allise :]

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somehow, we all fit together, naturally

Dear Allise,

Hi it's thina =] You can delete this little letter after you read it, but I just wanted to leave you a little surprise. Mm where to start. I seriously can't tell you how goddamn lucky I am to have you as my best friend. To find someone else whose weirdness is absolutely compatible to mine, I mean comeon, how awesome is that? You are probably the ONLY person who can tell me when I'm wrong, overreacting, or basically being a straightup bitch. And I love that. I love the fact that you're not afraid to step over that line and be honest with me. I love the little fights we get in over topramen, or how bored your life is so you decide to get mad. I love how you secretly try to pinch me in awkward situations and I make it all obvious. I love when you drop me off at night but then we spend another 2 hours in the car talking about how we like the same person, and how we'll both end up hating eachother :) I just loove our midnight drives. Whether it be to San Diego, The point, or just around Temecula. Gah you're just so sillllyy I love it. I love having someone in my life who can make me smile on any occassion. Fuck when I'm dead, I'll be laughing in my grave. Seriously dude. You brighten up my day so much, and to have someone do that, it's the most amazing feeling in the world. I love how when I'm suuuper sad or upset about something, you're not like everyone else who says "aw I'm sorry." like, you actually help me out, and tell me what to do, and most importantly, you snap me back into reality. And to be honest, you're one of the prettiest girls I've ever met. And I'm not just saying that cause you are my best friend. You are straightup beautiful Allise. Inside and out. You have such a pretty heart, and such a concern for everything bad going on, it's wonderful. I know you get upset because you want to fall in love, or you want to find that amazing guy, but girrrrl I'm telling you. Don't look for it, and don't wait for it. I promise when the time comes, you're gonna be so happy and in love, and I'm gonna be sooo happy for you => Dude I just remembered the night we went to seaport in San Diego with Nikko. Aww dude =] Hahaha all those couples walking around. And how we wish these two boys were with usss. Eeek. That was soo long ago. I miss that. Eeek and I miss ATL too. All the memories with you bitches, haha I love it. Christian's house! Eyyy yiiyiii ;) You've made so many memories with me, I can't even tell you how much you've affected my life. I know everyone says this about their best friends like, 'I don't know what I'd do without them', But dude. I honest to GOD don't know what I would do without you. Who would I do the "mother fucking shiggling" dance with? or the black boy& black girl scream? who would I absolutely pee my pants with when listening to the beginning of that josie&thepussaycats song? who would talk to me about food cravings?? ahhh. Hahah I don't even know :[ Eek and don't even get me started about summer. Seriously dude. Last summer was absolutely amazing. Amazing. I'll never forget that conversation we had for like 7 hours over summer obsessing over Little People, Big World. And all the days&nights hanging out with chaz&chris. Soo much fun. And then forming Macokk. I love those girls more than anything. Thanks so much for being my best friend, and thanks so much for being here for me, and never ever letting me down. Shiggle forever.

I love you.

Music:

Movies:

ALPHA DOG-amazing.

Television:

grey's anatomy

"Maybe we're not supposed to be happy. Maybe gratitude has nothing to do with joy. Maybe being grateful means recognizing what you have for what it is. Appreciating small victories. Admiring the struggle it takes simply to be human. Maybe we're thankful for the familiar things we know. And maybe we're thankful for the things we'll never know. At the end of the day, the fact that we have the courage to still be standing is reason enough to celebrate."

Books:

Currently Reading:

Heroes:

As much as I never realized before, my hero is my dad. Even though I failed to acknowledge it, he has always been there for me. Whenever I need, or even more so, don't need something, he calls me and makes sure to make me make him give it to me. Even those times he has gotten mad at me, after five minutes he's not mad, simply because I'm his 'Lisie'. I've always been his little girl, I guess I just denied it for the longest time. I've always felt like I am not dependent at all and I've always strived to do everything on my own but when it comes down to it, I'm always resting on my dad's shoulder. And I just now realized that he was the only one that said I was amazing, even when I was everything but that.
I guess it just occurred to me-
I truly love him more than anything.