVE any & all documentaries that shine some truth on the truth.. ☆ i will talk to my mother [who truly is my best friend] for hours at a time about my thoughts on the world & the people, places, & things in it.. to the point where i make her brain hurt.. but she let's me because she simply loves me.. ☆ i have seen "super size me".. and it changed the way my mind works when it comes to fast food *blech*.. ☆ i have a lost touch with a few people that were in my life for years & years... but i've accepted that they're haters & i can't force them to believe the truth versuses what's easiest for them to swallow ☆ my superman [my grandpa] flew away 2.19.07.. and i'm still in mourning ☆ i have secrets that no one will ever know.. every human is entitled to the privacy they choose.. ☆ >
Atmosphere: God Loves Ugly
http://youresougly.com/show/C3B48149-20F0-0001-D14...

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

all the random ppl in the world who ask themselves questions that they don't want to say out loud... other ppl who are on a permanent hippie cruise... anyone who knows what the fuck "kookery" means [and, good luck with that!] lady s-o-v, and if you're not on the list.. then you too. *wait..* except for haters.. ya'll can just keep truckin.

*Disney* Sleeping Beauty - Never to Know
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=och2AEj8aaE

My Blog

october 19th

is when i'll be returning to minnesota. to stay.not forever, but for a while.the most difficult decision of my life thus far. and the most heart wrenching.i cry everyday. mourning the life i almost ha...
Posted by on Fri, 18 Sep 2009 15:16:00 GMT

bloggercise [here's life lately]

time for some bloggercise. it's been just short of a long ass time. and besides, does anyone read this shit anymore? isn't myspace basically dead? that's how it seems usually.... oh well. facebook rei...
Posted by on Sat, 12 Sep 2009 20:41:00 GMT

my great mystery

i let go of love so-o easily        and hold onto pain so-o slow.misery will follow, no matter    the ends of the world i go.and my tragedies play out                like school yard cliche..scovering...
Posted by on Sat, 12 Sep 2009 20:32:00 GMT

this is how it all fell down...

trying to excerise some of my personal demons this evening. first on my unorganized list of shit... the emails between kathy & i that plays out "the downfall of the house of aunt". here in chronologic...
Posted by on Sat, 12 Sep 2009 20:21:00 GMT

.masochistic moment.

i am a masochist. i like to bring myself pain....ironically enough it is what also causes a twisted joy. like a depressed person who cuts themselves because it reminds them to feel; it brings a sensat...
Posted by on Thu, 10 Sep 2009 12:10:00 GMT

self-chosen solitude

self-chosen solitude is my lifeline of safe unhappinesssans bumps to bridges that could bring me to a land where dreams materialize to the brink of coming true           and i don't care what i'll mis...
Posted by on Fri, 07 Aug 2009 16:25:00 GMT

happiness feels a lot like sorrow

"Happiness"by the FrayHappiness is just outside my window Would it crash blowing 80-miles an hour? Or is happiness a little more like knocking On your door, and you just let it in? Happiness feels a l...
Posted by on Fri, 31 Jul 2009 17:41:00 GMT

ok ok, i give

ok ok, i'm learning my lesson. one canNOT just literally go from one extreme to the other without expecting some sort of backlash. prior to may 16th, i was pretty comatose in contrast to how my life i...
Posted by on Tue, 30 Jun 2009 11:30:00 GMT

..life is good..

..and it is. life is good.      denver is AMAZING. the people i'm living with are nice & welcoming. i'm very much looking forward to spending the days with the boys, getting to know them; taking adven...
Posted by on Fri, 22 May 2009 11:05:00 GMT

.DENVER.star.

  it's REALLY HAPPENING. .denver.and very VERY soon. more details to come...ScrappyDoll.p.s. when i say very VERY soon..i mean thisclose to immediately.
Posted by on Wed, 13 May 2009 17:39:00 GMT