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26...mom of 3. 2 with me & 1 in heaven. Andrew Angel (9), Adrian Alonzo & Alana Aileen(2). I work @ a pretty boring spot but the pay is real good. =) I am working on my Associates in Applied Science (for Medical Administration). Feels good to be in school and using my brain again!! ;D I am not single & still with my kids' father. Him & I are opposite in alot of different ways but he has been by my side for 10years+ and he has never fagged out on me...which for that, i am extremely thankful for. I luv me some Andrew B. =) I'm pretty simple. I can be overly loud n energetic one day, then be settle n keep to myself another. Depends on the mood i guess. I live life the best i know how. Life throws many fast balls & we are all bound to get hit by a few...we just gotta dust ourselves off n keep moving foward. I've learned that life will not stop for anyone and sure as hell isn't guaranteed. I could write a huge story about learning from my mistakes but i aint gonna lie. I'm not perfect...but i'm not a huge mess eithor. I am me. Used to drink it up alot but i had to quit the liq cuz it was making me straight crazy & nothing good was coming out of it. Those who know me all have their own opinions/description about me. Alot of ppl can say they know who i am but u wont know anything about me unless you get to know me. I do have a sense of humor and seem to be drawn to ppl whose got jokes....it feels good to smile & laugh at funny shit!
What else, what else.....hobbies?? ..i like cooking & i'm pretty damn good at it too. ..i LUV to shop anytime! ..i like to go out occasionally n dance my booty off. ..would luv to travel which i haven't done much of. ..i get bored very easily & dull personalities bore the shit outta me. Like i said..im simple. Sometimes too blunt and sometimes too nice. I do look out at life with a narrowly straight perspective. I don't expect much from people so I won't be disappointed...and so others won't expect much from me.~Nicolasa~.
ADRIAN (MY MIDDLE SON) WAS DIAGNOSED WITH AML LEUKEMIA 7/2006. HE WENT THROUGH HIGH DOSE CHEMOTHERAPY FOLLOWED BY A BONE MARROW TRANSPLANT NOV.2006. HE RELAPSED WITH THE DISEASE IN 4/2007. HE WENT THRU CHEMOTHERAPY & RADIATION-THERAPY FOLLOWED BY HIS 2ND BONE MARROW TRANSPLANT ON 9/11/07. IN 2/2008 ADRIAN DEVELOPED RECURRENT LEUKEMIA IN HIS SOFT TISSUE CALLED CHLOROMA. HE UNDERWENT LOCAL CONTROL RADIATION & CHEMOTHERAPY TO TERMINATE IT. AFTER 8 MONTHS OF TREATING THE CHLOROMA...THE LEUKEMIA SLOWLY GREW RESISTANT AND TOOK MY SON'S LIFE ON 9/4/08 AT AGE 4. ADRIAN FOUGHT SUCH A COURAGOUS BATTLE. HIS HEART & MEMORY WILL ALWAYS BE WITH ME. I MISS HIM SO MUCH & ALWAYS WILL. THE BOND BETWEEN HIM & I WAS SO UNBREAKABLE. IT WAS HARD TO LET HIM GO BUT I JUST TRY TO REMIND MYSELF THAT HE'S NOT HURTING ANYMORE & SOMEHOW FIND SOLICE IN THAT. I REALLY CANNOT WAIT FOR THE DAY THAT HIM & I REJOICE...AND PRAY THAT SOMEDAY WE WILL.
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