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*MY INITIALS SOUND OUT HELP!!!! (H.L.P.) UMMMMM!!!!! THATS INTERESTING? AM I THE ONE WHO NEEDS HELP? OR AM I THE ONE WHO IS ALWAYS HELPING???? GIVE ME A BREAK !!!!!!!!!!ugh!!!!!!!!!!!
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Don't exactly know where my life is going, tired of all the silent lies, can't look at the promises because they only lead to good bye. Tears sadly leave my cheeks raw at night as I fall asleep, only to suddenly awaken from the ugly who haunts my dreams, feeling my voice screaming, only no one can hear me scream. Lost because i've forgotten, what it's like to be me. Somewhere in this sadness my soul finds me here, and with a smile and a warm heart my strength knows my son is all I need to be me for. I now understand it's okay to be left alone as one, because he fills my life with so much more.....H.L.P.Still searching for that one and only, until then, my 4 year old son is my ..1. I had to grow up before I knew what grow up was. My innocence stolen from my inner soul, my life confusing but to those who would have ever known. Yes that's ALL of you who think you knew me, it was all an act. I never wanted many to know about the confidence I lacked. But here I am plain as day survivor of an ugly dissorder, a man who thought it was okay to touch me that way, a lover who lost me when he told me to hide away what eventually became a unforgettable day.My son is the greatest being placed on earth to share my heart. I'm artsy, poetic, sometimes lonely but often loud. I crave to be understood in the most missunderstanding way, yet I'm unique and have experienced many angles in life. Multi-talented idealistic friend, I often have a knack for becomming others dear abby, but that's okay because if my ear can listen, my shoulder can hold tears, my mouth can speak advice, or just a sound of understanding, then my heart is happy to fill the needs of others because you need to give a little to get a little, and it all comes back to you somehow.
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