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About Me

My name is Cynthia.
I am 18 years old and I am rotting into an even bigger flower.
I can't quit smoking to save my life.
I'm bleeding paint.
I sketch without consequence.
I write junk like nobody's business.
I DESPERATELY need a job.
My car is all sorts of silly...her name is Lulu.
I model, act, and sing like I know what I am doing...
I am DAMN impressive but, I need to do more with my fucking life.
I scream in theaters if the casting is all wrong.
The greatest compliments I have ever received were being called a muse on multiple occasions.
I dont like this country...im not from here...
I was born on a wednesday,I dont know about you...
"When you have loved and lost someone
You know what it feels like to lose..."
"No more shame, she has felt too much pain, in her life
In her mind she's repeating the words
All the love you put out will return to you"
I miss my best friend dearly.
Shes about to have a baby, shes going to be a great mom.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Someone who will teach me violin.

My Blog

Liar...liar

my heart is too heavy to not hold a grudge and lately i feel older than enoughim spinning backwards and stuck in a ruti just cant seem to let up im kicking and screaming trying to stay aliveand my dre...
Posted by on Fri, 24 Apr 2009 05:53:00 GMT

Life in the recents...

My name is still Cynthia Ive movedI am now living in Springfield MA Its not fun but the overwhelming chance of being kidnapped, raped, murdered and mugged does keep me on my toesSo I am not as oblivio...
Posted by on Mon, 13 Apr 2009 16:46:00 GMT

The sweet sound of sirens

Put me in line again Ive fallen behind again Not even the sweet sound of sirens can wake me now I imagine the flashing lights The people all rushing inside But my insides are outside now and your too...
Posted by on Mon, 08 Sep 2008 07:28:00 GMT

=/

To the fucked up way things have to be. To the fucked up way we might never be. To the crazy shit we might never see. you'll never understand the way that it is. i dont know why its the way that ...
Posted by on Sun, 07 Sep 2008 13:48:00 GMT

Tricks

Living isn't easy Im keeping my soul sleezy If I come clean Maybe ill get broken Because money is worth working for And men; they think im beautiful Well, I might as well just make a living Easy enoug...
Posted by on Thu, 21 Aug 2008 10:57:00 GMT

A very special blog for very special people

Hello, as we all know: myself, the people who visit my page, my "friends" and my friends can clearly see my profile has been kept public since I made it. It's kept public so I can show everyone who ca...
Posted by on Wed, 23 Jul 2008 08:20:00 GMT

Poem that was written for me =)

I met this girl with looks that kill, And when she talks my heart beats still. She's picture perfect and full of fun, And she doesn't like it in the bum. Her pictures show what I can't see, An upset g...
Posted by on Mon, 14 Jul 2008 07:41:00 GMT

What people have to say about Cynder

"Cynthia is one of those people that you kinda wish you never met. Because to meet her now ... is setting yourself up for disappointment ... with anyone else to come into your life. She's that wonderf...
Posted by on Tue, 13 May 2008 13:49:00 GMT

Some writing

Everynight i tried to keep you inside but feeling your feelings its is ok right? You find a way to creep out and crush me This is so pathetic  I cant even belive that i belived what you said thos...
Posted by on Thu, 08 May 2008 18:51:00 GMT

How to contact me.

EMAILS: [email protected] [email protected] THROUGH MESSAGING: I think you get the idea. Send me a message via myspace. INSTANT MESSAGING: Though lately, ive been avoiding the ims, i will glad...
Posted by on Sat, 08 Sep 2007 06:39:00 GMT