Hi, First off I'm not stuck up ! My name's Scotty, as if you didn't already know. Nickname is SEXY SCOTTY!! I'm 18 years old. I'm from NEW YORK hell yeah! I'm Native American, Italian, Norwegain, English and Irish thats just some. I was born Jan/22/1990. I model I donr care if you think I'm a slut or I should wear more clothing its my life and if I want to show off what I got I'll do what I want when I want thats that. I love music and Movies I love to try new thing's scary or crazy. I'm a Photographer and editor. I cut hair for fun and I know how to do makeup very well I learned by my self no one helped.I'm a artist as well But my art is cartoon people. What ever I try to do I always do it the best way I can. I'm a song writer and singer. I also write poems and short story's I would love to write a book one day. I'm a very funny guy I love to joke around just to see someone laugh or smile. I hate when people say "Your so skinny go eat something" That's one thing I FUCKIN HATE!!! Yes I'm a fag lol whatever . I'll be here till the day I die !! I have alot I want to do in my life and I will Try to do all what I want to do. I love animals. I want to go all over the world and see place I never seen before.Seeing different life's and how they live. I want to help the people in need when I get my self out of the shits. Give the kid's that have no food money or food. The people that have money that act like there better then everyone but they need to wake up but if they dont change they should die all I care if you have $10000000000 or more and you dont help the people in need or animals then your nothing on this earth just a rich bitch that well be hated forever. The people who spit or talk about someone that has something wrong with them or with out a place to live or poor or different backgrounds everyone is =. I should run the world because I would make it on happy place never under hide or hold things in life is what you do with it all the things you want all the things your learn never stop trying because One day it will pay off and you will be one happy person. I still think about the time my gramfather and I where at a store and he was paying for my food and his and I come up to the casher and took my money out and sayed I want to pay for it with a smile and he was so happy but it was like 10cents but I always put others before me I love my gramfather but he died when I was 7 years old it was a sad time for me because he was everything to me I cryed and cryed but he never came back but thats how life is you get born and one day its your time to go. I always have him on my mind I fell that he looks over me and I hope hes happy for what im doing. My life was with good and bad tears and joy and horror and fun and sad or crazy and blind. That is how life is you never no what is going to happen. Do all the things you want to do because you never now when its your time to go. I don't think theres a God Thats what I think everyone has there own way of praying or whatever. I am a ok drawer and painter and I take really nice Photos my mind swim's with alot of things good and bad but I try not to be bad like be mean to people do bad things but late's say this Im a very good guy and I try to show that I'm not so bad you might think Im a bitch or think Im all that but your wrong a 100 times. Lets say this Cute pretty sexy hottie ugly they are just words in real life they dont mean nothing some man or women made up the words thats all. Everyone is pertty or cute in there own ways everyone has there own style that they see in there eyes thats all. Never look on the out side its what the heart and mind the love. Love is a BIG word but one day everyone will have someone to love or someone that loves you even if its not a gf or bf it can be family or someone you work with you will have some kind of love in your life love is everywhere you never now what is going to happen ;]. You can wish and wish but nothing happens trust me I wish and wish so much and nothing happens. This is real life not a fairy tall or and movie or a game its life people get killed for being gay,bi trangender,color the way they look the way they dress people are just pussy that can't take the change in life theres new things being found or made everyday just deal with it. Killing someone doesnt make anything better just you in jail for life!!! dont drop the soap just think you hate fags and you kill them I hope your some guys bitch in jail lol Thats coming from my heart what you do comes back at you 10times bader. I dont now everything in life I still learning my self But what I now is there will come a day when the world is at peace. I just dont now why there is hate just love is that alot no but in some peoples minds its alot and thats sad ;[. The sun comes up and at the end of the day the sun goes down and the moon comes up everyday is a new day the earth doesnt stop of you or me enjoy everyday. when you wake up just put a smile on your face it helps alot. All I now is this might of made you see more in life of made you hate me but all I now is there has to be a happy ending one day.HATE MAIL You can send all the hate mail you want I just laugh my ass off lol yeah thats true what do you really think I get mad? So sad lol I just piss you off sooo bad then I block you so you have to live that I won lol Calling me a faggot and shit Just Think you lost by a Fag thats right lol. I just think its so funny when someone hates one you I can name 1000 things why I think you hate me lol but its to much to write but you now what I'm saying. For one you need to grow up two you need to learn how to use your mind lol anyways keep on with the hate mail your just making your self look so dumb !!! kisses lol What I want in a BOYFRIEND I would Like to meet a Man that is nice funny someone I can joke around with that smiles that will love me for me someone that will not be like you look bad lol someone