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Mathrix

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About Me

Before reading: now ppl, listen up: this page is reserved for close friends only, only exception are artists and musician's. If you do no know me don't bother trying to add me, i,ll just ignore you. However if you did make my list, you can now consider yourself special.another thing: you will not like me! i am in the gothic, mostly jgoth, geeky goth attracted to the dark arts and dark themes alike, i listen to jrock and loud music while reserving sof tunes for another time. i enjoy many things wich you might find perverted while it's other ppl's kinks. i do not want a relationship with YOU, being i hate relationships in the first place. i'm attracted to photography though it's not the type where your standing in front of the mirror with your camera in your underwear to try and sell yourself-out. i like artists-alike not you ppl with no life, again: you will not like me!*this is the part where you think twice before adding me .*and now for an actual intro: (should i greet you with a wide fake smile or would you preffer me telling the truth?)my friends are the ppl i admire and love i enjoy being with them alot more then being by myself (luv ya all!). I'm a person that loves to help out as much as i can, i don't mind beinga slave as long as i get to help someone else, the feelling after that is worth more then a mountain of gold, and i hate more then anything to feel useless (it get's me really depressed). Ppl say i'm nice and polite, some would say i talk a lil too much sometimes heck...i love attention.
I'm 19 years old from Ontario, although i grew up in New-Brundswuick till i was 7. my nickname is Mathrix, My greec zodiac is gemini, egyptian: Set, Chinese: Dragon.my eye color is greenish-blue, i'm 6 feet tall.
I love to write and draw, although i think i write better tehn i draw, sometimes i like to combine both and illustrate my poems or lyrics. I could consider myself an artist although i know there are lots of people out there better then me. I like to draw (did i mention that already?) mostly anime, manga (not mango, i'm allergic), fanart. Writting i write just about nything, short story, poem, tale long or short, sometimes with chapters. my dream is to one day write book (or a few =). I love to hear stories, mythology especialy, i know alot and enjoy telling them.
I grew up a musical person, but for some reason i almost never paid any interest to music until this year when i decided to break out of my shell and try to find something that fits me. Thank you my friends for introducing me to great music that i listen everyday on my ipod, it's a part of my life now...i almost cry when i think back of when i din't have it...
Yes i'm a guy and i have feellings! i'm not afraid to show them, like Toshiya from Dir en grey. or express them if you ever see or read my art.
My fav animal is my cat cleo, asian kitty (siamese), she's always sleeping on my bed when i'm gone, and when i come back she's crazy for me. She's usualy jealous of girls who come over, but there has been some cases where she actually likes them...
I love animals, as a kid i loved sharks (not anymore =z).
i like too cook (when i get a chance), i'm not a picky eater except for allergies (nuts are deadly =z) i'll eat anything on my table and shut up. My fav dish is spaghetti (i can never refuse). I love ice cream, lthough sometimesi see it as "Depressed food".
My fav color is dark blue, fav number is 3 (my b-day), my heroes are Miyavi and Toshiya. My fav anime characters are Shinji (Evangeleon) wufei (gundam wing), cloud (ff7),Tidus (ff10), Marik (Yu-gi-oh) and Gaara (naruto). As for girls (i'm a shoujo-ai, yuri fan), Rei (evangelion), Yuffie (ff7), Riku (ff10),Lucy (elfen lied), Sango (inuyasha) my first fav anime girl was Erika from pokemon (cute kimono and blue hair).another thing you should know, i'm a HP fan, my side? the death eaters/Slytherin. the sexy ppl, the truly talented ones that got their image destroyed in those movies . my fav character? prof. Severus Snape. DO NOT DARE give me spoilers i only read up to the half blood prince.Fet, photography, burlesque, gothic, dark is art, and beauty to my eyes. it's an interest i have and love to talk about and share ideas and suppart those who take part in it. What'S not to love about leather, fashion, and erotica? you tell me...i just won't listen . pervs beware i can get very irratated.as geeky gothic, i love sci-fi and fantasy (especially dark ones) Warcraft (blood elves/undead

My Blog

workless

today i just came back from a long-awaited job interview at wal mart, some of you may already know i was really xcited (and nevous) about it. I wanna thank everyone who have supported me s'pecialy san...
Posted by on Thu, 06 Sep 2007 20:17:00 GMT

taking big step

awright i have newswell first of all the situation with my folks has improved, my parents haven't been fighting or arguing for awhile, and i got along better with my siblings (sis has a sudden obsessi...
Posted by on Wed, 25 Jul 2007 20:24:00 GMT

update on my situation

okay, to some ppl i've briefly told how the relationship in my house is going. Right now this is what is going to happen in the near future: My dad is moving back in with us. Now don't get me wrong, i...
Posted by on Thu, 07 Jun 2007 10:25:00 GMT

Changing

tonight i'm going to get my hair cut...a real one ever since (?) years. I know i attached alot of importance to my hair but this time i have to do something about it. I refuse to have puffy and ugly h...
Posted by on Mon, 29 Jan 2007 09:24:00 GMT