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About Me

i like guns. and beef. and cheese. and beer. and volvos... i'm not a strong swimmer.for life.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

someone who would be willing to recreate the music video for start me up.

Manifesto: The Mad Farmer Liberation Front.

Love the quick profit, the annual raise, vacation with pay. Want more of everything ready-made. Be afraid to know your neighbors and to die. And you will have a window in your head. Not even your future will be a mystery any more. Your mind will be punched in a card and shut away in a little drawer. When they want you to buy something they will call you. When they want you to die for profit they will let you know.

So, friends, every day do something that won't compute. Love the Lord. Love the world. Work for nothing. Take all that you have and be poor. Love someone who does not deserve it. Denounce the government and embrace the flag. Hope to live in that free republic for which it stands. Give your approval to all you cannot understand. Praise ignorance, for what man has not encountered he has not destroyed.

Ask the questions that have no answers. Invest in the millenium. Plant sequoias. Say that your main crop is the forest that you did not plant, that you will not live to harvest. Say that the leaves are harvested when they have rotted into the mold. Call that profit. Prophesy such returns.

Put your faith in the two inches of humus that will build under the trees every thousand years. Listen to carrion - put your ear close, and hear the faint chattering of the songs that are to come. Expect the end of the world. Laugh. Laughter is immeasurable. Be joyful though you have considered all the facts. So long as women do not go cheap for power, please women more than men. Ask yourself: Will this satisfy a woman satisfied to bear a child? Will this disturb the sleep of a woman near to giving birth?

Go with your love to the fields. Lie down in the shade. Rest your head in her lap. Swear allegiance to what is nighest your thoughts. As soon as the generals and the politicos can predict the motions of your mind, lose it. Leave it as a sign to mark the false trail, the way you didn't go. Be like the fox who makes more tracks than necessary, some in the wrong direction. Practice resurrection.
-Wendell Berry

My Blog

it's two in the morning.

do you know where your children are?so here i am. in my room in southeast portland. it's two in the morning. something needs to change. something needs to happen. i'm working a dead end job for next t...
Posted by on Sat, 26 Sep 2009 02:03:00 GMT

a smile

A smile can do such wondersAnd it doesn't cost a cent.It lifts another's burdens;It seems from heaven sent.Then why be so stingyWith those pleasant smiles of yours,When God would rather have you smile...
Posted by on Tue, 28 Apr 2009 02:12:00 GMT

pathcreek

you told me you were fucked up. i saw your scars and i believed you. i wondered how it could've happened. you left that night, left me alone on the porch. i wondered how i could change your mind. i wo...
Posted by on Wed, 08 Apr 2009 09:23:00 GMT

you don't see me.

back in portland. too much time on my hands. nothing to do. lethargy hitting hard. trying to find a way to make sense. what happened? it's okay still rips me up. what happened? we're both still chil...
Posted by on Fri, 09 Jan 2009 23:04:00 GMT

happiness.

feels really good. thank you.
Posted by on Mon, 15 Dec 2008 10:32:00 GMT

facing future

so many things. i'm facing future and i can't make up my mind. let's do something about it. this needs simplification. i'm not sure that's possible. I don't care. let's build something. let's build so...
Posted by on Tue, 02 Dec 2008 10:45:00 GMT

turbo.

i've (we've) been talking a lot lately. i've thinking a lot lately. i like where this is going. come down here and i'll give you a ride in my turbo. basses should not be bought on impulse. 
Posted by on Fri, 10 Oct 2008 09:00:00 GMT

I have Portlanded.

after an incredible summer which saw both coasts, my wonderful extended family, and countless friends, old and new, I decided to move to Portland, Oregon. I live here now, and it is terrific. To my fr...
Posted by on Sat, 20 Sep 2008 07:21:00 GMT

oh boy!

SUMMER'S COMING!
Posted by on Thu, 15 May 2008 01:17:00 GMT

notes from the bathtub.

    There is nothing quite as dissatisfying as sitting in a lukewarm bath and nothing quite as disappointing as dropping my only means of lighting two perfectly rolled cigarettes (my zi...
Posted by on Wed, 20 Feb 2008 17:43:00 GMT