that dont make me do something I dont want to Someone I can look at and feel hear there heart beat someone that whats to be around me everyday someone that will make me smile when Im sad Make me happy make me laugh someone that can hold my hand anywhere someone that will not cheat on me im not asking for alot ;] Drugs I'm not elling you to quit your ways it your life but this is how I feel about Drugs. I don't think poping pills help anything doing E make's you cool drugs just fuck your life up I never tryed any drugs just smoked weed/pot/mary jane lol that's a plant its not like a man put stuff together and hope you get high lol it grow's like apple's flower's so on you get what Im saying lol but weed does slow you down lol but coke is nothing to fuck with why fuck up your life doing coke its like all your moneys going up your nose but whatever do what ever you want but just think its eating your brain and your inside of you nose just think about it ewwwwww lol shoting up thats just nasty and why do it your just killing your self but theres so much drug's out there people get hooked on a drug and it takes over your life from what I see in life from people I know but if you feel like you want to quit your ways go get help thats the way you will be the person inside don't let it take over your life or kill you thats all I can say about Drugs. Sound of Music Music is everything to me the beat the voice the sound and the speed how slow how long and short pop to rock hip hop to techno hardhouse to metel. Music is just everything to me my mind swims with all different things I think when you have your fav. song playing you are more good at what your doing cutting hair/makeup/modeling/cleaning/partys. Theres alot that music brings like happyness and sad dancing to relaxing. I love bass it just makes you move and you can feel it its the beats sound lol I like just about all musics from classics and 50s to the 2008 hell yeah lol all I can say is music is life Fashion hats to shirts and paints and shoes heels to bags thats FASHION turn to the left fashion turn to the right I love fashion you find your style or fav. styles and you work it like no other thats how you do it lol the tighter the better !!! its true lol I love catwalks seeing people walk the runway all fab. and glam LOve it wild hair or wild makeup different colors its the best thats why I want my own clothing line my style is so sexy its the shit and I want people to wear my clothing you just walk down the road or the mall and people looking at you like Omg do you see her/him I want that shirt ;[ lol thats what my clothing will do to people they will look in awh lolLIFE OR DEATH My mind is full of so much stuff lets just say Im a thinker lol.I Love to make people love me before hating me. I just wish one day I will be a legend and when I die My name goes on forever.I think if I could be a ghost when I die I would because I can look over everyone and see them grow and see how life is for my love ones and friends. Let's just say Scotty your crazy lol but when I think about it Im not sceared to die. I think no one should be because everyone die's one day but if I could I would live forever!But then I think about all the people around me dieing and I'm still here. When you think about it people that didn't do anything bad or mean and they die from being sick or killed for being there self how a baby is born and die's how you get old! Thats one thing Im sceared about being old I just don't see my self being 80 years old I don't even see my self being 20 year's old but maybe everyone feels the same about that but one thing I know is I hope Im one hot ass old man that looks like he's 20 year's old lol. What is life what is death did you ever think that your living in a dream or this is not real. Sometimes when Im walking in a store I think everyone is looking at you or everyone nows you maybe they might be like look at that fag lol but I dont know but if you feel pain then its real not a dream!! Dreams can feel so real like when you wake up and you have tears falling from your eye's how real it feels when someone you love gets killed in a dream. It's so wierd how we talk breath touch and smell how are bodys run off blood. All I can say is life is blind to me how you look at people that are in love and wish you can be with your love of your life sometimes I think Im never going to feel the real love. USED How someone can just hurt you how they can say they love you and really they just want sex. How they can be sooo dumb in the head that's one thing I hate is people that just want sex dont get me wrong I love sex lol but not having sex with someone that just want's to hang out or be friends it just makes me sick Im sorry I hate the swingers the skanks that just want sex!!!!!! sex is not everything Love is everything. When I get used I feel like shit like Im a used car lol sounds weird but whatever Suicide What do I know about suicide? Razers, guns, pills,rope anyways you get what Im saying!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Sexy Scotty have you tryed killing your self? I say YES I did alot of times! How many times? Im thinking 7 times. I think everyone one day gets emo. and thinks about dieing for having no money or someone dies or they are getting older or someone they love brakes there heart. Sexy Scotty how are you still alive? Because I think my gramfather is looking over me and something goes wrong everytime I try killing myself. Im not happy that I tryed killing my self and I just want to talk about this because This is what is wrong with people today Just try to think about what if something good happens to you and you get MONEY or something you dream of having Think about your family or your friends your animals what is going to happen to them go to someone you now or a doctor and talk about your feelings holding in things dont make anything better trust me !!!!!!!!
