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And they will call me Josh.

There's something in her eyes that says 'I'm here to tell you lies.'

About Me

A little about myself:
My name is Josh Russell.
I hear I'm a very nice and likeable guy, but,
I'm not anything special, I'm not perfect, I'm just another guy.
I play bass in a band called Afton , and also guitar in Western Fiction (formerly Unleash on Friday). I've been on tour around the US a couple times and shared the stage with many talented musicians. I'm very fortunate for that.
I'm currently working on my major in Criminal Justice/Law Enforcement and finishing my associates in Computer Science. I take pride in my career goals.
I'm a laid-back person, but I do have opinions, some very strong.
I'm 21 years old. I'm afraid to be 22. I don't want to grow old.
If I don't really know what to say, it means there's a lot I'd LIKE to say.
I'm probably one of the least-shy people you will ever meet, unless you catch me on a wrong day.
Sometimes I feel like I'm really annoying.
I drink a little bit only on very rare occassions, and I have more self-control than about anyone you'll meet. I don't have a big problem with others drinking as long as they keep good morals with it. Few do.
I don't smoke. I think it's disgusting.
You probably guessed by now that I don't do any drugs either. I think it's just stupid. And gross.
No, I'm not "straightedge". Instead, I have morals and I like to take care of myself.
I respect people that truly respect themselves and others. In turn, I don't respect many people, at least until I get to know them very well.
If I say you're a good person or call you a brother, I mean it, and you should feel very special because I don't say that often.
I'm protective of my friends. If you want to know what that entails to those who interfere with them, try me.
I'm honest.
I have trouble feeling accepted, appreciated, and liked. I have even worse issues with trusting others. Don't be upset if I don't open up to you quickly or easily, but know that it has a lot of value when I do.
I consider myself a Taoist student. I don't believe in God the same way you do. I promise I won't try to convert you, and you'll have to ask me if you want to talk about it. And never try to talk me out of my beliefs, it hasn't worked out well for anyone yet.
I've been told by many that I give the best massages/back rubs ever.
I've traveled to about 30 states, mostly Eastern US. So far, the Rocky Mountains and New England are my favorite regions, but I hope to see all 50 states someday.
Sometimes I come off as being cold-hearted or stuck up, but I don't mean to.
I play computer games. WoW FTW.
I can speak a decent amount of German, working on Chinese and Spanish. French is next on the list. I believe language is a very valuable yet widely unappreciated art.
I'm really bad about not keeping in touch with friends far away, even though I miss them a lot.
I've stood in the ocean and on top of a mountain. Both are very enlightening feelings; if you get the chance, take it.

My Interests

I enjoy making music, rockclimbing, driving, shooting, going to concerts, watching movies, being a nerd and playing video games, exercising, and doing about anything with friends, among other things.

I'd like to meet:

People who will enjoy my company. People who don't live party by party, drink by drink, smoke by smoke, or one-night-stand by one-night-stand. People who want to make something of themselves. People who care about the world outside their own little bubble. People who want to make things better than they found them. People I can trust and depend on.
Talk to me on AIM - iplaybassAFTON

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Music:

A Static Lullaby, alexisonfire, All-American Rejects, Armor For Sleep, As I Lay Dying, Atreyu, Blessthefall, Brand New, Darkest Hour, Dragonforce, Emanuel, Fordirelifesake, Funeral For a Friend, Halifax, Haste the Day, HIM, Kill Hannah, Lostprophets, Lydia, Norma Jean, Paramore, Saosin, Scary Kids Scaring Kids, Shadows Fall, Spitalfield, Still Remains, Storyoftheyear, Terminal, The Almost, The Receiving End of Sirens, Thrice, Thursday, Underoath, and many more you can probably safely assume.

Movies:

In general: Horror, '80s movies, etc. The Heathers, Fight Club, Snatch, Kill Bill 1 & 2, all Lord of the Rings, all Die Hard, Eternal Sunshine, The Departed, 300, Garden State, 28 Days Later, Shaun of the Dead, all Back to the Future, Last Samurai, House of Flying Daggers, Hero, Fearless, The Fountain, Man on Fire, and some others I can't think of at the moment. I'm a fan of just about any Christian Bale, Jet Li, Clive Owen, or Jason Statham movie too.

Television:

FUSE channel, The Daily Show, Colbert Report, Aqua Teen, Scrubs, Jackass/Bam, Sarah Silverman Program, South Park, Rob & Big, etc. But I don't actually watch much tv.

Books:

Anything by Chuck Palhaniuk, Tao Te Ching, Art of War. Mostly philosophy, and I don't read entire books often.

Heroes:



My Blog

We walk along but never turn to see what we have done.

Some days I get so angry that I want to destroy everything beautiful I see. And I don't know what to do about it but just try to relax. You'll read this. And you won't say a word. It's easier to say n...
Posted by And they will call me Josh. on Fri, 07 Sep 2007 06:44:00 PST

Were raised to lie to ourselves.

I strongly dislike how I can look back and remember how things used to be with old/former friends, and it always seems that it was at least a little bit better then than it is now. Don't get me wrong,...
Posted by And they will call me Josh. on Fri, 31 Aug 2007 12:16:00 PST

The words I swore to never write.

It's been some time. It still hurts, but what hurts more is knowing you're hurting over things that would've never happened if things would've worked, maybe just a little better, maybe just a day long...
Posted by And they will call me Josh. on Wed, 22 Aug 2007 10:40:00 PST

What did they do to make you crawl back here...

So this is what I've been up to lately. I work at Papa Murphy's, brother got me a job after I left Pizza Hut. I like it, it's not as stressful and I don't come home from work every night feeling used ...
Posted by And they will call me Josh. on Mon, 30 Jul 2007 11:20:00 PST

Thanks for the relapse.

I love my boss, most of the time. But he tends to say the wrongest things and the worst times. I had a talk with him yesterday about something he seems to let go of harder than I did. He'll never see ...
Posted by And they will call me Josh. on Thu, 22 Feb 2007 01:43:00 PST

To everyone

To everyone I was friends with and fell away from, to everyone I cared about but lost touch with, to everyone I knew but never got to know better: I'm sorry.   I'm a terrible friend. And boyfrien...
Posted by And they will call me Josh. on Fri, 02 Feb 2007 10:23:00 PST

We live tonight again and again.

It's been a while since I've posted one of these, about that time I suppose. Hrm what to say, what to say... What's on my mind right now... Ah. So I just got back from Hoyt not too long ago, band prac...
Posted by And they will call me Josh. on Thu, 11 Jan 2007 12:34:00 PST

This is not your escape.

I think I messed up something really good for myself. I don't really know how I did though, just kinda happened. Everything was great, then all of a sudden it's gone and I have no idea why it happened...
Posted by And they will call me Josh. on Tue, 19 Dec 2006 12:34:00 PST

Note to self:

How's it feel now? You brought it onto yourself. No one changes like that, that fast. It doesn't work that way. You lied to me enough as it was. What's a few more, huh? I know this isn't how you wante...
Posted by And they will call me Josh. on Wed, 22 Nov 2006 10:56:00 PST

Don't even read this.

I hate when people post bulletins like this: "WHAT MOST GUYS WON'T DO!!!!!!!! Every girl dreams that one day, she will find a boy that does these things for her. Even the smallest action can have...
Posted by And they will call me Josh. on Sat, 28 Oct 2006 12:39:00 PST