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About Me


Hii, i’m Vanessaa.
i’m 22, vegetarian and a senior at san diego state university. shower me with gifts every march 31st. don’t judge me and don’t label me; you won’t catch every single detail about me with your eyes, so strip away every single thought you've perceived of me. i live life as it comes to me, and i live it to the fullest. i am thankful to have been blessed with a beautiful family and extremely wonderful friends; they truly are my pillars of strength. i am obsessed with music; i’d rather go to a show than eat. nothing will EVER surpass that feeling i get when someone else picks up an instrument &makes sense of my world. i’ll adore you if you sing to me[: justin randall timberlake epitomizes talent. i’m sarcastic and straightforward. don’t like it? don’t care! most of you suffer from the oral-anal reversal problem- you're either talking shit or talking out of your ass. i don’t have enough middle fingers to let you know what i think of you. i get distracted easily &have a hard time sitting still. i’m an insomniac; i rarely sleep before 2am. people tend to underestimate me- don’t tell me i won’t understand because chances are, i’ve already been through it. i’m deathly afraid of clowns, i don't like feet and i push on doors that say pull; just because i’m oblivious doesn’t mean i’m naïve. i watch the disney channel excessively and i suffer from a severe case of obsessive jonas disorder. i’m not pessimistic, i’m realistic. it doesn’t matter if the glass is half empty or half full... you’re bound to spill it either way.
i don’t stop to please someone else’s needs.
whether they love or they hating on me,

I’ll never let anyone break me.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

they dont even know what it is to be a fan, ya know? ...to truly love some silly little piece of music...or some band so much that it hurts.

I'd give my left nut to meet
Mister Justin Randall Timberlake<3

he makes me happy in my pants;]

You should make it a mission in life to meet: Uh Oh! Explosion<33

Seriously, the four most amazing boys in the world; they're amazingly talented, extremely nice, and ridiculously good looking. Listen to their music, leave them a comment, send them a message... you won't be disppointed. They're the next big thing, I promise. Uh oh! Explosion, here they come now ready or not[:

My Blog

they say we leave this world just the way we came into it-- naked and alone.

So, if we do leave with nothing, what then, is a measure of a life? Is it defined by the people we choose to love?Or is life simply measured by our accomplishments?And what if we fail, or are never tr...
Posted by on Sun, 03 May 2009 03:51:00 GMT

Lysander Luansing Jr.

An open letter to Lysandoh, umm..out of all the people we met in high school, we miss you the most.Cynthia and I always think and talk about you (or like you).Cynthia :"Myfavorite memory of ...
Posted by on Tue, 14 Apr 2009 16:30:00 GMT

You should fill this out... or I'll cut you, muthafukkas... and YES, that's a threat:]

My Full name:Summarize me in one sentence:Where did we meet:How long have you known me:When is the last time that we saw each other:Do I drink:Do I smoke:Do I do Drugs:Am i single:Am I a good person:W...
Posted by on Wed, 05 Mar 2008 22:25:00 GMT

no matter how much I need you now, heaven needed you more.

"It has been said, ’time heals all wounds.’ I do not agree. The wounds remain. In time, the mind, protecting its sanity, covers them with scar tissue and the pain lessens. But it is never ...
Posted by on Sun, 24 Feb 2008 21:56:00 GMT

I dont wanna be it anymore, so Im tagging YOU. Do it, mutherfuckers.

All the coolkids are doing this. &Devan and Johnny both tagged me, sooo here it goes.Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 random things, facts, goals, or habits about yourse...
Posted by on Wed, 13 Feb 2008 22:05:00 GMT

shut your mouth, weve heard it all; hypocrites and critics all can fuck off...

I can't stand fake people. I know that sometimes we all have a tendency to do so unintentionally, but when you do it to try to fuck with people's lives because things didn't go your way, its immature ...
Posted by on Sun, 25 Nov 2007 16:14:00 GMT

I gave my all for you, now my heart’s in two &I can’t find the other half...

I haven't blogged in a while. Life is stressing me out. School's killing me. My professors are all amazing, but all these crazy assignments are due within the next few weeks, plus I have 2 midter...
Posted by on Sat, 29 Sep 2007 03:41:00 GMT

The pain has a bad reaction, a blend of fear &passion.

Summer's been officially over for a week now &I miss it. Warped tour was pretty much one of the best concert Ive been to. I met Boys Like Girls, Hathorne Heights, Amber Pacific, Chiodos &...
Posted by on Sun, 02 Sep 2007 22:01:00 GMT

Summer To-Do List [Updated]

-Remember to register for fall classes on time. (Ha, Im a retard &I always forget)-Finally fill out my FAFSA.-Sexy Sleepovers at Howie's.[but definately more to come]-Touch Omar's penis.-Have Just...
Posted by on Sun, 22 Jul 2007 11:47:00 GMT

can i sleep in my clothtes? cause ive spent the night dancing, im drunk i suppose.

So I havent written in like 2 weeks. That's like a new record for me. HAHA. My summer's been pretty damn good. In the past 2 weeks, Ive spent lots of time with friends. The weekend before 4th of July...
Posted by on Mon, 16 Jul 2007 22:39:00 GMT